Chapter 2 how I so much cared about you (The end)

I'm the only one who can't started to try and move on and forget her,yes it's true that I could not. But for her it's so easy just to maintain her high reputation,but it's still ok even its so hurt for me because I'm not a stone who can't feel anything I'm a soft hearted with many deadly weakness and one day she will realizedd she lost a diamond while playing with worthless stone.

As I sit and think about me and you and about the things we used to do We used to talk on and on everyday never used to bother what the others say.

We spent hours talking on the phone whenever we felt we were alone We did favors and helped each other now it seems you've chosen another jena.

You said our friendship is never ending But it seems it needs some mending. Never thought of losing a best friend I hate to know that it is the end.

Thought you would be with me here by my side through all the years jena. Now you have left me torn apart with tears in my eyes and a broken heart. Once looked like our friendship would last but now it looks like a thing of the past you also aware of that because

you're the one who start. You hate me being your friends because I got a poor background but I just don't wanna say properly goodbye because it's still hurt to me Maybe you think of me is make you mad.

You walk close to me in school but you just pass me by and you pretend that our friendship was a lie but your wrong jena

I would be not care to our friendship if I know that I just easily forget you if that is true but I see it how much we cares with each other I even wipe the tears of my eyesand try to forget all your lies, I Never knew this is how it would end to our good friendship.

Losing you is my fragility my friend, I hope we go back how we are before even in just a dream that we are both happy, i want to hear your voice in my dream that i wanted to feel.

howwwwwwww should i move on, maybe I can move on but I cannot forget you

"The reality is that you will grieve forever. You will not get over the loss of a loved one; you will learn to live with it. You will heal and you will rebuild yourself around the loss you have suffered. You will be whole again but you will never be the same. Nor should you be the same nor would you want to."

ELISA BETH KÜB LER-ROSS

AND DAVID KESSLER,

ON GRIEF AND GRIEVING

Ha kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

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