realisations

Rooms :

-Hoseok/Yoongi

-Taehyung/Seokjin

-Namjoon/Jimin/Jungkook

Jungkook POV

In the car, I was listening to Talk Me Down by Troye Sivan while looking through the window. Then, I saw Jimin's reflection on the window. He was looking at me with his beautiful little eyes. I turned my head to look at him and we locked eyes for about 1 minute. I was sad when he broke the eye-contact. I could look at him forever that it won't be enough to take in all his perfection.

When we arrived at the dorms, Yoongi hyung went to shower first. When he finished, he went to sleep and Taehyung showered. Then, Jin hyung went, after him Namjoon and then Hoseok hyung. They all went to sleep and Jimin hyung and I remained. I went to the kitchen where he was eating snacks and asked

"H-hyung... Do you want to shower first ?"

When he looked up at me a bit startled, I tried to ignore his cute face and my beating heart.

"Uhm... I'm eating right now so you can go first. I'll wait" he replied and killed me with his famous eye-smile.

"O-okay then" I said, blushing a little.

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When I finished my shower, I rushed to my shared room with Jimin and Namjoon. I sat on the egde of my bed, waiting for the bathroom's door to close to be sure Jimin went to shower. When I heard it close, I lied on my back and stared at the ceiling. I was thinking about what happened in the car. Why was he looking at me ? Why did I look back at him ? Why didn't I break the contact ? And why did HE break it ? I'm supposed to be the mean one and reject him. But I just couldn't stop looking at him. During this minute, it was like just the two of us were in the car, and I realized that I missed him so much. And now, in this room, under this ceiling, I realize that I miss him while he is in the shower, I miss his touch, his breath on my skin when he talks very close to me, his laugh... His EVERYTHING.

At that time, the door of the room opened and I stood up, looking straight in Jimin's eyes.

"Uh, you finished ?" I stupidly ask.

"Y-yes..." he replies, seeming startled.

"O-okay" I say, walking to the door where he is still standing. When I reach him, he asks

"Where are you going ?"

"To the kitchen. I can't sleep". I was about to go out of the room when he grabbed my wrist.

"What are you doing ?" I say.

"I'll come with you" Jimin replies.

"No ! Why ? Aren't you sleepy ?" I ask, doing my best not to look too happy about him grabbing my wrist.

"Not really" he says with his breathtaking eye-smile.

So we went to the kitchen and sat there, me eating some snacks and him drinking some juice.

"Jungkook..." Jimin hyung begins.