Sahara stared at him with fear, not knowing how to respond. At that moment, Nil pressed his grip on her harder and furiously said:
• Woman, damn it, speak, answer my question. Was I your first time?
• Sir, please let go of me, you're hurting me, it hurts a lot.
Hearing her, Nil realized how hard he was holding her. He sighed deeply to calm himself, released her, and saw how his hand had left a mark on her arm, something that would surely cause a large bruise. He tried to calm down and with his stern voice said:
• I didn't want to hurt you, but I need you to tell me, what does that red stain on the sheets mean?
Sahara looked at the stain on the sheets and felt somewhat ashamed. She lowered her head, letting her hair cover her face. She didn't know how to answer him, his question made her feel embarrassed, and with a whisper, she said:
• Sir, I think what you see is logical, and I shouldn't have to answer a pointless question. Anyway, this doesn't change anything that already happened. I kept my part, now you have to fulfill your promise.
• You really are a very foolish, naive woman, giving your first time to a man like me. If I had known, I would never have touched you, I don't like being with women like that. I hate dealing with their emotions, which you must surely have at this moment, and I want to make it clear, I don't intend to take responsibility for you, I...
(Sahara didn't let him finish and with her embarrassed, desperate voice, she shouted)
• Please be quiet, I know all that very well, I don't need you to answer for anything. What we had was an agreement and only that. This is over now, it's better if I leave and you forget about my little sister. Keep your word, as I kept mine.
Sahara turned around and got off the bed. The moment she stood up, she lost her strength and fell to the ground. At the moment her knees hit the floor and she was sitting on her feet, she couldn't take it anymore, her eyes stubbornly let out her tears. She only lowered her head, letting her hair cover her face so that he wouldn't look at her, she couldn't take any more of his reproaches or offenses, so that he would continue to demand things from her.
Nil watched her fall to the ground, wanted to quickly get up to help her, but then he saw before her hair covered her face, how her tears began to fall. He began to curse himself, that couldn't be happening to him, he was always careful not to ruin the lives of young women like her, being with experienced women was easy, but with girls who weren't, it was something cruel for him, because he felt that they were young dreamers, noble, who still believed in their prince charming and he could never become that. He was so angry, furious, but with himself for not realizing it before. He stood up and lifted her in his arms, surprising her.
Nil sat her on the edge of the bed, looked at her knees, which were a little red from the impact, but she was fine. After that, he stood up, turned his back to her, and with his serious voice said:
• Woman, it's better if you spend the day here, your body is exhausted, take a bath, eat, and sleep all day. I'll tell someone to bring you clothes, so you can change, I'll leave the room paid for until tomorrow, so you don't have to worry, no one is going to bother you.
• Sir, you don't have to be kind to me, there's no need, nothing will change what you did to me.
• How foolish you are, who told you that I feel bad about what happened or that I want to compensate you? Remember this, I didn't force you, it was your decision to be with me, if you were so foolish to sell your first time, that's not my fault, but yours. I'm just trying to keep you from hurting yourself more, what I did to you last night was too much for your body, you're supposed to be a doctor, you should know, after what we did it's normal for you to feel agitated and hurt. But what do I care, do what you want, the room will be paid for until tomorrow, they'll bring you clothes in a while, you know what to do.
• Sir, thank you, you are right, I will accept staying here and the clothes you send me, if it's not too much to ask, let it be loose pants and a long-sleeved shirt, something like that would be nice.
• Sahara, I'm going to give you some advice, even if you don't ask for it, don't ever do something like that for anyone, respect your body and your dreams. Also, stay away from that woman, from your family, if they sold you to me for money, believe me, they will do it again and next time, I don't think you will be as well off as you were with me, there are worse men than me, who will hurt you much more than me. As advice, be smart and stay away from your family, before you lose yourself, before your dreams turn into your worst nightmare.
Sahara was surprised to hear what he was saying, but more surprised to hear her name, insecure she said:
• Sir, how do you know my name?
• That doesn't matter, just think about what I told you.
• Thank you, sir, I will think about it.
After that, Nil went to take a bath, leaving her alone, he let the fresh water fall on his body, he was upset, for having fallen into such a trap. He took a very long bath, then filled the tub with warm water for her, looked to the side at some bottles, took one that was for the water, there was one with a rose scent, poured it into the water and then soap to make bubbles in the water, when he was ready, he put on a bathrobe. As he left the bathroom, he saw her completely covered with the sheet, sitting on the bed in a fetal position, with her face in her knees, hiding it. He approached her, took her in his arms, and said:
• I prepared the tub for you, the water will feel good, when you get out, I will have your clothes ready and your breakfast. Try to relax, not to make this day more complicated for you.
Sahara for a moment was surprised to feel how easily he lifted her in his arms, she felt uncomfortable to feel him so close to her and more being naked; she did not dare to look him in the face, she did not dare to say anything, she only let him be, the moment she entered the bathroom, he sat her on a bench that was there and the moment he wanted to take off the sheet she clung to it tightly, ashamed to be exposed in front of him again.
Nil realized what was happening and that frustrated him, annoyed he said:
• You don't have to feel ashamed of me, I've already seen you completely, I touched you from head to toe and I did everything to you. I just want to help you, I have to take off the sheet to put you in the tub and I promise to leave you alone.
Sahara did not dare to look him in the face and without any desire, she herself took off the sheet, leaving her body completely naked. Nil, seeing her, bit his lips, she was so beautiful and seeing her reddened cheekbones was much more exciting. He sighed deeply and took her in his arms again, but this time completely naked, he took her to the tub, put her in the water; she, feeling how the water was touching her skin, made her feel good, she began to feel relaxed and after he left her in the tub, she saw how he turned around and left the bathroom leaving her alone.
Nil took his cell phone, called Penny, ordered her to bring a change of clothes for her, that it was loose pants and a T-shirt as underwear; after saying that, he hung up the call, sat on the bed for a moment and then just took his suitcase, took out a casual white pants, a black T-shirt and began to dress, then he put on some white sneakers, took a cap, which he put on, some black sunglasses; then he prepared his suitcase, put his things away, ready to leave from there.
Nil was ready to leave that place, return to his life, forget about that great moment he had with her, leaving it as a memory along with so many more that he had had; he stood there watching his suitcase, thinking if it would be good to say goodbye to her or simply leave. He made the decision to say goodbye, see her one last time and who knows maybe one last kiss; he approached the bathroom door, opened it and at that moment he heard her, sobbing and crying, inconsolable, you could feel her pain just by listening to her.
Nil, hearing her cry, felt such a strong pain that it penetrated his soul, at that moment he thought "what the hell did I do to her? this is not just any cry, it is not the cry of just any woman like the ones I have had, this is the cry of a pure being, from whom I stole her innocence; I am a damn miserable, I hope one day you can overcome this and continue with your life, that you manage to forgive me, if it is not too much to ask you beautiful woman" he closed the door, turned around and just left.
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