my universe

I'm Roxanne

I've been trying so hard to cope up with the life I'm living... It's more like surviving...

I always wanted to pursue engineering...

such a sorted outlook I had of my life and what I'm bearing

*sigh*

Life would have been so pretty if I could study Computer Science (⁠✿⁠ ⁠♡⁠‿⁠♡⁠)

Settled life ...

But all my plans went to hell because of my parents ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ

And mostly because of my poor grades (⁠┛⁠❍⁠ᴥ⁠❍⁠)⁠┛⁠彡⁠┻⁠━⁠┻

Not so poor though I'm currently a medical student

Though I don't understand most of the things lol...

Husshhhh... I really wish I could travel through black hole and go meet the other me and see if she's also struggling like me ... Or time travel and tell the younger me that I shouldn't have unreasonable dreams...

To be honest what to tell that idiot stupid younger me

She thought she could be a kpop idol ...

...........

Welp so embarrassing that's not me(⁠￣⁠ヘ⁠￣⁠;⁠)

That's the young me ..

That's still me though technically...

Well anyways..... So embarrassing

*punching pillow *

I can't blame the younger me to be dumb though...

I am still hundred folds dumber than the young me

Because....

I tried to contact NASA to know it I can travel through black hole legally and they replied "If you leapt heroically into a stellar-mass black hole, your body would be subjected to a process called 'spaghettification' (no, really, it is). The black hole's gravity force would compress you from top to toe, while stretching you at the same time... thus, spaghetti

Now, putting aside the fact that it will be impossible to do it unless you happen to have access to a spaceship that can fly to a black hole fast enough that you'd be able to live long enough to make it, and then live long enough to come back, there are good reasons why time travel via black hole is a terrible idea"

So you can guess it flew over my head ...

I realized once again how dumb I was ...

And while trying to digest that information I kept struggling with my life ...

So tiring...

I often had dreams...

Sweet one's apart from the "me falling in to manhole " nightmares (⁠⊙⁠_⁠◎⁠)

I was happy in those dreams ...

I had the life I always wanted...

I had the family I always wanted...

I had the man I adored by my side ...

That was one dreamy softy marshmallow life ...

*sigh*

yes I know that's only a dream .. Can't dwell on the misty , indistinct and unreal dream ...

Nuh nuh-uh

Oh shoot I'm late for classes... My reality will crumple at the hands of the Anatomy lecturer if dream a few more seconds about my phony and fictitious dreams ...

(⁠-⁠_⁠-⁠;⁠)⁠・⁠・⁠・

wish there's was anything half as real as my dreams......

But welcome to reality my friend...

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