emotions and feelings

Jungkook POV

It's Yoongi hyung.

" Kookie-ah, open the door" he says.

"N-no ! I'm sick o-of all of you ! I don't want to s-see you !" I reply while my tears slowly stop falling but my voice is still shaking.

" Were you crying ? Why ? Come out please"

" No... I wasn't crying. And I won't come out, I just said I don't wanna see you"

Yoongi hyung doesn't reply and I hear him whispering with someone behind the door. Then, I hear Namjoon hyung's voice softly saying

" Jungkook, unlock the door. Let me in, I want to say something to you"

I hesitated a second but unlocked it. I was curious of what he had to tell me. And he is the leader after all.

" Thank you Kook-ah. Now, let's talk. What's happening to you lately ?" he says with a serious face.

"Nothing..." I begin.

" Don't lie. I know all of you and I can see that there's something bothering you."

" I-I... don't want to talk about it. And it seems like you know anyway" I say with a pout.

" Well... I-I'm not sure about it. I have an idea but I won't tell you. You have to sort out things youself and if I'm right, it won't help you. But if you want some help or advices, I'm here" he replies with a smile.

" O-okay... Thanks, hyung"

" Now, let's go back to the practice room. Maybe the teacher will let us go home early thanks to you and your issues" Namjoon says, laughing. I glare at him but smile anyways, while going out of the toilets.

Jimin POV

Lately, I've noticed that Jungkook is distant with me. He rejects me but isn't distant usually. If I was in my normal state, I'd go behind him and be all clingy but I'm not my normal self those days. I have finally decided to get over Jungkook because he makes it clear everyday that he doesn't like me, even a bit.

So today, we are practicing our main track's choreo and, obviously, I can't concentrate because of Jungkook. He looks very tired, like he is about to faint and he keeps getting the steps wrong. When we take a break, I see Jin hyung going to talk to him with his "umma" face. I see Jungkook smile but I can see, even from the distance, that it is a fake smile. He looks preoccupied but I don't know why and he wouldn't tell me if I asked him. So I go towards Hoseok and Taehyung who are playing around but I can't stop thinking about the maknae. I turn around to see the dance teacher talking to him and then, Jungkook shouts at him. Our eyes meet for less than one second but I can see that he's sad and confused. He runs out of the room and the moment I was going to go after him, I stopped myself. Everyone was looking at me until Yoongi hyung decided to go after him instead of me.

I was talking about the choreo with Hoseok because I found some steps difficult when Namjoon hyung asked me

" Why didn't you go after Jungkook ?"

" Excuse me ?" I ask, confused an surprised.

" I said, why you didn't catch Jungkook. Can't you see that he has some issues ?"

" And ? I don't get your point. He is always so harsh and mean with me. I don't understand why I should be good to him if he is like that with me." I coldly say.

"Because he is our maknae. He is the youngest. And we are a team. If someone is having a hard time, we must be there for him. That's how a team works. We are a family." answers hyung and when he leaves, I suddenly feel guilty for what I said about Jungkook.

Yes, he's mean but I love him and even if I decided to get over him, it isn't so easy. He is so cute, and I suddenly want to go ask him what kind of difficulties he is facing.

When I see Yoongi hyung coming back, I ask him where is Jungkook.

" He locked himself up in the toilets. Namjoon is trying to talk to him" he replies, looking worried.

I run to the toilets when I see Namjoon enter. He closes the door and I move closer to hear what they are talking about.

"I-I... don't want to talk about it. And it seems like you know anyway" I hear Jungkook say.

" Well... I-I'm not sure about it. I have an idea but I won't tell you. You have to sort out things youself and if I'm right, it won't help you. But if you want some help or advices, I'm here" says Namjoon.

"O-okay... Thanks, hyung"

" Now, let's go back to the practice room-" When I hear that they are going to come out, I quickly go back to the practice room. I grab my bottle of water and sit in a corner of the room. I wonder what are Jungkook's problems and if Namjoon knows them, why he doesn't help Jungkook to resolve them.

I see them coming back, laughing. I feel strangely relieved to see Jungkook laugh...

" Okay, guys ! Well... I think that you've practiced enough for today so you can go home. See ya !" says the dance teacher.

Everyone is happy to go home earlier today (it's 10pm) so we quickly gather our things and get into the car.

Yoongi hyung sleeps in the passenger seat while Namjoon hyung, Jin hyung and Hoseok hyung talk about the practice and our comeback.

Taehyung sleeps at my right and Jungkook listens to music while staring out the window. I see that he is listening to Troye Sivan's Talk Me Down. I know that he really likes this song and I see him humming the lyrics. Suddenly, he turns his head to look at me and we stare at each other for about one minute when I break the eye-contact to look outside. I saw different emotions in his eyes. Tiredness, of course, like all of us, but also sadness and something like... No, it can't be...

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