...Even if you're far away from me...
...I live by the joy of sharing the same sky above us, walking on the same ground beneath us...
...And inhaling the same air around us....
...Knowing both of us are still together in our MOTHER EARTH'S same womb...
...Surviving our hard and suffocating life's like each other....
...Living a shattered life...
...Broken life...
...Lonely life...
...But however my life be,...
...I LOVE MY LIFE...
...because MY LIFE IS YOU!...
...Without you there is no point of living this meaninglessness life,...
...Without you there is no point of dying this soulless life....
...You were my love at first sight,...
...My first crush,...
...My first love...
...But you were also my first heartbreak,...
...The one who was the reason behind my most saddest tears,...
...The one behind my most painful cries....
...May be I'm not just your type,...
...I'm not sexy like your crush,...
...Not rich like your ex,...
...Not beautiful like your girlfriend....
...I have nothing to give you except this stupid heart....
...I'm the girl that you never noticed!...
...The girl even God, the creator didn't noticed....
...Who's life story is kept incomplete,...
...Who's love story is kept incomplete....
...Who is dumped by the society judging her looks, judging her class, judging her quality, doubting her carrier....
...Can I complete the blank space of my book??...
...Can I rewrite my story??...
...Can I erase my sad memories??...
...Can I fill the incomplete part of my book??...
...Can I make you mine??...
...Will you be mine if I changed the past??...
...Will everything change??...
...Will our destiny be intertwined??...
...Will OUR, will MY fate change??...
...NO, NEVER!!...
...Because it's MY incomplete story...
...Not OURS....
...Your closing chapter is already destined with someone else,...
...Unlike mine,...
...Who is left alone...
...Scared to fix her broken heart,...
...Scared to find her missing piece...
...Because she knows, that the piece is she destined to be with, isn't YOU!!...
...But I won't compain, tho it hurts like hell, makes me feel like shit. I won't complaint! Maybe in the parallel world, you and I, me and you, us, are together....
...Maybe, the ME, out there in the parallel world is happy. Maybe, she is living a happy life with you. Maybe in the parallel world, you belong to her....
...Sigh, It's alright....
...I wish a day comes when suddenly everything gets dark, and when I open my eyes, it's you standing infront of me. I wish the world out there will be better, I wish I wake up the way you want, I wish I fall in love with you all over again. I wish in that world, You and I, be each other's....
...Even if in that world you don't love me, it's still alright. I'm ready to fall for you all over again, I'm ready to take the love shot, I'm ready to go through the pain all over again, just promise me that, it'll be YOU....
...Just promise me that, I won't wake in a world where YOU don't exist....
...Just promise me that, even in that world you'll be the one I get hurt for....
...If it's you I'M FINE....
...THE TRUTH UNTOLD...
...my untold feelings,...
...Never had the guts to say it out loud...
...My love isn't worth it...
...I'm broken...
...Shattered...
...Scared...
...Traumatized...
...But...........
...I'M FINE...
...At least you weren't just a dream....
...♡♡♡♡♡♡♡...
^^^*Thank you so much for reading till the end dear!^^^
^^^Hehe I hope it didn't bore you, I wrote this piece 4 or 5 years ago, it holds a very soft corner in my heart so I wanted to share it with y'all.^^^
^^^Maybe atleast one of the beautiful soul out there could relate it*!^^^
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The last lines~🤧✨
amazing authy~✨🤧💓
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