first interaction

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...Autism-  Autism  spectrum disorder (ASD) is a developmental disability caused by differences in the brain. People with ASD often have problems with social communication and interaction, and restricted or repetitive behaviors or interests. People with ASD may also have different ways of learning, moving, or paying attention....

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Have you ever felt miserable ? Like I did !! Well I'm still terribly broken since the day my heart died in my arms .

She was autistic she wasn't normal like us yet I fall for her . She was introvert never liked talking to other whenever she used to feel sad or didn't felt like talking she used to stay silent yet I used to read her beautiful hazel eyes.

Which used to talk to me , we met under really bad circumstances we had a pretty good age gap she was just 20 and I was 28 that time.

She died when she was just 22 we were engaged . I was going to marry her but I couldn't.

She wasn't mute , but she didn't like talking.

She wasn't child , but she was the childish thing happened in my life.

She was innocent , pure .

I used to be rude , arrogant upto the date she came to my life I was her doctor that time . The first time we met was when she came for her monthly checkup that time . The Doctor which used to treat or help her was already retired and I'm the new Doctor appointment for her.

That was the first time when I layed my eyes on her , she was pretty .

Her pretty Hazel eyes, which was tearing up terribly as she saw me taking my glasses off.

Her long silky brown hairs were messy ..

Her cute botton nose , which for the first time I wanted  to boop .

Her pink lips , which were shivering uncontrollably her body was shaking she was closed to have another breakdown .

And that time I realised she was scared of me...

Yet I wanted to hold her in my arms .

Was it normal ?

She falls on her knees screaming as she was having her panic attacks because how loud the waiting hall was!

She started pulling her silky brown hairs as she was scared and misserable .

Shutting her eyes and crying her eyes off as tears were flooding down her bambi hazel eyes.

"No loud please no loud"

She was screaming in my office as I ran towards her she back off , she was so scared of me .

She didn't wanted to get touched by unknown person yet I wanted to hold her.

She didn't wanted to talk to anyone , but my heart wanted to speak with her.

Gathering all my courage I pulled her closed to me , I pulled her close as I burries her head in my neck .

She was struggling hitting me her shivering teeth were bitting me yet I endured it calmly because I didn't wanted to hurt her .

I rubbed soothing circles on her back whispering soft things she likes...

"Darling calm down I got you , no one will hurt you love calm down".

Words just came out of my lips as my nurse looked at me with shocked expression because I wasn't this soft with any other patients then why her ..

Is she special?

Yes she was . She was unique . And that time I realised she really loved getting praised .

"Calm down darling , yes try to breathe like me " and she looked at me with those bambi teary eyes and I don't know but I felt many butterflies in my stomach struggling to came out .

Heart pounding with unreasonable speed yet I took a deep breath and managed to speak , my words aren't forming her this state still manage to keep her so beautiful .

She started breathing as I hold her right hand and kept it on my chest .

"Breath like me , yes like that you're doing great you're such a good girl keep doing".

And she started breathing normally but her cheeks was red because of getting praised .

I wiped her tears as she was sniffling her eyes were fluffy and lips bursied .

"Are you Alright now can we stand hm?"

I asked her but she just nodded aggressively I held her again I stopped her from shaking her head so violently .

"You shouldn't be shaking your head like this Darling "

And then she just whispered small 'sorry'

Her voice was soft like nature's beauty .

I made her seat on chair wearing my glasses I got back on my seat as I looked at her mother . She was on the verge of crying.

She was hurt , she had bandage on her head . Red dark scratches I was concern yet scared to asked yet I asked her like the a good Doctor who just wanted to offer them a help.

"Doctor is she alright ?"

And I gulped before speaking

"She is fine Ms. Carter , just avoid taking her to the crowed places . Use voice blocker and don't give her any kind of stressed and here's my number call me whenever she is having another breakdown ".

I said Anna looked at me with pout on her lips.

"Mister Doctor"

She whisper speak and my breath hitch as she walked towards me .

"Can you give candy to Anna?" She said

Tilting her head biting her lips .

"Yes you can have as many as you want "

I said as I patted her hairs  and she smiled as she kissed my cheeks.

Whispering small thank you and I was already on cloud nine.

"Ms. Anna please take care".

I said to her as she mumbled small 'yes' .

And When she was leaving my cabin , she turned back and waved her hand . I just wanted to stop her from saying bye but I couldn't.....

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