Chapter 3: The WAY I DON'T UNDERSTAND

I just followed the blue light that shine, which I could see for years.

"Eric, God damn it! Not again!..."

I like to dream about us, but I can't see it from your side dear...

"I always dream about you.

My lovely Eric, but not always my emotions can tell you truth.

I live my live for you,

Even if I'm far away hold you in my heard,

I dream about you everynight,

Your heard can hold it better.

My eyes still trying to find you,

My sun, my little yellow head.

It's my first hope to love you better,

but not always i see you around.

Hope I will find a way to kiss you my love.

I couldn't understand which person said it to me, but it felt like a part of my imagination in which I could do the same thing as kid around me. I always wanted to be like them, but not all of the dreams can became true, right?

Then I woke up i smell the blood Im not vampire. Why I'm so small? Shoot in past again. Sleeping do be hard though. I woke up in the tiny room, that looked like a trash cab inside. I didn't remember what this happened. It took me a hot second to realize that I'm in my old room. A lot of years past, plus no one really wanted to clean it anyways. It was hard for me to walk, maybe I stayed up late cleaning the dishes, or cleaning the floors in the 3 and 4. Wow, and it's only in 9 AM. Im a failure of the family. * saying the whole thing with the monoton voice* Please, God, can J just die in peace? I still don't understand why people lie about themselves, like Im not lieying them I clean those wooden floors everyday just because of the whole bunch of bastards walk on early cleaned floor with dusty musty shoes on. I will end where lives like a plate of mashed potatoes with tomatoes. I love mashed potatoes.

Ok, back to the topic. My other question is do people drink that much? In our mansion people get that drunk that I needed to help the maids to carry them in their own cars. Even my father get that drunk that one day he ask his wife if "she is single?". You know what she said " Kinda yes, but kinda no. Bbut,_ if I divorce my husband we will be able to get together". Those grown adults which married...whatever. I don't really surprised anymore. I saw them making out on the kitchen while I was cooking breakfast. Im not surprised, that's what I tell myself everyday before I close my eyes.

Maybe I living in the same day? But why?But I am should stop my self to getting in jail. So, Eric, think what could be a plan. A good one for sure. Shoot, I just a kid with the zero imagination and the same amount of the brain sells that I still have in my brain. Is it helpful? Absolutely no... Do the same mistakes, but hopefully I will come back from this to the normal world. Ok, let's skip some part, but stop at the last conversation.

"I don't need you anyways!"

No, too late just a 5 minutes earlier.

Out of the topic, do you like to rest your eyes? Im just curious because I can't rest my eyes more that 3 seconds, so physically I can't go to sleep if it's afternoon. What about you? Please write a response in comments

***Download NovelToon to enjoy a better reading experience!***