Chapter - 1

...Introduction...

Life of a girl named Deeya. Something in her childhood made her to turn into a psycho . let's see her suffering which turned her into a psycho who kills people , enjoy hearing there screams and loves blood dripping bodies. But what if all this happens to be her dreams or what if it's real. She is confused with herself but her life pushed here roughly giving her no time to take care of herself. What happens when the life destroys everything she had and gives someone who loves her and cherish her. Will she give a chance to love ? Will he accept her as the real her. Can anyone fall in love with a phycho killer.

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Deeya p.o.v

Deeya Deeya wake up my friend shouted shaking me . I looked at her with my eyes half opened . I heard some one shouting that's when I came to my sense . Again I slept during my CHEMISTRY period . It is not new to me . She started shouting at me . Eventhough her words hurt me I am used to it . First my parents , then my crush and now even teachers started to hate me .

She suddenly asked me what did Rutherford stated . I just stared at her for good 2 minutes . Which provoked her more and asked me to get out of her class . I quickly picked my noval and said good bye to my friend with a cheeky smile , shamelessly. I went out of the class room without sparing a eye contact with my chemistry teacher.

So now aren't you guys wondering why the chemistry teacher and I have these clashes and misunderstanding . It's all because .....

Flash back

I went to library to read some books since I finished reading the last book . Our school library allows us to lend the book for a week or so . I decided to read the books in horror section and now I finished the last book available in our school under that section . So I walked around the Library to find something interesting . I have a weird addiction to the books . It feels like the book calls me to read it . After 30 mins I didn't feel anything like that . So I decided to move to the science section . I am not a person who goes to Library read books and take notes. I come here to calm myself .

I got that feeling.  Some book was calling me . Most like luring me towards it. I started to search which book caught my soul . Finally I found it.  It was too big and dusty too. It felt like no one read that book for years . The librarian looked at my while adjusting her glasses. I was struggling to take the book from the shelf. She tried to get up to come and help me . But someone took it for me . I saw the hand and I know who it is . My crush 🌟Ranjith🌟 . His veiny hand holding the huge book. His hot breathe brushing my cheeks, which tried so hard to not blush . I mumbled a small thank you and got the book from his hand and ran from there . He gave a wtf look and left the library .

The scene just played in my mind again and again . Soon it was last period . Today is Thursday so our class have PT class with our senior class . Who knows I would be so lucky today. I can watch him playing. Since I won't play and always make some excuse to not play in PT classes. Time rolls . I took that huge book in my hand because it didn't fit inside my bag . An unknown student approached and asked me if he can help . He was too tall that I have to lift my head to see him . My eyes opened wide seeing his handsome face . I just stared at his eyes i felt like I was lost in his eyes. Suddenly he got the book from my hand . I flinched and looked down in embarassment . He chuckled and walked me till I reached the bus stop .

I thanked him and took my book from him . I reached my  home with a smile . But it faded when my eyes fell on a unpleasant sight of my dad kissing a girl . Ofc she is not my mom . He threw the flower vase at me signalling me to get out.  Atleast I have strength to dodge it . I went outside closing the door. I took the big chemistry book and went to the park near my house. I settled on a swing with book . Once upon a time the park used to be filled with little kids roaming here and there laughing happily . But after the murder that took place in the park . No one dare to come here . So most of the time I would go there and enjoy my lonely time .

After reading 1 or 2 chapters in that huge book I headed home . I saw that the vase which he broke was cleared . It means that my mom came home. I went to my room silently and laid on my bed . My mom came into my room . I know there is a drama ahead . I quickly lifted my head and saw her. She threw some papers at my face . She didn't utter a single word . It's just new to me . I thought see is going to scold me because I again went to library and borrowed a book in the money she gave for canteen food. It's not new for me to  skip meals to read books . But nothing is going according to my assumption. I picked the paper and read it . My eyes filled with tears it was divorce papers. Both of them signed. I quickly turned my head to her. She slamed the door and went outside. Like adding fuel to fire I read the lines that they both decided to leave me . Both of them didn't want to take care of me . As they were taking care of me now. Would my life even get worser than this .

I slept hugging my knees . Knowing that I am going to be an orphan soon . Soon ? You are already an orphan a voice echoed inside me . I looked at the figure. It was my Chemistry miss . She looked beautiful in a white dress. After seeing her I didn't care about the word she said before. She asked me am I dreaming in her class. I said sorry without thinking twice. I realised that we were in laboratory. The lab wasn't the one in our school this seemed very big. She asked to heat some liquid in test tube and then add it to the solution she gave. I just did what she said. But suddenly something stricked my mind . The liquid has the same colour as the one that I read in the book . I told her about what I read and it may explode. She just nodded . It was clear she was  pissed off because of me . I don't want to do the experiment after that . She came near me and started scolding me that I don't even know what I am doing . It's somewhat true that I don't remember the name of the elements I was just assuming by colours. Thus I decided to mix . But I clearly noticed mam going away from me. She asked the students to wear their glasses to protect themselves from splashing . My friend tapped my shoulder and said that it's okay 👍 do it and she mixed the liquid in test tube which was heated into the beaker which had some blueish liquid. I smiled at her and I was going to tell her to  wear her glasses. But before I could,  it she poured it in the beaker .

It exploded . It was as if I went near Sun . White brightness, huge sound ,tears of fear loosing my friend . I suddenly woke up shouting no no nooooo please lia please no that can't happen . I realised it was just a dream . I wished the divorce part was a dream too . But no the divorce paper was in my hands. I looked up at celing. My tears won't stop coming . At some point my eyes dried I felt like I cried my eyes out that there was no tears left. I simply stared at the blood stains in my room walls. I remembered how much he used to hurt me and mom . May be I don't deserve happiness . Suddenly I heard my Chemistry miss's evil laughter. I really don't know why she came in my dreams . Already my life is a mess here. After sometime I really can't bear her laughing I felt like my brain would explode . I wanted to shout very badly but I can't I know that it will cause more problems. I went to kitchen to drink some water . I kept the divorce paper on the dinning table and left. I looked at the chemistry book lying there it didn't call me this time .

I went to change my clothes because I was still wearing my uniform. I dressed up in ah comfy pyjamas and looked at the clock it was already 1 30 AM . I took my phone and to be honest I was shocked . No one except lia would text me . In more than 3 apps I have got 100  plus  notification. I was shocked . My  hands started to shiver . I was afraid .Did they all know about my parents . No!!! i internally screamed. I sat on my bed and started reading the messages. It was all about lia . She got into an accident , someone texted to me . I just called her without thinking it's late night. She picked the call in second ring. I stared asking questions continuously. But the person at the other end asked me who I am . I just realised it's her mom . I apologised for what just happened and she cut the call saying lia is resting and would contact in the morning.

I kept the phone on the night stand and went near the window. Not even a single star shone , moon is no where to be seen . The sky is just filled with darkness . It resembled my life . No light no hope . A tear left my eyes.  I can't stay here anymore I murmured . I took my phone and a jacket and went outside my house. It's already 2 AM . I switched on the flash light in my phone and opened the front door of my house. I glanced at the divorce paper which was swaying in the breeze before I left .

?????? Pov

No way,  all these happened in a single day she must be sad. But where is she headed at this hour . Should I go after her?  I should protect her. She went somewhere in the dark with the help of her flashlight I could see where is she . Slowly I followed her. Suddenly she turned her head . I was startled but I sat behind a car. She turned and went to that park. Eventhough it is dark she is beautiful. She went and sat on the swing. I thought she would cry but instead she started laughing. She suddenly spoke . "Why are you following me ? Want to die ? " This was all I heard before everything went black .

Deeya pov

"Oh my poor boy , just fainted hearing my voice ? " I chuckled and left .

Next morning

????? Pov

I woke up at my apartment. What happened last night ?  I was deep into my thoughts that I didn't notice my roommate was literally shouting at me. I saw him with a blank face . " Where were you last night. Some random man dropped you here. " He stated and left the room .

At school

Deeya pov

I came home at 7 Am and quickly got ready and left to school .  I entered the school and I was busy searching lia when I accidentally bumped into my chemistry teacher. Her face just remembered me that dream and the terrible things happended yesterday . I started running with tears in my eyes

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