Confusion In My Desire
I Rimeka Chikafuji a girl betrayed by the people I once trusted too much where In the point I didn't even notice that my neck is already in their hands to twist and turn my life a living hell, the once I knew life the happy and peaceful become a battlefield in a blink of an eye that in every corner they crushed every piece of hope I tried to hold.
The people that love me unconditionally suffered the most I was foolish to ignore their words in the end I can't even protect them my parents who unconditionally love their foolish daughter a little brother despite him being the young one is more aware of the world than I am he who never let go of my trembling hands and always devote his life to protect me is all now gone...
I didn't even get to say my sincerest apologies to them, before they died in a car accident and those people that I once believed to be my enemy become my ally in those hard times when those that I considered friendships are just cowards who only think for themselves and snakes who bite me when I don't see and the most hard thing to accept is the one man I loved so much is nothing but a jerk!
He who only side in power for his own good, he is a coward who can't even do anything for himself an idiotic fool, I only realized all that in the time of my downfall when it's all to late. I hated them, but I hated myself more because after all I'm the main reason all this happened in the very beginning it's all because I was foolish to think for the right thing to begin with.
But still I won't let them get away for what they have done to me and my family I will take my revenge as I make them feel the same pain and suffering I had to endure all this time I've had enough! My beloved family the only people that cherished me are all now gone, and I can no longer go back and change everything there is no other way around it.
I can never go back to what I used to be, and I won't choose to be so again, so I choose to become... a cold-blooded Mafia establishing the DARK ASSOCIATION with the workforce of the top hackers in the world we become Unbeatable in doing and having whatever or whenever we need and want whether it's illegal or not, everyone feared even the name of our Association so it becomes a forbidden topic for everyone and only important figure in the society can do so, but it still comes with unspoken rules.
So the government decided to hide the fact that we exist and made it like a dark rumor but even so, our operation still continues and that's how I come to trample all their business through exposing the dirty secrets I've been collecting from them that they have been hiding, losing their wealth, power, and the reputation they have build through mask lies in all this years, giving them a dirt poor of a life.
But that is not enough! I also made their happy relationship become a battlefield for them to compete no one trust anyone and so no one gain the approval of anyone or affection they desired so much, all the lies become truth and in the end they're the ones who brought their own ruin, So they perished one by one at last I've fulfilled my burning anger that I've felt all this time and yet...
I felt nothing, not even joy that they are worse than miserable or even the anger to what they've done to me in all those yearsso why do I felt none, just emptiness Its true I hated them I despise every bit of their beings. I took my revenge for myself and my family because I thought it will at least satisfy my longings and anger or the emptiness in my heart in the loss that I had that they took to me...
So why I felt nothing at all?!
I've become successful and lived a life of luxury, but I only achieved this so that I can do and fulfilled my revenge nothing more and nothing less I didn't lack anything I have wealth, power, companions that I can trust, and yet they cannot fill the emptiness I have all these years.
The only reason I kept on living is because I wanted to fulfill my revenge and so now that is done what now? What am I living for? What is the use of what I have when it can't even bring me joy? Just what is the thing that I'm missing? Why is it that I feel so...empty?
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In the night sky the city is bustling with so much noise the different lights are glittering in the night sky the full moon is shining and the stars sparkling the cold breeze blowing, making a whistling sound.
And there in the middle of the high-end city with prosperous tall buildings in every direction one particular tall building in the center in the top floor in the glass window there stand a figure of a tall woman with a wine on her right hand while the other one is touching the glass window.
The moon and stars are shining outstandingly that in a moment shone this woman's figure, long dark blue hair like silk flowing in her curvy body, skin as white as a pearl smooth and delicate, eyes like a pair of gold with the shine in them like the fresh honey, also with long eyelashes the same as her hair, lip like a pink tulip of a flower, a face that you will think made by a master craftsman.
And even though with a cold expression surely anyone who will get even a glimpse of her will be captivated by her gorgeous sight, she wore a businesswoman attire making her look more captivating, but she didn't care about how she look but only slowly sipped the wine she had in her hand and then sat in her chair facing the office table and seeing all the documents she have finished doing.
And so she relaxed herself slowly and muttered some words quietly and then she slowly close her eyes... "Mhhh..(*eyes open slowly) Where am I?! ahh right I died didn't I. (look around) fufufu How interesting"(Mumbling)
-To be continued-
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