Episode5 (final) give up

Then those midnight, suddenly a notification from Casandra phone pop up and it was from Aiden. Casandra was shocked but doesn’t felt anything like before. Her hope was not the same, she replied it without hesitation and they keep chatting. After a minute, Casandra asked some questions to him.

Casandra : “when do you get home?”

Aiden : “ yesterday”

Casandra : “ooo ok”

Aiden : “dont you miss me”

Casandra : “miss you?” “I will answer tomorrow”

Aiden : “ send sticker”

They stop chatting there and Cansandra don’t know about her feeling,should she waited for him or not. But sometimes Casandra repost a video about him but deep down knowing all Aiden repost is not for her but other girl. There’s one day, Casandra just stalking Aiden sosial Media and saw his followers name “Isla”. Casandra check on it just to make sure that is the girl and she is right. Aiden and his girlfriend followed each other and Casandra heart is felt kinda empty. Sometimes Casandra opened up her insta and saw Aiden still follow her and it keep going around her mind. It’s been a week since that day and its started a school holiday, Casandra saw Aiden repost video and it was kinda sad. Sometimes she thinks that maybe she have an argument with his girlfriend but Casandra doesn’t want to bother him. On the next day, Casandra post a video on her status and was hoping him to replied but there’s no notification.

Casandra don’t have any idea why he been stuck in her mind and her heart. And suddenly Casandra saw Aiden repost video and thought that they already fine. Casandra always have a Courage to confess to Aiden just to let out her feeling but nothing more than that. But since that day, she know she doesn’t have opportunity to do it and just saw them be happy. She thinks that maybe this is the last time she been crushing on him in silence. All Casandra repost video for Aiden has been delete. She accepted the fact that they can’t be each other company but just hoping Aiden and his girlfriend be happy. Sometimes Casandra felt that, it’s kinda of release when you can accept what’s going around even though its a hard think for her but she can’t do anything but just to face it. She also think that all her efforts and clue is just a wasted.

All the poetry she wrote for him, all the things about him she talked to her friends, doesn’t followed any guy but just him, doesn’t saved a lot of boys number, and also he is the only guy that Casandra talked to her mom and knowing other guy would not get the same is such a wasted. Casandra done with her feeling and decided to stay away from him and just go on with her life. If they mean to be with each other, then the day will come but if not, let the world decide. She was tired of waiting but nothing changes. It’s been 13 month since she has a crush on Aiden and it will ended here. This is the longest crush ever that has been in Casandra heart. Casandra has nothing to say but just watching them happy from afar. Casandra don’t think about him too much like before knowing that she would get hurt for think about him. If we were mean to be let the world met us together but if it’s not, let’s just go with our way.

A word I wish i say

“I may not put your name in my prayer because I’m just afraid of losing you, but believe me when I put your name in my dua, that’s where I made everything sincere”

“ losing you was not one of my list, but watching you happy without my existence is way better”

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