regret

Russel Venus p, o,v

Sh!t I didn't expect to be able to say those things to Maria. I wouldn't bother her first and she might avoid me f-ck I'm too stupid to say that I was just taken but the impact on her was too big. ..

Russel you should have talked to her carefully!, I looked at the person who spoke.

I'm sorry I was annoyed because she didn't eat, I answered him.

tsk don't say sorry to me!!, she shouted. ..

Shut up Ella you're not in your mansion to shout, I said angerly she stood up and stopped at the door.

You should apologize to my sister. ..Venus!!, she looked at me badly and left.

I messed my hair out of annoyance. f-cking sh!t why she doesn't want to eat?, I asked myself. I decided to go to the bar room to get rid of the stress.

Author p, o,v

Russel's footsteps were heavy towards the bar, he was still annoyed with himself for hurting Amanda. When he entered the bar, he immediately found his brother Ash.

What are you doing here Ash?, he asked and took a red wine that landed on the table. He sat on the couch next to Ash.

Cooling down, Ash replied briefly that he was used to Ash's behavior but even so, they were still not far from each other in taste.

Rose again?, Russel said and took a sip of wine.

Yeah, he smiled at his brother's response, he knew that his brother in love with their maid, rose. .

There was silence for a few minutes when their younger brother ay shout.

F- ck you Leo, get rid of your cat it's scratching me!!, their youngest yelled angrily.

Haha, why are you scared?, teased the second of them. .

F- ck you moron!, Russel gasped because of the naughtiness of the two. While Ash is no longer by his side because he doesn't want noisy. .

(sigh) jon!, Russel shouted, the head immediately went in his direction.

yes master Russel? Jon said politely. Tell Rose to bring Maria some food, Russel ordered Jon nod and leave. Jay and Leo left so Russel was the only one. He took a book and read to calm down.

Amanda p,o,v

I'm here right now in the bathroom letting myself sink into the water. I'm looking straight ahead even though I can only see the wall.

I don't know why, but I'm worried that Russel might avoid me. But I should have avoided what he did, but I don't seem to want to.

My meditation stopped, I heard a knock at the same time a voice.

Ma, am Amanda! I heard rose calling me, so I quickly put my bathrobe and open the door.

Uhm y-yes rose?, I said nervously thinking that he's here.

May I come in?, she said, so I nod and open the door widely.

Are you ok now ma, am Amanda? She said worriedly I just gave her a smile and sit to the bed.

Why are you suddenly here?, I said while looking at the food.

The master order me to bring you some food, she said and place the food at my bed table.

(silence)

Are you mad at him?, she looked at me with question look.