SWEET SORROW

Life is unreal; its like string of thread, sweet at one end sour at the other and different flavours in between the two.

Oh u might be thinking about me who is this weird person talking about unreal life.

Hey! This is Dr Meera Saithi an emergency specialist who can deal just with hospital emergencies and runs away from her very own life explosions.

And right now i am busy packing my stuff with a heavy heart and wet eyes, dont know where i would end ;but right now I just want to leave this place full of memories that remind me of him and last night. The night i wish i could never make to.

While packing and looking around the room reminds me of enormous memories we made together. His textured brown leather fossil watch reminds me of our first anniversary, the time when he skipped his college and travelled across 3 states to surprise me with his presence. The time when i was everything for him.

Throwing my stuff into the lugage bag placed over the bed, oh our bed where we have spent n number of nights together folded into each other.

Shaking my head out of all these thoughts

I flipped the cover shell of my bag resting my hands over it to zip it up. When my sight got struck on something shiny in my finger, and this sight made my heart skip a beat. It was the promise ring he gave me and said those 3 wonderful words, promising he would always be my side and would never leave no matter what the situation is, but yesterday shook it all; my imagination and my reality. This sight left me drowning into my memory lane , drenching my heart into ocean of sorrow.

Recollecting myself and realised that after yesterday this ring no more got its place in my hand. After leaving this expensive part of me on the dressing table I headed towards the door realising have spent 4 years in this house with him, not knowing whether i would be able to see him ever again, feel this same again with him or anybody. Duh feels like hell.

Oh, for you, I would've done whatever (uh-huh)

And I just can't believe we ain't together (yo, uh-huh)

And I wanna play it cool (yo), but I'm losin' you (uh-huh)

I'll buy you anything (yo), I'll buy you any ring (uh-huh)

And I'm in pieces (yo), baby, fix me (uh-huh)

And just shake me 'til you wake me from this bad dream (yo, uh-huh)

I'm goin' down (oh), down, down, down (uh-huh)

And I just can't believe, my first love won't be around, and I'm like

"Baby, baby, baby, oh"

Like, "Baby, baby, baby, no"

Like, "Baby, baby, baby, oh"

I thought you'd always be mine, mine....

After this not so breakup and Justin Bieber's Baby flowing in my car I did not realise when I drove towards my parents place. And since its a countryside with beautiful mountains full of greens and cool breeze it gave my heating heart solace. Being here at this place, where i have spent my entire childhood brings me to ease, it feels like this is where i belong .

Soon i was at "the blessings" door my plarents place. Opening up this gate to heaven, parked my car at the lawn , just when I was getting my luggage out noticed someone staring and smiling at me from the front porch , soon my grief turned into a warm smile on seeing that tall and handsome figure. Just as I caught his sight , left the luggage and ran to his fatherly embrace , the warmth of his hug vanished my misery and took me back to my childhood days, when I used to trip off on this lawn while playing and he used to hold me the same way. Today when I have tripped off on life his embrace feels the same. Soon screams of joys behind us got me out off my head ........ YEAH they are my annoying yet loving siblings - a two ponied girl with molar to molar smile and a four toed creature with a wagging tail ...... Here comes Trisha and Bravo.

Behind them could acknowledge my mother with eyes full of tears of joy and her kitchen apron on. What a DRAMATIC family reunion I must say ..... :)

|| Not so The End ||

There's a famous Indian saying , "Should not laugh too much because it brings sorrow" ..... What this family reunion joy serve Dr. Meera -- SWEET SORROW or love and laughter ???

@Aceso◇

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