Hated

Nia ran after Kris when he left. She didn’t cared about anyone. But she was late. She couldn’t see Kris in the crowd. She was getting worried but got a tap on her shoulder. It was Myungsoo.

" Let him be alone for a while. He'll come around. Let me drop you home. "

Nia agreed. But her heart didn’t. After she reached home she knocked on Kris's door but found only Marie. Kris didn’t came home. At that time Nia realised she didn't even had Kris's phone number.

" Hey, Marie sis. Please call Kris. He's very upset. "

" Nia, don't worry about Kris. I'm here with him. Now leave. "

Nia on her inner mind " Marie is of no use. "

Nia had no choice except waiting. She was getting restless on her room. It was getting late. Kris was not here but there's one place he can be.

Nia went to the terrace hurriedly. It was locked from inside. Nia was sure Kris was inside. She was banging crazily on the door.

" Kris, I know you’re inside. Please open the door. I know you’re upset. I didn’t know who that woman was. If I knew I would meet her. "

....No answer.....

" Kris, I know what you are feeling. You feel hated. But shutting yourself will only make it worse. "

.....Silence.....

" I feel hated too. Do you know who hates me the most ? It's me. I hate myself the most. I don’t care if the whole world hates me I just don't want you to hate me. "

Nia kneeled down cryingly in front of the locked door.

The door opened. A tall figure was standing. Nia looked up to see Kris. His eyes were red. He had dried teardrops.

He kneeled down to be closer to Nia. He lent a tissue to Nia " I don’t hate you. "

Nia and Kris sat together on the terrace.

" I showed you my secret place. But you took advantage of it. "

" I'll not do that again. "

" Good. This place isn’t a place for you to escape the world. I don’t want only sad memories in this place. "

" You seem so cheery and happy. Why do you hate yourself ? " asked Kris

" I spoke too much there. I don’t want to cry again by saying my sad stuff. "

" You're so secretive. Last time I told you my secrets. You didn’t. Now, you also not revealing anything. You're sneaky. "

Nia took a deep sigh " Fine... My parents divorced when I was 7. It was very hard for me. I only remember my parents screaming with each other. My mom would provoke my dad by saying he cheated and what not with only assumptions. My dad got sick of it and they got divorced. My mom got me and my brother's custody. "

" Did you wanted to be with your dad ? "

" I know my mom goes through hardships for me and my brother. She does many jobs to secure our broken family but I miss my dad It's been 10 years since I met him or talked with him. "

" Just contact him then. "

" I gathered courage after a year of their divorce. I told mom that I wanna meet dad but she yelled at me. From that time I started hating her. She hated me too. No matter what I do she still picks fault in me but when Noah does any mistake she ignores it. "

" Doesn’t Noah miss your dad ? "

" I don’t think so. He's a mamas boy. "

" I don’t want you to hate yourself. " said Kris with concern

" Don't you hate yourself too ? I know you think I'm being a crybaby. My problems aren’t that big in front of yours but I can't bear it anymore. I just don't wanna be blamed. I wanna be loved, appreciated. Someone who'll support me. A person who'll lent me his shoulder to cry on. "

" I can be that person. "

Nia looked at Kris. She didn’t know that whether the moonlight, Kris's dreamy eyes or her feelings towards him made her heart flutter.

" You are an angel in my life. " said Nia

" I'm supposed to say it. "

" Then listen to your angel and make a promise with me that no matter what happens you'll not shut yourself from me. "

Nia forwarded her hands towards Kris with a smile.

Kris hold her hand by saying " I promise. "

" Good. Actually, Kris I have something to ask. If you don’t wanna answer It's fine. "

" I'll not mind if you ask it. "

" Your mom said she only owe you

explanation. Will you talk to her? "

Kris looked at Nia with an confused look " Really, No. I won't ever associate with that woman. "

" Don't you miss her like I miss my dad? "

" I felt something really heavy in my heart when I saw her with new kids. I never received her love why didn’t I got it ? What was wrong with me ? "

" Nothing was wrong with you. Something was wrong with her. She wasn’t stable. Now, she is. "

" It doesn’t matter anymore. She leads a new life with her new family. I lead my life alone. "

Nia hit Kris's shoulder " Hey, I'm here with you. Why will you be alone ? "

Nia and Kris were together with each other seeing the moonlight.

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