Letter 1

***Dear Father: ***

From today I count 12 days to be able to leave, you have not been a good father but you are not a bad person. Even after treating me badly, I loved you, I didn't care about all those screams at night that you gave my mother because Lisa told me that everything would pass, that the storm was here and that it would soon pass.

I didn't cry when you left home just like that, nor was I happy when you came back asking for money and a roof, I just knew that I had to love you, whether I wanted to or not, at least that was what I thought because a father has to love, bad or good, right? ?. But everything changed when you went with another woman who wasn't a mom - get rid of that brat, you told me that and you went with that lady who was twice your age just because of the money she had.

All this happened and I never held a grudge against you, why would you ask yourself, why don't you hate me, you will say when you read this letter but I won't tell you why, because I don't even know why I don't hate you, I don't know why I follow you wanting a father but what difference does it make, all people feel differently, right?

I am more than sure that you will throw away or destroy this letter but I do not care what you do with it, I do not care if you burn it or if you keep it, what would matter to me is that you at least receive the letter for my memory and for my mother, because if she finds this letter, it is most likely that she will deliver it to you herself, if she does not, Lisa will surely deliver it to you, in the worst case, they will send it to you by mail even though I think they will deliver it personally since They will think that it is a very delicate matter to send it to you by mail, but who knows what happens when I am not here.

At this moment I will be dead and if I am not I would say let me die since this life would be torture at this moment, I do not know why I wrote it in this letter but I have the feeling that you will read it from beginning to end, without inflating a word. I want to ask you one last thing that I would like you to do, don't leave mother alone, you know how he was when my brother Derek died of cancer; She wouldn't stop crying to the point that she was hurting herself, for that reason, don't abandon her like you did one morning in January.

I thought I had many things to tell you in this letter but I see that I lack words to speak to you. I ask God to forgive all your sins and to welcome you in his infinite mercy even though I know you will not change, now I say goodbye to never return.

                                                                                                                       FROM: your son James

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