A certain foreign politician, after being blackmailed by a cactus for S, said:
"Who would truly love a man like me? I can only hope to buy love with money. "
Chuxun felt the same way. At this point, it was already good enough to buy a fake love with money.
He had no more time.
People had to learn to be content.
Chuxun remembered that on this day last year, he asked Ji Tianze out for a meal. He didn't want to do anything else, he just wanted Ji Tianze to accompany him for an hour as a friend and give him a smile.
Ji Tianze didn't come, he called and asked. Ji Tianze said casually: "I accidentally forgot. Sorry, my girlfriend wants me to go shopping with her. Let's meet another day."
Chuxun said: "Today is my birthday …"
Ji Tianze said: "I'll give you a gift. At this age, why are you still like a child and care so much about your birthday? "
Yes, no one cared about his birthday, so he shouldn't care about it himself. Otherwise, it would be unreasonable.
Xiao Lin didn't show his professionalism this time. Not only did he not smile, but he also said apologetically: "Today is your birthday? Yes … "
Before he could say anything, Chuxun smiled and stopped him: "Hey, hey, today is my big day. I don't want to hear apologies, I want to hear congratulations."
A smile appeared on Lin Yanchen's face. "What gift do you want?"
He had asked a female companion before and gave her perfume, jewelry, and beautiful clothes. They were the latest season and had to be expensive.
You are the birthday gift I bought for myself. It was the first time in my life that I spent so much money on my birthday. Chuxun looked at him and shook his head. He lowered his head to eat the cake and commented: "The cream is a little too thick."
Lin Yanchen suddenly understood why he was so obsessed at that time. Chuxun was similar to him. He was lonely and needed someone to accompany him. After his mother passed away, his father was busy with work. Although he didn't forget his birthday, he couldn't make it back in time to accompany him. He compensated him with a sum of money and allowed him to buy any gift he liked. When he was still a child, his birthday was more important than the sky. After being disappointed too many times, he no longer looked forward to it. He could even be praised as "sensible".
Lin Yanchen asked, "Then I'll call you 'A Xun' from now on."
Just as Chuxun raised his head, a soft kiss landed on his lips. He saw Xiao Lin's burning gaze and said to him, "A Xun, happy birthday."
Chuxun blushed. This kid's acting skills were really good.
By the time they realized it, the snow had already covered the treetops.
Chuxun stood by the floor-to-ceiling window and looked into the distance in the warm room. It was really a cold winter.
The doorbell rang.
Xiao Lin went to open the door. After a while, she returned to his side with a box of roses.
Chuxun laughed at him, "How old-fashioned." But it was the first time he had received such an old-fashioned gift.
He thought of himself and said, "I never understood why giving flowers would wither sooner or later. If you give it to someone, no matter how much effort you put into it, you'll still have to watch it rot before throwing it into the trash. "
Lin Yanchen passed the box to him and said, "It won't wither. This is an everlasting flower."
Chuxun took a closer look. It really was an everlasting flower. Awkward.
Lin Yanchen kissed him on the lips, "Sometimes your mouth is really bad."
Chuxun did as he said and said with a straight face, "I like sleeping with you, but I don't like you kissing me. In the future, without my permission, you're not allowed to kiss me."
After saying that, he left.
Eh.
Lin Yanchen felt distressed. He had never met such a strange person.
If you think he's loose, he'll be abstinent. If you think he's passionate, he'll turn cold. If you think he's frank, he'll immediately run away.
He was neither friendly nor distant, making people unable to grasp him.
Lin Yanchen's personality was focused and stubborn. When he was studying, he could be obsessed with solving a difficult problem for weeks. When he was working, he could work on a project for days and nights without sleep. He was now very interested in Chuxun. He wanted to understand this person.
Lin Yanchen eagerly chased after him and said pitifully, "I just want you to praise me. You said you're not allowed to kiss me, so I'll try my best to resist. I just think you're cute and can't help it."
Chuxun was embarrassed and his face turned red. He was not at the age where he could be praised as cute. He stared at Lin Yanchen, "Today is my thirtieth birthday!"
Lin Yanchen was shocked. He was really shocked, "I thought you were twenty-five or twenty-six at most."
Chuxun asked, "How old are you this year?"
Lin Yanchen thought about it and said hesitantly, "Twenty-seven …"
Chuxun was even more shocked than him. He was actually that old? He was buying a young boy! Chuxun felt that he was at a disadvantage. He was actually a little angry and said, "What did you say? Twenty-something? Twenty-one or twenty-seven? I told that person that I wanted a young boy! "
Lin Yanchen was dumbfounded and panicked. He did not expect that he would be disliked. He deliberately added a fake age to get closer to Chuxun, but Chuxun turned hostile and said that he wanted to return the goods. He hurriedly confessed, "I'm actually twenty-five, really. You can see my ID!"
He looked at the year and saw that he was not yet twenty-five, so he should be twenty-four and a half. Only then did Chuxun's anger dissipate and he was reluctantly satisfied.
That was more like it.
Lin Yanchen was quite frustrated. He thought that Chuxun would blush from time to time because he liked him. He did not expect him to be so cold and heartless. He really could not understand this strange person.
Chuxun ran to play video games, and Lin Yanchen played with him.
Chuxun looked gentle, but he was very violent. He specialized in close combat and dared to surround a team. He kept saying, "Follow me, follow me, run faster."
Lin Yanchen followed him fearfully and secretly sniped from afar. His marksmanship was amazing. He said from behind, "A Xun, don't run so fast. There's someone over there … Aiya, you fell. Stay here and don't move. I'll save you."
They were a pair of swords that were undefeatable.
Chuxun felt that his luck was really good. Unknowingly, he played until midnight and had to go to bed.
Lin Yanchen looked resentfully at his back and sighed. It seemed that Chuxun was not going to get close to him tonight.
He washed up and went to bed.
He turned off the lights.
Lin Yanchen smelled the sweet fragrance of the fruit shower gel on Chuxun's body getting closer and closer. His lips were kissed. He heard Chuxun say, "Let's have a round before we go to bed. You have to perform well."
Lin Yanchen asked him, "Didn't you say that we can't kiss?"
Chuxun said eloquently, "That's because you can't kiss me without my permission. But I can kiss you."
Lin Yanchen: "…"
Chuxun was really the most difficult problem he had ever encountered. Lin Yanchen asked, "Then do you agree now, A Xun, my good A Xun."
Lin Yanchen's voice was so gentle and affectionate that Chuxun really couldn't resist. He said reservedly, "Alright then, I'll agree for now."
Before he finished speaking, Lin Yanchen hugged him and kissed his cheeks. He kissed randomly like a big dog licking his face. Lin Yanchen kissed him more than ten times before he stopped.
Chuxun was stunned by his kisses. He pushed his head and said, "What are you doing?"
"You finally agreed. I have to kiss you enough." Lin Yanchen chuckled. "The next time I want to kiss you, I'll ask you again."
Chuxun: "…"
This time was different from the last time.
Last time, it was novel and exciting. This time, it was a bit of pity. Lin Yanchen was much gentler.
…
Chuxun said to him, "Xiao Lin, kiss me …"
His voice was very soft and a bit hoarse. It was overflowing with loneliness, and it suddenly tugged at Lin Yanchen's heartstrings.
Chuxun wanted to draw warmth from him to fill the hole in his heart that was eroded by loneliness. Wasn't he the same?
Ji Tianze waited at home for a long time, but Chuxun still didn't come to him first.
He remembered what Chuxun said on Tuesday. He mentioned that he had something to tell him about his birthday this weekend.
Chuxun most likely wanted to confess, so he couldn't avoid it and deliberately changed the topic.
He had been doing this for more than ten years. He didn't expect Chuxun to be so angry this time.
He thought that he should celebrate Chuxun's birthday properly and give him a gift. Chuxun would forgive him.
He sent a basket of messages to Chuxun, but Chuxun ignored them. He didn't even show the "Read" sign.
Ji Tianze had to go to Chuxun's house, but he still didn't see him. He asked the neighbors, and they said that Chuxun went out the day before yesterday and didn't come home for two days.
Where did Chuxun go? Who else could he ask? Ji Tianze was at a loss. Chuxun had other friends?
He could only go to the company to ask.
Zhuang Hanxue told him the truth: "Chuxun has resigned. I don't know where he went. You are his friend, and I am his superior. If you don't know, how would I know? "
Ji Tianze was stunned: "Resigned? Chuxun resigned? When? "
Zhuang Hanxue was stunned: "Didn't I say it once? That day, I went to look for Chuxun to beg him not to resign. Don't you remember? "
Ji Tianze was stunned for a moment. He thought for a while, and he seemed to have heard this before. He was too angry that day, and he was too anxious now. He couldn't remember clearly what he heard.
He mumbled: "Why did Chuxun resign? Why did he resign? "
Zhuang Hanxue thought of Chuxun's fierce stare. "Don't tell anyone!"
Zhuang Hanxue paused and said: "I don't know. Even if you ask me, I still want to ask someone else."
He added: "If you want to look for him, you should ask his parents."
He had never done anything in his life. Chuxun had treated him so well. This was his last request, and he had to do it. He had to be a man of his words.
Ji Tianze was discouraged. He didn't have any way to contact Chuxun's parents. Even if he did … he knew that Chuxun had cut ties with his parents a few years ago.
He knew everything. Chuxun liked him. He chose the same university as him, followed him to this city, and came out to his parents. But, was he to blame it all on him? He didn't force Chuxun to like him, and he didn't force Chuxun to be selfless. Chuxun was willing. He just … didn't reject it.
Chuxun gave him too much pressure. He was still hesitating when Chuxun dared to come out to his parents.
He was a straight man, and he was the only son in his family. He was hesitating whether he should be with Chuxun. Could two men really live together for a lifetime?
Ji Tianze thought that Chuxun would stand there and wait for him. He didn't expect Chuxun to leave. He looked back, but he didn't know where to find Chuxun.
Ji Tianze felt that Chuxun was really despicable. He made him get used to living with him, and then left.
After so many years, only Chuxun loved him the most. Chuxun was good in everything, but his gender was wrong. If Chuxun was a girl, he would have accepted Chuxun's confession long ago. They would have gotten married, and their children might have already reached school age.
Ji Tianze panicked. He thought helplessly that when he found Chuxun, he would agree to be with Chuxun.
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Esther Wambui
this guy is so shameless
2024-07-08
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