chapter 3

alfanso's pov

I never had an easy life .

when I was 4 I first met adam .

I attend same primary school with adam . he don't even remember that .

I don't know who my real father is so I always used to get bullied by students of my class , as well as my mother worked always late in night so I never get a chance to tell her that .

one day when I was getting bullied , adam was the one who protected me .

he fight from bullies for me . and when teacher asked him he just lied and said that they were making fun of him .

since that day I fell for adam and we became friends .

but 3 years later adam left the country with his family . he told me that he will come back as soon as possible so I waited for him .

but he never did .

its been 10 years since adam left me . I got a scoolarship for studing abroad . my mom was so happy . and then I move abroad .

I just wants to be focus on my studies and wants to get a safe and secure job as soon as possible for myself and for my mom so I always ignored all the bullies .

but then again I met adam . I was so happy that I get chance to meet him again .

and he was still like that , he always protected me .

I never loved anyone except him . or I am not even a gay , but for him I am just a head over heel gay .

I can die for him , I can do anything for him .

and suddenly a year later I got a call from hospital and that was about my mother .

my mother was so sick that if doctors didn't treat her then she would have die , I was so shocked after hearing that , I instantly booked a ticket to go back my home but due to christmas eve , there was no seat available so I just booked a ticket for 8 days later . I won't even know that now if I can come back here to study so I decided to propose my love to adam .

and I did . I was prepared for the worst , I was prepared that if he say no then I won't let him see me anymore , but still my love for him can never end .

and he decline my proposal and the thing make my heart broken was the sentence he said to me ' you are disgusting ' .

I have never except to hear that from adam .

but now it was so late , after 2 days I leave for my hometown and somehow I manage to make money for my mother's operation and her operation was successful . I was so happy but sad at the same time that now I have to go back there , where the one I love most hates me now .

but I have to complete my studies as well . when I came back here I starts to realize that the bullying is increased and now adam starts to bully me too .

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