Chapter 1

"We have been friends since our childhood I can say clearly I have a crush on him but i can't hide my feelings now I just can't It's really hard to hide my feelings now I want to express my feelings towards him but i am afraid... Afraid that he would leave me... Whenever I see him my heart flutters, when he touches me, he calls me by my nickname... I know we have been best friends since our childhood but i still can't hide my feelings and i think he is a stupid guy who can't even see that i like him even though I don't show any affection or like I am close to him at school but whenever we are not at school hanging out together with my and his friends I show my affection and closeness towards him and even my friends know that i like him even his friends too but he doesn't or he is hiding that he doesn't know this way our friend ship won't break right... Then why does he pat my head making me blush... Why does he take care of me... Why does he make me blush every time... I know he only does this because he thinks of me as a little brother but... " While writing this my mother calls from downstairs "kookie come now tae has come to pick you up! " She yells then I close my diary and open my drawer and i put my diary inside it and then closes it with the key, I wear my coat and go down stairs as I see tae waiting for me patiently , I run towards him and I say hi with a little smile "hi.. " He looks at me and brushes my hair with his hands and says "hii kookie~ let's go everyone waiting for you" I give him a smile and then he grabs my hands and takes me out I yell "BYE MOM! " MY mom yells from inside "DON'T BE LATE KOOKIE" As he pulls me i go with him I see everyone there everyone greets me with a hi i also give them a hi and we go towards a restaurant.. But he is still holding my hands so I can't stop blushing then suddenly jimin teasingly says to me " Kookie do you have fever~" I look at him and I say "no obv" I frown then suddenly tae checks if have fever or not by putting his hands on my forehead "do you have fever kookie why didn't you told me?! " I say yell quietly "no! It's just cold weather nothing else!" I look at jimin once more giving him a look of death then suddenly taehyung says "guys my girlfriend gonna hang out with us too are y'all okay with this? " Everyone just gives me a pity look and then they say together "Yeah we are good.. " I look at the roads blankly because I am used to it... Or I think not, the tae asks me "what about kookie are you okay with this? " I think a little then I give him a little sad smile I say "yeah sure! " We arrive at his girlfriend's front door and he rangs the bell , his girlfriend opens the door then he suddenly lets go of my hands and hugs his girlfriend I just see him doing that.. I can't even say anything right?... Then we made our way to the restaurant... Everyone is in a good mood but.. It's just me being jealous even though I should get used to it but I can't....

15 min later

We arrived at the restaurant, I knew where to sit , I should sit besides j hope obv whenever tae girlfriend comes with us to hang out she always sits with him ya I know they are in relationship so it's her right to sit with him and tae is also fine with it, as I sit with j hope he notices my sadness soo he puts his hands on my hands to comfort me I just give him a soft smile giving him assurance that i am okay...

_______________________________________________

Hope you guys liked this episode:3

***Download NovelToon to enjoy a better reading experience!***