- Shinagami Snake/ Me

... I already know the day of judgement is rapidly coming up on us. Additionally, instead of the Lord himself, he will send Angels of Death to me. As they decend towards me our eyes meet or a black whole meets with my eyes when they repeat one thing to me " The Lord knows your not worthy of his sympathy, You have hurt him so." In turn to that why not have some fun before going out? Clearly I have made my fair share of sins that I am not proud of. Been in the end some may not be forgiven yet I still am going to enjoy what time I have left and pretend the Judgement day is not uncomfortablely arising towards us. I might have made these sins but that does not me I did not fix them I have repent for my sins but yet it's still feels like a empty hole inside me. I watch as Rivers, lakes are drying up I watch as people slowly turn into mindless creatures, Theirs nothing I can right? I ask myself that everyday I don't want it to end so soon. I listened to everything I can. I try to enjoy these moments because I never know when it's my last. People might say I'm be Ridiculous I would agree too hearing this from a random person is very questionable but at they same time I would be wondering what do these signs mean? ...

what can I do to help?

why is this happening?

what might the end look like?

Questions that may never be answered but yet again theirs a even bigger question

Do I really want to know the answers ?

...Again life is a fortunate thing to those who enjoy their existence which is not wrong enjoy what you have but remember " To much of a good thing is a bad thing." What one might think that means is oh you mean desserts ? no I do not I mean you could of had a perfect look and 99% of everyone loves but that 1% does not and you happen to get in a car accident that ruins what you have when you where enjoying your life. That's what I mean sadly things like this do happen I wish it was not true but yet nothing stays the same even it did would everything really be better? would everyone really be happy? or will something or someone answer theses hard questions? Maybe. Yet again some people might already have a answer to these so called questions some may ask. Remember these are simple questions if you answer with a clear mind then you start to think about afterwards but if you answer while you were already contemplating your life you might go insane. You might lose your sanity just a bit but who needs sanity in this world we live in today things might change most likely it will never change it will only Evolve......

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