chapter 3

I got out of the hospital in a few days, but he drove me to make sure that I was safe and wouldn't attempt another suicide.

He helped me clean my house then left for work cause he's a doctor.

I was doing fine and at ease before he even entered my life again what is happening to me?

im scared to fall inlove with him again

I felt so stupid and cried for hours, thinking what is happening to me?What is the reason of him coming back? Why? Im not some charity case that you could trash then come back when you feel like it...

i need to go and find my own path..

____________the following day-----------------

I called him and invited him to have tea at my house, he agreed.

It was 3 pm and he was still not here, in a few minutes he was still not here. I called his mother because i was worried about him. She picked up the phone crying,

" Please come to ***** hospital, something happened to Leonard" his mother said to me.

I quickly grabbed my car keys and rushed to the hospital

I ran quickly to his mother sitting outsider of the operating room crying

"What happened?" I asked his mother in panic,

"Leonard never told you, did he?" she asked me

"I beg your pardon?" I said in a confused tone

"Leo was diagnosed with a heart condition, he found out when you're still together. The reason why he broke up with you is that his heart could give up at any second, he was scared that you would feel extremely depressed when he was gone, so he just took the risk and made you move on. But I made him chase you once again because I know both of you deserve a happy ending even when I know it can end up at a bad state."

I was in shock of his mother's words, my knees suddenly felt numb and weak, suddenly my legs dropped as I burst into tears, he's mother hugged me making me calm down.

I never imagined that I made myself think that he was only using me when he needed me I never thought that it would get to this point. I feel so stupid and angry at myself, he was only caring for me at the end he still chose me, he still thinks about what I feel at the end. He was only caring for me.

At the end I feel like I'm the only bad guy.

Now I don't know what I would do without his presence at my life, I prayed that I could still hear his voice, feel his skin, smell his scent, look into his eyes, and eat the food he makes with his bare hands. I prayed that i can still love him with all my love and emotions, i wasn't ready to let go of this man...

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