Chapter 2

It's raining outside. Rainy weather is best. It calms your heart. Wash away your sadness, and sorrow. You can feel relaxed. I love rain. I wish I could go to a hill and enjoy the rain with a cup of tea. But also the rain makes me sad. I don't know why. Maybe rain makes me sad to give me happiness.

"Today's class ends here. See you in the next class."

Finally, I'm done with my classes. I hate studying. But I love to read. Weird, right? Or maybe it's not who knows?

Can't wait to go home. So exhausted, and sleepy. But first I have to go to the library to get some books for my midterms. Why is the classroom-to-library distance so long?

I put my air buds on my ears play "Born to Die" and start walking to the library. This song makes me think about life.

Life is too short to be sad. You have to find your happiness on your own. Nobody can find that for you. Especially when you are a grown-up person, you are on your own. Your responsibility is on you. You have to take care of yourself. You know the best yourself. No one will be able to fully understand you. Not even your loved one. It's the weird thing about humans.

God!!! My head!!! Where the **** did I just hit my head??

"Are you blind or something? If you are then go see a doctor. "

****! Why do I have to encounter with him? I have to stop thinking while walking. But now that's not the point. The point is I'm ******* embarrassed.

"Sorry, I wasn't paying attention."

God, please someone create a hole so I can hide. So embarrassing everyone is looking here. Because I bumped into a guy who is super popular in our uni and a very egotistical person. And I just hit my head on his backpack. I don't know what the **** he is carrying so hard on his backpack. God, why is everyone looking at me? And the guy I bumped into his name is Stefan. He's looking at me in disguise I don't know why. I don't want to stand here anymore. I'm ignoring everyone's gaze and start walking. Finally reached the library. Have to hurry up and go home.

"Hi, long time no see."

Who's talking to me? I turned my head and saw Jessi standing behind me. I like her. She's nice and sometimes helps me with my homework.

"Hi, Jessi how are you doing?"

She hugged me. I don't like people's hugs or any kind of physical touch. But I can't tell her that can I?

"what are you doing here? Can I help you? Are you free after this? I have so much to tell."

I forgot to tell you she talks a lot.

"Thanks, Jessi for asking. But I have everything I want. Umm.. Can we go tomorrow? "

I can't go today god. I hope I'm not hurting her. I feel guilty for saying that.

"yeah sure. Tomorrow after class is okay, right? give me a call when you're done."

"Okay I will Jessi thanks for understanding "

"hush don't say thanks and sorry all the time. It's annoying and  We are friends alright. Okay then see you tomorrow after class bye-bye "

Finally, I can go. Heading to go outside of campus. Our campus is huge. It takes 15/20 minutes to go outside. Sometimes it's so irritating. Today is one of the days I am feeling irritated because I have to walk. God sent someone to pick me up and drop me outside of my campus. No one is coming for me I know. Again plug my air pods and listen to the same song. Because of that time, I couldn't finish. Today's weather is nice. Now it's not raining.  But little bit cloudy.

I have to do some grocery on the way home.  What should I make for dinner? Should I make some Chinese food? I can't think now because my brain is nonstop thinking about sleep.

On my way home there was a park. Sometimes I just sit in the park listen to music and read a book. I love to go there. First of all, it's not crowded and nobody pays attention to what you are doing. **** I almost forgot about the grocery. What I should make and what should buy? This thing is so much confusing. Why do humans have to eat? They should live by consuming water or something. 

Finally did the grocery and reached home. So tired of even cooking something. Should I order? because I'm so hungry.

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