Afraid of love

It's been already one week he didn't follow me he didn't show up I am kinda missing him now . Today I got result from previous session of high school after collecting my markheets and documents I was going home .he was standing there .I was didn't able to resist my self and move forward before I can even speak a word he snatch my sheetmask from my hand I was so embrace at that time he was only interested in my result after seeing that his friend was showed up and also took my marksheet from Abhishek after fiew minutes he gave me my results and run away from them . I was good at my studies and also got good marks but it's embracing to show him because he was genius and far better then me. I was happy that was my good day from tomorrow I have to go school regularly.

After two days in evening Abhishek's one friend come to me and asking for favour he forced me to be Abhishek's girlfriend I asked him why you want that . I replied I like him because he is so good I don't love him . He asked again why what he lack ? either I don't know I just don't know I am not ready for relationship.

Next day they were playing carrom board in my neighbors house . I go there because I also like to play caroom. I just reached there and Abhishek starts to win he even didn't give the chance to others all his friends wese commented it's because of me you are his lucky charm you came near and he starts to win . After hearing this I left away but I was blush . he saw me that I was going so he stopped playing and got sad.

Every time his friends little sister and cushion tell me about his good sides , asking me to sa y yes to him . some days it's going like this I also got very confused and dull. Abhishek never asked me for anything and not even talking to me but his surroundings one always start when they saw me . it's distracted me I asked my school friends . It was my daily routine after reached school I always find best friend first and tell her everything past few hours or past days stories she always suggested me right . And helped me to focus on studies and making notes . I have never hide anything from her .

She said me that if you like him or wanna try to be with him then give him one chance may be he his really good and love you more . She understand me best evening in my mind, my fear, my needs, my words , my nervousness etc. My biggest fear was what if I said yes to Abhishek and he won't be with me in future because life is so long what if after some time he left me he didn't found anything good at me . Because I am not a good girl . No one want me .what if also don't want me anymore . ?

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