“I'm not a curse?”

My whole body is aching, I try to open my eyes, but still can't open it properly. I'm somewhere in dark, so dark, so dark. I can't identify this place. My hands are still tied with handcuffs. I'm laying on a cold, Icy floor. A weird, disgusting smell is coming from floor.

Wait, It's bloods smell.

Where I'm?

Those men, Did they take me here?

But Why?

Suddenly, I hear the rod shattering sound. A black, dark appearance is coming closer to me. I'm shivering, I'm trembling, I want to cry, I want to scream, but this ******* voice again got stuck somewhere. I'm done with this life. I don't want to live anymore, I don't want to tolerate this.

I got flinched when I felt someone's cold touch, colder than me, so cold on my jaw. But I don't know who's he or maybe she. But this touch is rough.

“No one can really tell by seeing you that all those rumors are true about you.”, said in rough, high-pitched voice.

It's making me feel crying. I want to cry, but I can't find my own voice.

“I think you are dumb, but don't worry. Someday I'll make you scream under mine.”, said in husky voice.

I want to slap him. I want to scratch his face. I want to dig my nail so deep into his skin.

Now I'm feeling more disgusting with his touch.

I shrug my face & try my best to stand up. Then I hear a creepy laugh “Do you really think you can save yourself from me?”, a miserable, senseless laugh but enough to make me lose my control.

“Stay away from me.”, I said in brittle voice.

I can hear his footsteps coming near me & a creepy smirk appear on my lips. I went close to him, close to his ears & whisper slowly “So, you really have a death wish.“.

“God, your melodic voice is enough to make me lose myself”, he said in his shitty voice while grabbing my waist.

Suddenly someone punches him so hard that he fell on floor & that man pull me outside the cell while pulling my arm.

It's his touch.

I can tell you it's his touch, so warm, so warm.

Enough to make me melt.

His touch.

I closed my eyes 'cause of the light. I can't tolerate this much brightness. I try to open my eyes, but I can't & I shut it completely.

“Where I'm? Why you took me here?”, finally I found my voice, but I didn't realize I'm about to ask this from him & I didn't get an answer.

I stop & he also stopped, but didn't look at me. I can feel the cold breeze, the sound of thunderstorms & it's about to raining.

Rain.

Rain.

It's about to Rain.

My curse.

Rain.

“Leave me. Go away.”, I said while changing my gaze to floor. “Please go away.” I added to make him leave my arm, but he's still holding it. I took footsteps back maintaining 5 inches distance from him. Still gaze is at floor. I can't look at him. I can't. I try to keep my whole concentration on the floor away from his presence, his existence.

Again I got pulled towards him & he's holding the irony handcuffs. It's making my eye, my heart bleed, but I can't go with him. I can't. He's not even saying anything, but still dragging me forward. Why he's not listening to me, I can't stay this much close to him. Even my shadow is dangerous for him & Now there's hardly 1 or 2 inches difference between us.

I heard the pattering sound, It's raining now.

It's really raining.

It's raining.

It's raining.

It's raining.

I can't stay close to him. I can't let myself harm him.

My sight is curse for him. I can't even look at him.

“I'm warning you, let me go.”, I said while taking my hands back. Still looking down, these warm tears are making my cheeks wet. It's making my eyesight blurry & the tear drops are falling on my boots. Making wet them.

“I can't leave you here.”, he said while looking at me, I can feel his gaze on my face. “It's not safe for you.” he added to complete his sentence, but his these words make me look directly at him & our eyes met.

We both are looking at each other's eyes & 'cause of single lighting a got a glimpse of his brown, adorable eyes & I'm doomed.

I shut my eyes forcefully & hoping for not to anything bad happen, but I hear a deep scream & My body started trembling again.

I don't have the courage to look up at him. I can't see his pain that cause because of me, my foolishness, my selfishness. My warms tears let me sob louder, louder enough to hear anyone around me. I'm crying very hard now. I fall down on my knees & started crying loudly, didn't care if anyone can hear me or anyone's judgement. Feels like I can scream the pain that I'm holding back from all these years. Like I can free from this silences cage. Like I can break the chains of my words. As I can cross all those boundaries which are stopping my voice.

I started screaming more & more loudly without caring for anything. The pain of hurting him is breaking all parts of my existence & The hateness for myself is increasing more & more by the every passing pattering sound.

I don't even know if he's dead or still howling in pain.

I hate myself.

I hate this rain more than my existence.

“Don't scream.”, I heard his voice, but how can he?

Is he's okay? I looked up, but my whole skin is crying & screaming in pain & I saw him.

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