My Letter to Heaven

Hey.. Deekshana..

Why did you do that ?.. Just why ..

Why did you commit suicide?.. Is it just a joke to you ?..

I want to scold you, beat you, and what to ask .. Why didn't you talk to me about your problems..

I know we have been friends for 3 months . Still the connection between you and me is ... No words can describe that..

You have talked about hot boys.. And handsome boys.. We both love to watch BL.. You said You are waiting for Kinn porche season 2.. You said we will go to Thailand and explore Bl couples.. But why did you do that to me..

Now Here I am alone.. Writing this message for you.. Even though I know You don't read this.. You can't read this ...

Still .. I want to tell you that I love you ..

Maybe we both are girls.. Maybe I am not lesbian or bi.. I really love you..

I don't mean in a romantic way.. But I want to show you how beautiful this world is.. To you..

I am sorry..

I am really sorry..

I wanted to die .. I regret not checking on you..

I ..

I am sorry Deekshana ..

Do you think when you touch the rope before you die ?.. Did you ?

Now.. I am hearing your voice message.. Even though your laugh is like a horrible sound.. It feels like heaven Now.. You said you want a boyfriend and want to love him and lead a great life..

But now ..

It's okay

I will do that ...

I will do that for you

See the world you want to live in my eyes..

I will fulfill your wishes..

I am sure you are in heaven.. I will also come to you.. But Not now..

I am not going to give up like you..

So make sure to wait for me ...

I am going to tell you what the things that you missed in this world and how much I miss you ...

I am crying now.. But Not tomorrow... You will be with me right ...

I think you are already born in this world.. Maybe not here.. But somewhere..

Thank you..

Thank you for coming into my life..

Although we have been close friends for 3 months.. It likes 3 eternity to me.. I want to see you now.. But I know I can't..

But make sure to reach me in my next life.. We will talk about the things that I missed talking with you in this life..

I will get a beautiful and hot and handsome boyfriend and will make you jealous.. So see me living happily from up there..

Fall in love with an angel up there .. And introduce me if you can.. ( chuckles)

I miss you..

I love you..

Thank you ..

And I am sorry..

Let's meet again soon..

Wait for me.. My dear Friend....

I will reach you so make sure to tell me how is heaven up there... And tell me how the boys are there..

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