Important message pls read before starting the story

Also I wanted to address the matter of the of the sexual assault scene and why I added it. I can choose to remove it but I'm trying to get a certain message across.

During my young years on the internet and book sites were a messed up place, I found good stories and bad stories and to be honest I didn't know they were bad till someone told me.

I used to be on some book app called mangatoon which everyone can write novels and express themselves but it wasn't what I expected. I don't know but back then when I was a child and someone asks me to read their story I couldn't refused because I felt like I would be a bad person since they are also reading mine. And the stories I found the most? Yes sexual assault on women, bl sexual assault and it was portrayed romantically.

Even on webnovel and some scribble hub stories. Mind manipulation that's essentially sexual assault in the end when I ponder about it clearly. Even now you can go and type bullied sex you'll find it there. The most braindead story I've ever read. There was even one I read about Naruto I've forgotten but I don't even want to find it. It disgusted me to the core about it's content. I know I've read disgusting books but that was the worst. And how many people added it? 25k people. And the one assaulted is supposedly enjoying it. Huh? I was confused as hell. How did I even find the book? I stumbled across it when looking for Naruto fanfiction it had no cover.

Even in manhwa's today oh gosh!!! You'll find so many on Bato. Dark Fall, They won't tag it as sexual assault but when you read you'll know. I saw it on TikTok. And it's called sexy? Because people are enjoying it, funny enough. I'm not even going to delve deeper into hentai. That placed is already cursed.

Yes so in conclusion the message I wanted to get across is. Sexual assault isn't fun, there are psychological effects of such things and I had to talk to many women on that uncomfortable topic to be able to write it. That's why I'm some chaps you can see the way Aurianna behaves, she's slowly trying to forget it but even so the trauma still haunts her to some extent.

Because Lowkey when I first wrote this story I did no research and I actually deserved the backlash. Because I was always exposed to such media I concluded. So maybe this is the kind of content people like, this kind of content is normal. So then it was Royal Road that opened my eyes. And I'm grateful for that. I started to read more sensible books and expose myself to the correct type of media and block out the nonsense I was fed.

So that's why I'm keeping the scene and I hope you can understand. And those who have stuck with the story despite that I'm highly grateful (⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠෴⁠ ⁠༎ຶ⁠)

So if you believe that me addressing such problems plaguing the internet I won't recommend my story for you but if you'd like to continue the story despite that pls feel free to read.

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