The confrontation

James pov

Holy sh*t he....kissed me. I Couldn't believe the reality. After we parted away my mind went blank.... What am I suppose to say to him?...how am I suppose to say anything to him?.... This was the first time he took initiative in it, and didn't just follow my lead. I looked at Ted and he was shocked too. But soon changed into a serious expression. "James I... I.... Can I tell you something... Something that has been bothering me for long...?" Teddy asked me and I nodded my head. "James you....are messing with my...mind. I don't know how it happen and when it all took place but....ok..." Teddy was struggling with words half of his words didn’t even made sense but one thing was obvious his emotion were overflowing which caused his words to fumble. I chose not interrupt him by completing his sentence or by asking him to calm down because that make it worst for him. So I did the best thing I could do.... I locked my eyes with him and when I was sure his following my movements with his eyes while trying to talk I started taking long inhales and exhales. Soon he followed my lead and started copying my breathing pattern which calmed him. "James let me just start with... I really like the attention you offer me everytime. The way you look after me in the crowded place, you understand my problem better than I do, all the solution you offer me, you always care about my emotion than your own. I'm... I don't know when I started falling for you, You are younger than me still you take care of me... You never stopped bothering me with your proposes and silly comments, teasing.... I admit it's my fault for reacting to those, giving you the idea I don't mind these action. But what was I suppose to do I was loving those action and teasing of yours I couldn’t help but melt in your touches everytime you kissed me....touched me with silly excuses or sometimes boldly I craved more from you. You are like my guilty pleasure... I wanna have you... I wanna make you mine. But every second I judge myself for those cravings. I'm scared the world will hate me for wanting to be with a star like you when I'm so insignificant. I don't deserve the kind of you. And We are like brothers..." I lost it there I couldn’t stop myself from interrupting him with that. "Ted we are not brothers we just lived together our parents are not same and my never even adopted you. So we are not brothers in any definition." I said desperately trying to prove my point right now. "And how could you say you don't deserve me, Ted? you are not insignificant, because no matter how big the crowd is my eyes look for you. No matter how many people would confess to me, I would only want you. No matter how many times you would deny I would crave for the warmth of your laugh in my life. You,....*sigh* you are not insignificant, that is why I love you, always have been and always will be loving you. And my love can never be insignificant, Ted. I love you because you are so special....and...." Ted gave beautiful smile that binded my toung, restricting me from talking. "You are beautiful!!! " I stated breathlessly without thinking. Teddy blushed like crazy lowered his head in order to hide the crimson dew that rested on his rosy chicks, but his hair gave it away. It was maroon now. I smiled looking at it. "James..." he started but I interrupted him and... "Ted don't force yourself, you don’t have to fight the world alone. You don't have to fight the world, not until you are ready to do so..... but that doesn’t mean you can't confront your feelings. If you *smirked* want me so... Badly why not try and get me.... My lady." I said with a suggestive smirk. Teddy blushed even crazier than before. It looked like his face is gonna drip blood at any moment now. His hair, eyebrows and eye lenses changed colour into a in-between of royal red and rich pink. "You are the worst....., he said chuckling in shame, Why did I even bothered to make you feel better. You don't deserve those." Ted said and began to tidy the house. I laughed it off with "because you fell for me, Ted." with a proud expression in my face. Ted gave me a look like a angry bunny, turned back and proceed, with his changed hair colour that showed his precious emotion. I was happy... Because Ted finally confronted his feelings for me out loud for my ears to hear. And our conversation stopped in a right alley where he didn’t had to force himself to give me an answer as his still not ready for it. "Ted allow me to help you with our house chores." I said stretching the 'our' part which earned a blush and hit from my precious wife. "Okay then take care of the laundry."

(Hello readers, to be very honestly saying I myself don't know the future of them. How long will it take for Teddy to man up his feelings)

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