Courage Or Cowardice

Whenever food is spoiled, do you eat it? Or throw it away? Or feed it to your animals? Or stray dogs? Obviously, whatever you do, the only thing you don't do is that eating that spoiled food. You will never do that, because you know that food is not good for your health.

As the same goes for one's behavior. There's mood. If someone's mood is bad, they are not going to get into good mood just because someone is saying some nice words and joking around. Mood is just like that spoiled food. Once spoiled, it can't be flowery again just within a minute. But yeah, there's a difference between that spoiled food and spoiled mood just because we are the humans. We can change our emotions according to our environment. Our mood. That's what foods can't do because they are non-living. They don't have their own thoughts, prescriptions, reality, or dreams. But we have all this out of all creatures. Humans are the most knowledgeable ones. Humans can create new things. Humans can create new technologies. There's what in the world that humans can't do. Have you ever seen an animal committing suicide? You usually see that it's humans who usually commit suicide. I haven't heard any animal who themselves commit suicide. Never ever I heard. But in case of humans, I always saw in newspapers that there's always someone else commits suicide because of their greed. There's always someone commits suicide because of family problems and all that. Still, there's a huge difference between us and animals. We as humans are the most knowledgeable ones. As well as the emotional ones. People say that animals are much better than humans. But who knows what animals are thinking. Maybe if they have given the same knowledge as we have, maybe they will do the same as we are doing right now. So in history, whoever author says that they like animals more than humans because they feel more connected and dreadful to animals, then I must say, does he launch the animals language? It's just like animals are dependent on us. So maybe that's the reason they are quite good. I'm not saying that all animals are greedy and what. I'm just saying if they have the power like we all humans have, I believe they will do the same as we as the human beings are doing. Because whenever someone has power, that definitely leads them to corruption. Even if it's just a little bit. I'm not derivating the thought of suicide to any other thing. I'm just telling you all that suicide is not an option. Just achieve something in your life and after that, if you want to end it and before getting old and suffering all the pains, okay, go for it. I'm not saying that you are coward. Only courageous people can do suicide. They have the courage to take their own lives.

As I told you earlier, killing someone, murdering someone is quite easy. But taking one's own life with your own hands is the most difficult thing in the world you can ever do. It takes a lot of courage to kill oneself. There was a girl who was thinking of ways to kill herself. I'm not mentioning her dead girl's name. So let's call her Lina. Although it's not her real name. I'm just changing it. She wants to commit suicide because she was too bored. I know this reason could be ridiculous. It's just like there was nothing in her life. She was a librarian, always go to library, take care of herself and then back to home. That was her daily schedule. And she was quite bored of her life. She wanted to end her life. But there goes a saying that painless death is a blessing. And she knows that. So she wanted to die in a way that it doesn't feel even an inch of pain. She wants a painless death. She was thinking about getting some drugs that can kill me without any pain. She once thought about using sleeping pills. Then she remembered doing some research that if you take sleeping pills too much it will give us a painful death. Because it will deteriorate our heart's condition. Then she decided to use poison. Then later did she know that poison erodes our internal organs and it gives us almost 3-4 minutes painful death. So that option also got eradicated. Then she thought about jumping off from rooftop. But then there comes the question. If she jumps off from the rooftop and someone will save him then that means she will have to go to the surgery procedure. And have to get all the pain around her body due to medications and all that. So she thought jumping off the building will be her last option. So she was trying to find some types of drugs that can kill her within a second without any pain. And what she got about some drugs. But everyone have something missing. And she at last thought about getting a gun and shoot on her brain directly. But there comes a thing that where the hell she will get the gun. So she decided to bribe a policeman. She goes to the police station with her phone. Trying to fake a YouTube video. She was telling now we are in police station now. And we are going to see how is working going on here and all that. So policeman thought that she was just recording something. But they told her that whatever she wants to record she is not permitted here in police station. She must go out. So she just grabbed the policeman's gun directly. And thought of pulling it off. But the most ridiculous thing is that she doesn't know how to shoot herself in the gun. She just slotted out the revolver. But it doesn't shot. And policeman takes back the gun. And then everyone got to know that she was trying to commit suicide. And whatever the legal procedure was going on. So this was just an example of a girl who wanted to commit suicide. They made a whole damn plan. But they didn't got succeeded. And after all the procedure they get out. So she thought I must live my life a little bit more. She thought about living a little bit more. And then thought when it comes to her old age when there will be no one to take care of her. Then she will just jump off from the rooftop. That will be the most easiest one. And I thought it would be better to live younger life rather than the older ones. And at this point I think she made quite a better decision. It would be better to die in old age than our teenage. Because teenage is the very beautiful phase of our life. And young age is also a beautiful phase of our life. But when we grow old that's where the problems begin. At that time our health deteriorating. We have so many illness, so many pains. So if she decided to die in her old age then I don't object anything. I would say yeah she is right. And many of you may be offended but that's my own personal view. And right now she is almost in her thirties right now. And she decided to live as long as she is healthy. And suicide is not always the option. Sometimes one must open their eyes, look around the world and travel. Sometimes happiness is like clouds. You have to see them from down to up. You can't touch it but you can feel it. Thank you.

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