one day in jimin's mind

Jimin POV

I was holding Jungkook's hand tight when we entered the living room. So that that it was sweaty. So I let go of it.

"It became sweaty" I said, chuckling. Then, I felt myself on the floor, because I had been pushed away by Taehyung. He took my place beside Jungkook and took his hand. Jungkook looked at me, sorry but I went to the kitchen to try to stop myself from being jealous. I shouldn't be jealous. We aren't together. Even if I want him to be mine, he isn't. Yet. But well... Jin hyung entered the kitchen.

"Jimin ? Do you want to help me cook for Jungkook ?" he asked me.

"Why not ? What did he ask for ?"

"Kimchi jjigae."

"With a lot of meat I suppose ?" I said, smiling.

"Yes, how do you know ?" Jin hyung said, surprised.

"Everytime you made kimchi jjigae, he complained because there wasn't enough meat to his liking."

"I see. Maybe I should put more meat from now on." he replied, laughing.

We began cutting kimchi and meat, making the soup, making some rice and preparing the side dishes. When we were nearly done, Jin hyung told me to go call the others to eat.

I called everyone then went to happily in Jungkook's room. I opened the door, singing his name and saw him hugging Yoongi hyung, seeming genuinely happy and peaceful. I frowned and immediatly went back to the living room. I sat next to Taehyung, which was the only seat left given that I didn't want to sit beside Jungkook. He came too, Yoongi hyung behind him. He sat in front of me and when everyone began to eat, I could feel his eyes on me while he was slowly eating. I looked up at him.

"What are you looking at ?" I said, coldly.

"N-nothing. I was just thinking." he replied. Liar

"Thinking without looking at me" I said and continued to eat. He stood up, saying that he was full and ran to his room. I knew that I had hurt him but I was upset. He knows that I love him and I thought that maybe he was feeling the same way again. But seeing him in Yoongi's embrace... it made me jealous. I know I shouldn't be jealous but I thought that he was taking in consideration my feelings. But I was wrong. I saw Jin hyung standing up, probably going to talk with Jungkook or something.

"Jimin stop eating." said Yoongi hyung, voice low.

I ignored him.

"Jimin..." he groaned. I put my spoon down and looked at him.

"What ?" I said.

"You are an idiot. You jumped to conclusions over a simple action. You know it's not like that."

"You like him very much, and the way you look at him... You didn't saw the face he was making when you were hugging him." I said, my heart clenching as the scene flashed in my head.

The remaining members were listening to our argument, trying to understand what was going on.

"At the hospital, everytime you were with Jungkook you didn't saw how he blushed, how much love there was in his eyes. But I saw that." said yoongi hyung. "And I don't love Jungkook. Not in the same way as you do. And he doesn't like me. I was going to my room when I heard him screaming your name. He was shouting your name, crying in his dreams. He was not dreaming about me or any other person but he was dreaming of you. He had a nightmare and he needed soemone to comfort him. I can guarantee you that he likes you Jimin." he snapped and went on eating.

I was surprised. Jungkook had a nightmare about me ? I was going to ask something to Yoongi hyung when he talked.

"Don't ask me what was his dream about. If you wanna know, go ask him yourself."

"But not right now. He's sleeping. He was crying hard, you know ? Why were you so cold with him ?" said Jin hyung, sitting at Namjoon's side before going on eating.

"I don't want to talk about it." I answered.

I stood up and went to my room. Jungkook was sleeping, his back towards the door. I closed the door and went to his side of the bed to look at him. His cheeks were still wet and he seemed angry. I went to lie behind him, placing my right arm over him, pulling him towards me. I closed my eyes and listened to his breathing. I had my head against his back so I could hear his heartbeat. It was beating kind of fast, as if he was running. About 2 minutes after, it had slowed down and just when I was about to fall asleep, he tried to stand up. I tightened my grip.

"Don't move Kookie" I said.

He took my arm off of him and went out. I followed him. The others were probably in their rooms since the living room was empty. He was sitting in the kitchen, eating snacks, thinking hard. It reminded me of the night we made up. I decided to try to re-enact that moment. I took a glass of juice and sat with him.

"Do you have something in mind ?" I asked. He jumped a little and I chuckled.

"Would you tell me if you had problems ?" I saw him nod. I smiled a bit. Everything was going the same way as the last time.

"If you tell me what's bothering you, maybe I can help you" I said, purposely eye-smiling. He immediatly answered.

"Hyung, you're so cute, you know ? I won't tell you."

"Why~~ ? Tell me~ !" I whined.

Jungkook tried to stand up but immediatly fell. I caught him just before he touched the floor.

"What happened ? Kookie ! Hey ! Wake up !"

I took him up bridal style and went to the living room to lay him on the couch. Everyone came and looked at me.

"What happened ? Did he pass out ?" asked Yoongi hyung.

"Y-yes." I replied. I heard his breath fastening a bit.

"Kookie... Jungkook ! Wake up !" He was slowly regaining consciousness.

"Hyung... What happened ?" he asked me.

"You passed out while we were talking in the kitchen." I answered, my voice shaking.

"Here Jungkook. Take this." said Jin hyung, handing Jungkook a glass of water and 2 pills. Jungkook slowly sat up and took them.

"What did you feel before passing out ?" asked Najoon.

"Uhm... A big déjà-vu impression. It was very scary. And painful." answered Jungkook while I was pushing him back down on the couch.

"Something else ?"

"Well... While I was talking to Jimin hyung, I said something unknowingly. Like I already knew what I'd say and it ame out by itself."

"Okay. The doctor told us that it could happen when re-enacting some moments. Jimin, what did you re-enact ?" asked Namjoon hyung.

"The day we reconciled, the exact moment." I answered.

"I see... Well, Jungkook, it's better if you fo to sleep even if it's only 3 P.M. Jimin, can you take him to his bad ?"

"Sure. Come on Kookie." I said. I helped him to stand up. When we were in the room, he laid down and I covered him with the blanket without saying anything. Being in this room-which is mine by the way-reminded me of the hug Jungkook shared with Yoongi hyung. His pleased face flashed in my head again and just when I was about to go out of the room, he talked.

"Hyung, don't misunderstand ?"

"What ?"

"What you saw earlier between Yoongi hyung and me-"

"I don't wanna know" I cut him. I really didn't want to listen to any kind of explanation. "Because I love you doesn't mean that you're mine. If you prefer Yoongi hyung, it's okay, you can do what you want. I just want you to be happy." He remaiend silent, his expression unreadable so I escaped from the room. I just wanted to go to sleep as well but he was in our shared bedroom so I asked Tae if I could go sleep in his bed. He agreed so I went. The second I laid down, I drifted to sleep, not without crying.

2 weeks later

Yoongi POV

It's been two weeks and Jungkook still refuses to talk to Jimin. Two freaking weeks man ! Why are they so stupid ? I feel like evrything is my fault, but everytime I ask Jungkook if it is, he says no. He says that it has nothing to do with me. And Jimin refuses to talk to me. I don't know what I did to him.

"Hyung ? Is there something bothering you ?" asked Namjoon.

"Yes. Those two stupid boys are driving me nuts. We must find a way so that they would make up." I answered.

"I know. Jimin and Jungkook are making things difficult. It's been 2 weeks that we didn't try anything to make Jungkook remember."

"Maybe we should think of a plan" I said.

"I have one." I turned around, hearing V's voice coming from behind me.

"Really ? Our alien has a plan ?" I said, jokingly.

"Of course ! Let me tell you. Since they sleep in the same room, we just have to lock them inside so that they could open their hearts" he said, apparently proud of him.

"Well thought but we have a little problem. They don't sleep together anymore since their fight or I don't know what. J-Hope sleeps with Jungkook and Jimin with you." stated Namjoon.

"We can just find something to gather them together and that's all." said Jin hyung, popping up from nowhere.

"And how are we supposed to do that ?" I asked.

Jin went to sit between Namjoon's legs and looked at me.

"Since Jungkook rarely goes out of his room, we just have to push Jimin inside and lock the door" he answered.

"Okay, it's not bad. And when are we going to do that ?" asked V.

"Right now" said Hoseok. "I just came out of the room and Kook is listening to some music. We just have to drag Jimin out of his room and that's all there is to it !"

We all nodded and agreed to leave the house the moment we would lock the door. Hoseok and Taehyung went to their room. V dragged Jimin behind him saying that he wanted to watch TV with him. When they arrived in front of Jungkook's room, Hoseok quickly opened and door and V pushed Jimin inside before locking it. They shouted 'Good luck' and joined us to go out.

Author POV

Jungkook was quietly sitting on his bed, listening to music when the door swiped open and Jimin was pushed inside. The latter quickly turned around and tried to open the door, in vain. He turned to jungkook, looking at the floor.

"They locked the door." he muttered and went to sit on what used to be his bed.

Jungkook ignored him and continued listening to music when his phone buzzed. 'We locked you there so that you could talk things out ' It was Yoongi. He sighed. He wanted to talk first, but he couldn't. He had tried to explain everything, 2 weeks ago, but Jimin didn't listen to him. So it was his turn to try and talk first. As he was thinking that, Jimin went to sit in front of him.

"Jungkook. I miss you." said Jimin.

Jungkook was taken aback by Jimin's words but didn't reply. He just looked at him, waiting.

"I... didn't listen to you. I was jealous. But if you still want to explain what happened, I will listen to you. I promise." he continued, hoping that Jungkook would agree.

"You promise ?" asked Jungkook. Jimin nodded. Jungkook quickly made his mind and decided to tell him everything.

"That day when I was hugging Yoongi hyung, I had a nigthmare. I had wake up, crying and he just wanted to comfort me. I leaned in his embrace because I needed someone to reassure me and he was giving me it. He told me after you argued with him when I left the table, that he had once liked me but that now he was just lobing me as a brother. And I can certify that I don't have any romantic feelings towards him." finished Jungkook.

Jimin wanted to ask a question so badly but before he had to ask something else.

"What was your nightmare about ?"

He noticed that Jungkook blushed a little and waited.

"It's embarrassing..." he whispered. "I-I dreamed that you were... cold with me and... that you loved someone else."

Jungkook was avoiding eye contact with his hyung, he was so embarrassed.

On the other hand, Jimin wanted to look at Jungkook. He took his head in his palms and looked right in his eyes.

"Jungkook... Do you love me ?" he asked, scared of the answer he might get.

"I... don't know. I want to but... I don't know. I'm confused because-" Jimin turned his head, staring at the door.

"You don't know me and you don't know if you can trust me ? I understand. But why make my heart flutter in a such cruel way ? You are here, confused, but what about me ? Do you know how much it hurts when your beloved one forgets you ? How many nights I dreamed of our lovely moments just to be woken up by my own sobs ?" he looked at Jungkook who was crying, as well as Jimin himself. "If you don't love me, just say it so that I can move on."

"B-but you said that y-you'll wait... P-please... Wait..." said Jungkook, begging Jimin.

"I can't. It's too painful. And maybe you won't be able to remember anything." Jimin stood up and went to sit on his bed.

"No hyung. I-I will. Please..." Jungkook was still crying.

"Don't talk to me. Since we are locked in this room, I can't go away, just don't talk to me." said Jimin before lying down, his back to Jungkook. He was crying too, but not as hard as Jungkook. After 10 minutes, Jungkook's sobs had stopped and he talked.

"Hyung, are you sleeping ?" Jimin didn't answer. He heard Jungkook stand up and make his way towards him. "I'm sorry to say that but... I miss you. So much."

Then, as Jimin turned to llok at him, Jungkook collapsed. He caught him and laid him on his bed. He took his phone out, calling Namjoon to tell him to come and unlock the door. He was shocked. Jungkook just re-enacted an old moment. It was about 4 months after they had debuted. Jimin was spending most of his time with V and one night, as Jungkook didn't know that Jimin was awake, he had said those exact same words and slept with him. This night was one of the happiest Jimin ever had. As he was recalling this night, the door opened and Jimin looked to see who it was.

"Jimin-ah, what happened ?" said Jin, coming to his side.

"He re-enacted a moment himself before collapsing. I was so surprised. We haven't even made up, how could this happen ?"

Namjoon entered the room and took Jimin and Jin out of the room.

"Let's call the doctor. He'll explain this to us."

So they called him.

"Hello. Dr Park ? It's Kim Namjoon. Do you remember ?"

"Of course. How are you ? Did something happen ?"

"I'm fine thank you. But something strange happened."

"Really ? What is it ?"

"Apparently, Jungkook re-enacted a moment himself. He had kind of argued with Jimin and as they tried to make up, in vain, he had played again a moment by himself. How could that happen ?"

"Well, maybe he wanted to make up but didn't know how. His subconscious had a solution and helped him. What's important is how he will act from now on."

"What do you mean ?"

"I mean that he could have remembered everything when he wakes up. It would be good if you could take him to the hospital as soon as possible."

"Okay. We'll see you in a bit. Goodbye."

"Goodbye." The doctor hung up.

Every member looked at each other, anxious of what could happen when Jungkook wakes up.

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