Chapter 4

Itsuki POV

I kept on apologizing over and over again. Kizuato looked confused. She just kept on staring at me. I knew to say sorry wasn’t enough to fix what I did in the past. So I decided to say the real reason why I bullied her. “Kizuato” I began. She looked, and damn those soft silver eyes. It made my heart skip a beat. “I LOVED YOU! I ALWAYS DID THAT’S WHY I BULLIED YOU! I KNOW THIS CAN’T MAKE UP WHAT I DID IN THE PAST, BUT THIS IS THE REASON WHY. SO PLEASE FORGIVE ME!” I said it. I finally did it. I looked up and her expression changed from emotionless to shocked. She backed away and started laughing like a maniac. Is she crazy? “So that's the reason why you made me go through that hell huh? Man, that’s the most messed up reason I ever heard!” She said, wiping her tears away from laughter. “I know” I mumbled. I did want to look her in the eyes, but then she pulled my chin towards her and she said goodbye. Then, she ran towards the ledge. I quickly ran after her and I failed to grab her. So I just saw her fall. When she reached the bottom, I couldn’t move. I was frozen. It was the first time I saw a person die in front of me. Not just any person though, it was my crush, no the love of my life. 

Kizuato POV

“I LOVED YOU! I ALWAYS DID THAT’S WHY I BULLIED YOU! I KNOW THIS CAN’T MAKE UP WHAT I DID IN THE PAST, BUT THIS IS THE REASON WHY. SO PLEASE FORGIVE ME!” Itsuki yelled. Then, it all made sense. Every Time I was in school or anywhere to be exact, Itsuki would always stare at me. Man, that is not even a reason to bully someone. I mean come on if your bully confessed that they made your life hell just because they liked you. Would you return the feelings? Oh hell Nah. Not me. I would never like someone who made another person’s life hell. I don’t know why but that was so funny. I couldn’t help but laugh. I laughed so much to the point that my stomach hurt. I then wiped my tears away and grabbed his chin. I was brought to this cruel world for one reason, to end my own life. I wasn’t just going to go with him. Oh hell Nah. I was going to complete my goal. I said goodbye before falling. Finally, I was going to be free. The only thing I wanted in life. As I was falling I took one look at him, paralyzed. Yep, he’s going to be traumatized. Did I care? Nope. Did I care that I gave him PTSD? Nope. I came into this world to complete this very goal. Which I completed. I never felt happy in this world. I never will. This world is just too cruel. This world is just too hellish. This world might be crueler than Satan himself. As soon as I hit the ground everything went black. Finally, I WAS FREE!!!

Itsuki POV

Man, I was traumatized. It hurt that I did this to her. I hurt I could have prevented this. I hurt that she was gone. Why did this all happen? Because of me. I was frozen, I couldn’t move. I just stared at her lifeless body. It looked like a scene from a horror movie. I finally dared to move. I went down the stairs, just to come to face her. I did have any more energy. As Kizuato was falling, it seemed that she took my energy and my heart as well. I was broken. If I wasn’t such an a** then, she would be happy, alive, and I would be able to see her smile. Come to think of it, I never saw her smile. Her life was so hellish because of me that she forgot how to smile. I cried. My eyes were red and puffy. How would I face her parents? They would never forgive me, let alone face me. I would never forgive myself. I took the bracelet she was wearing before I called 911. This bracelet will remind me of my sins, actions, and character. I was the worst person in history. Probably worse than Hitler or Satan himself. I could help but cry. I was crying for her, for her life that I took away. “I’m so sorry” was the last thing I will ever be able to say to her. When I heard the sirens I blacked out. It should be me that died not her. Kizuato was such an innocent girl who didn’t deserve this. She doesn’t deserve the treatment I gave her. She deserved a life, unlike me. 

Author Note: I post every week. Please don't take this to heart. Have a nice day, and I hope you enjoyed the story. 😊😊😊

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