BLOOMING ROMANCE: CHAPTER 10

Chuxun sometimes felt that Xiao Lin was 18 or 19 years old, not in his twenties. Otherwise, why would he be so energetic? He was like a high school boy with a head full of dirty thoughts. He loved and feared this. He liked the feeling of being young and lively like Xiao Lin, who needed him with all his heart. But time was unforgiving, and his old body could not keep up with the fast pace of young people.

He did not want to cooperate with Lin Yanchen. It should be Lin Yanchen who cooperated with him. Otherwise, who was the one who was whoring?

Chuxun pretended not to understand what he was implying. "The flight is so tiring. I need to sleep to recharge for the upcoming trip."

Lin Yanchen was quite disappointed. He thought that Chuxun would be more interested than him. Wasn't it Chuxun who suggested playing in the car last night? Wasn't it more fun on the plane? Why was Chuxun indifferent? Lin Yanchen watched Chuxun take off his coat and shoes, lie down on the bed, and cover himself with a blanket.

He was silent for a moment and quietly approached, only to find that Chuxun was really sleeping peacefully.

Was there a mistake? Lin Yanchen was convinced.

He was not so impatient as to make a move on a sleeping person. It was best if they were both willing.

The turbulence of the air and the high pressure in the air made this sleep very restless.

Chuxun had a dream. It was said that dreaming was a manifestation of shallow sleep, so the more one slept, the more tired they would be.

He dreamed that when he was young, he racked his brains to write a love letter to Ji Tianze. He wanted to dig out his heart, but no matter how he wrote, he was not satisfied. He was so anxious that he was sweating. Finally, he wrote a carefully worded confession, but he did not remember the specific content. He only remembered that he secretly hid it in the inner pocket of his clothes close to his heart and kept it warm before giving it to Ji Tianze. After reading it, Ji Tianze laughed at him. "Chuxun, I treat you as a friend, but you are looking at me with dirty eyes? I didn't expect you to be a disgusting homosexual monster. "

Suddenly, many vague figures with blurry faces appeared around him. They laughed and echoed,

"How disgusting."

"I didn't expect Chuxun to be such a person."

"I heard that Manager Chu is homosexual. Is he trying to cheat on me? I have to be careful. "

"He is a homosexual. His private life must be messy."

"Maybe he has a STD."

"Hahaha, maybe he has a terminal illness because his private life is messy."

Chuxun could not defend himself. he just wanted to run all the way home and find a place to hide.

But his father did not allow him.

"You bastard! Immoral! "

"It's best if you die outside! Even if you die, I'll be buried in our ancestral Grave! "

"How did I give birth to such an unfilial thing like you? You made me lose all my face."

Chu Xun was chased around. The world was so big, but there was no place for him to stand.

Why? Did he do something wrong? Was it just because he was born a man and naturally liked men? Did he have to suffer and die a horrible death because of this?

Suddenly, someone grabbed his hand and called his name, "A Xun, A Xun …"

Chuxun finally woke up. He opened his eyes and Lin Yanchen's face came into view. It was a little blurry.

He realized that his face was covered in tears.

Lin Yanchen held Chu Xun's hand tightly and pressed it against his face to warm Chu Xun's cold palm. "You had a nightmare. When you cried, you didn't make a sound. You just cried silently. Only then did I see that your pillow was wet from crying."

He was careful and did not dare to ask Chuxun what he dreamed of. He was afraid of touching Chuxun's sore spot.

It was the first time in his life that someone cried and made his heart ache. Chuxun looked so weak and helpless.

Chuxun sat up. He had a nightmare and was very tired. He said, "Xiao Lin, hug me."

Lin Yanchen hugged him.

Lin Yanchen's warm chest and broad chest seemed to give Chuxun a place to return to, allowing him to settle down his fluttering heart.

At least at this moment, there was someone who was willing to hug him. He did not say anything and just quietly hugged Lin Yanchen. Lin Yanchen stroked his back as if he was coaxing a baby. His breathing gradually stabilized.

He felt cold all over and then realized that it was because of cold sweat. He said, "Don't hug me. I'm sweaty and dirty."

Lin Yanchen did not want to let go. "It's not dirty."

Xiao Lin really did his duty as a lover. Chuxun was initially gratified, but when he thought about it carefully, he felt even more lonely. It was a pity that no matter how real the acting was, it was not real. He had spent money to buy it. There was no one in the world who loved him.

He had seen people spend money to buy young bodies. In the end, they could not extricate themselves and begged their lovers to stay so that they could continue playing the role in the game of true love. It was probably because they met a master like Xiao Lin. Fortunately, he had one foot in the grave and was able to keep his mind clear. Otherwise, he might have spent a lot of money to please his lover.

Chuxun gently patted his shoulder. "Let me change my clothes. My clothes are all wet. I'll catch a cold if I keep wearing them."

Only then did Lin Yanchen let go of his hand. He looked at him with eyes full of worry. It seemed like he was sincere.

Chuxun took off his shirt. When he was looked at like that, he suddenly felt like he was under a spell. He blurted out, "Let's do it."

Little Lin's scorching hot body immediately stuck to him, and his cold body seemed to be hugging him on its own accord.

Lin Yanchen whispered in his ear, "You're really thin. Did you eat well before?"

Of course … not. He was busy with work and was under a lot of pressure. Sometimes, he did not have time to eat. Sometimes, he was stuffed with greasy meat and wine. When he went home, he would throw up in the toilet. He had a high self-esteem. No matter what, he would not indulge himself and become a bald old man with a protruding belly. It was better to be thin than fat.

…

Lin Yanchen didn't speak. He just hugged him and stroked his nape and back with his hand.

After a long time, Lin Yanchen asked hesitantly, "Can I ask? I really want to ask you, but I don't know if I have the right … What sad thing did you dream of? Perhaps, you can tell me about it. "

Chu Xun felt very embarrassed. He was already so old, yet he was still crying like this.

Since he was young, his father had taught him that a man should not cry easily. If he cried, his parents would look at him with disappointment. They would tell him not to cry, but they would not go forward to comfort him. If he was hurt, he would get up on his own.

It would have been better if Lin Yanchen did not ask. Once he asked, Chuxun suddenly cried even harder. Chuxun never cried in front of people he knew. It was probably because Xiao Lin was half a stranger. It was not embarrassing to cry in front of him. He vented it all in one breath.

Lin Yanchen did not know what to do.

Other than giving him a hug, he did not know what else to do.

Chuxun cried for a while and said, "I was kicked out by my parents because I liked men. We haven't seen each other for five years."

Lin Yanchen's heart was filled with pity. He thought for a while and said naturally, "… My mother passed away when I was young. My father and I quarreled. Our relationship was very bad. We didn't see each other for three years."

Consoling other people's misfortune was showing off his own misfortune.

These two pitiful people met by chance and sympathized with each other.

Chuxun sighed. He wanted to talk about Ji Tianze, but for some reason, he could not say it in front of Lin Yanchen. "Sigh, every family has its own difficulties."

Lin Yanchen slowly came back to his senses. Chuxun said that he broke up with his parents because of a man. It was definitely not just because of his sexual orientation. Who was that man? What was their relationship?

He could not think about it in detail. Just thinking about it made Lin Yanchen feel that his heart was blocked and he was very depressed.

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