My Twentieth Break Up
"*Let's move on, kemy"with a murmur he said
being the girl I asked him the same old school question "why lex?" he was my 20th BF and also the longest relationship of 5 and a half years. Looking back to those days with him, it was a very o.k relation as I didn't accepted much from him and so he also didn't.
"I find you aren't too interested in me?"he said pouring a diligent wine in his glass..I took his glass and one gentle sip and giving him a HERONIC look I said "Is it with a question mark?" asi wanted him to notice it all indirectly that if he breaks up with me it's all his loss!!
"look you are a very attractive person and it's very tough to break up with you but you are the one who gives me the vibes that you aren't interested in me, were in a relation where we didn't have any physical things as for me,Im all your 's but then also you were like your weren't ready for all this and I wanted commitment because I love you. I m ready right now also just a kiss and it will be all fine,back to our normal ship!!"he said and it made me confused now I wanted this relationship to work out and somehow I wanted it to END.....
"oh!lex...I..I really don't know what to say..I feel..i feel that I m just confused, I don't know what I want...I m real confused right now..." I said in a guilty voice. As lex is a nice guy who is cute protective with a nice perception and feeling. As he was the one with whom I lasted this long ."So it's means no commitment?"he asked in a low voice. I didn't wanted to disappoint him, after all this long awaited years ."Ok,fine I will KISS you." I said and that time I saw him giving a small smile though.
I came a bit closer to him and a bit closer now I could feel his deep breathing, he pulled me from my waist slowly coming closer leaning toward me leaving no gaps between our faces and now I could feel his bare hands moving down my waist suddenly I got chills and goosebumps all over my body as It would be my first KISS in my past relationship it was all like NO PHYSICAL
ATTACHMENT but now it's like going out of my comfort zone.....
In my term it felt gross,lots and lots of gross!! And that when I ....
\*Author here \*
Hope you all are enjoying my novel....it's my first time..It carries many grammatical errors and so im sorry for it ...im quite bad at English grammar
in school.....It's my first novel in this manga...so lastly ENJOY READING IT💜
THANKU ~♡
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