chapter 1

You used to say why do I have a obsession of dying?

oh, you killed me today.

why did you need to lie?

just to hurt me, why?

trying to leave my questions

let's talk about yours on the way.

you once asked me,

do you really think I'm a time pass?

yes I used to, but now I'm sure babe.

you used to ignore me and have a long chat with your ex.

when I asked,

you said it's just a friend..

shutting me out because you were going out on a route

if you could talk with her, why not with me too?

if I was buggin' you both

you should have told

go talk with her

don't need you anymore

that goodnight, goodmorning and love you messages.

stop making me feel like your side chick

you are so fake

I'm never gonna fall in love again!

don't hurt anyone like this

no one deserves this pain

summary:-

a girl fell in love with a playboy, he promised he would never treat her like trash. unfortunately, he ended up hurting her so bad she couldn't recognize herself anymore, she was turning into a heartless monster, but when it came to him, she is sweet as sugar.. she knew this wasn't right but she couldn't help herself, she tried to stay honest, she tried to love herself, she ended up shamelessly talking to him again. she hated herself for that, regretting all her decisions but loving him at the same time, you can call it toxic love, but in her case he was so sweet but never gave her time, she was dying for his attention and again trying not to beg for love, she was helpless. she thought he was still in love with his ex, she asked why did you breakup with her in the first place if you guys really loved each other, he started joking around, he said she was getting way too serious about him so he said ask your parents, her parents denied so they needed to breakup, he also gave the girl a nickname... "bunn" and the girl gave the guy a nickname "vickey chan" but she was helpless she loved him to bits but there are chances he loved someone else and she even dated him, after 2 weeks he got tired.. said let's breakup, the girl wasn't ready for that but respected his decision. she can't help but hate him and love him all at the same time, she hates herself for that but there is no doubt, the guy doesn't and will never be serious about the girl.. unfortunately, on the other hand the girl would die for him, he doesn't care though.. he makes fun of her and loves her just like he does to everyone.. she is not special she really needs to know, she is a big fool. and he is a jerk.

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