Younger sister

Sleep was the best thing to hide feelings.No one can notice you were crying.You can also hide your red eyes causing from crying.And the best part is you can't feel.Chito often sleep as she doesn't want to feel.Either sad or angry.She scared that one day she lost her sense and accidentally hurt her family.if there is someone to blame it's herself.She hated the way her feeling was.She hated that she's cry just because of a single word from her father.she's hated the way she looks while crying.She feel weak.She hated that she can get angry at any time.She just hope that maybe someday she doesn't have feeling.It was rough for an eleven years old to faced this alone.She just want her parents to look at her.At least just once.

After she's awake, she feel empty.Her heart feels empty.But once again she put a smile on her face just so that no one knows she's cried.She love's going to school.Because school is the only place that can make her forget things.In school she had friends who love her who is kind to her who is maybe understand her more.So she tends to love her friend more.She still love her parents but not as much as before since it was rather hopeless to love someone who hate you.Of course she know her parents does not hate her but the fact favouritism exist already fvck up.She was an innocent girl.She's never hated her family.She just hated herself for the way she is.And that's the only way to not hurt anyone.

Life goes on, a word from her father still in her head.But it's fine, she's fine.i guess.She had a best friend.Two best friend.Another way we called it as trio.And trio never worked.She loved her best friend.They often exchange gift.She used a lot money to just buy them a gift.She's not stingy.Well they were the only person who she can show loved for.She doesn't wish anything for return as she give a present for just wanting them to know how much she love them.Well it's not the end yet.Lately she's been having a problem at home.Like i said before she has younger sister.It was fine at first but then things got more complicated when her last younger brother was born.Her younger sister was spoiled badly before her young brother born.But it was fine nothing bad happen.Untill the day he was born, she(her younger sister) knews that she will no longer be spoiled.She got more less attention than before.She doesn't like it.She's not used to this, it feels wrong for her.That when even an ant bite her she will cry continuously.You can't even scold her.She will report everything to her mother and make it sound dramatic.And Chito doesn't really like her.But she do still care for her.

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