“His eyes”

At Evening, I'm roaming in my garden 'cause I feel suffocation in that house, in my own house.

I never felt it as a home, as it never gives me that care, that love & affection which every child need & deserve, maybe I didn't deserve it.

Those flowers are so lucky. No one can tell if its curse or not. Everyone loves it. Its fragrance, Its appearance, It's meaning, everything is so attractive.

I wish I could be a flower.

I wish I could be a butterfly

I wish I could be a bird

I wish I could escape from this cage

I look at Moon flower for a while its glowing brightly below the brownish & pinkish sky.

Its meaning is so rare “Dreaming of love”, which I can't dream.

There's no place for it, in my life.

No one love curse, Everyone run away from it.

Nanny told me Mom is coming back earlier this time & I heard the car sound.

My lips curved into a smile, My eyes automatically started shining like a star. I feel a weird happiness & excitement inside me. I ran towards the main gate but I didn't go near the car.

'Cause maybe Mom didn't like it.

I'm waiting for her to get off then I'll hug her tightly, Maybe.

I saw a man coming out from car. His appearance is so blurry, I can't recognize him, clearly.

I hide behind the bushes when I heard his deep & thick voice. It made me flinched.

“Find Her, Now”, he ordered to other men who are coming behind him.

That time all the light turn on. Now, I can clearly see them. But who switched on the light & why?

Are they our guests or Mom's business partners?.

They are all wearing same color cloths like a uniform. It's gray with lots of brown & green spots.

I have never seen a uniform like this.

But the one who ordered them & they all nodded positively seems like he's their boss or maybe their cheif.

But both are the same things.

They all told him chief, suddenly that same alarm start beeping & a weird fear & tension run through my adrenaline.

Are they those people?

Are they here to harm me?

Should I have to hide myself from them?

I can't understand anything even I can't move an inch like my body is a stone. Like I don't have control on my body & I can't control my own body. Why?

I saw them running inside the mansion & some are running to my side.

What if they catch me?

Are they going to kill me?

Am I really a culprit?

My lips are trembling, l want to call Nanny but I can't even utter a single word. Again I lost my voice somewhere. I want to run from here as soon as possible, but I can't move.

I feel warm tears on my cold cheeks. They make me realize that I'm crying. My tears are flowing down, continually. I can't stop them. Why I can't stop them?.......

I saw that same man turning towards me, he is so far to me but I can see his face not so clearly, but still It's enough to make me recognize him forever.

I saw him coming towards me, my whole world freeze & maybe destroyed.

He's taking footsteps towards my direction, maybe I can disappear like a shadow, maybe I can vanish like a dust, maybe I can hide somewhere inside the ground or somewhere in the sky.

These tears are making my eyesight blurry, his image is disappearing slowly & slowly.

I can't see anything, clearly. A darkness spread in front of my eyesight & I close my eyes tightly to let them fall down to make my sight clear but Before I could think myself, before I could come and read everything what's happening, before I could take a step suddenly he appeared in front of me.

So close .........

So close to me........

So close.......... Why?

He's a long man with muscular body. His brown hooded shaped eyes are looking directly into my eyes.

His eyes

His eyes

His eyes

His eyes.

Damn it! I'm gonna insane. His eyes are so pretty, so perfect, so adorable. Like a brown dry soil which can dissolve my ash. I'm ready to become ash for dissolving into him.

Brown eyes like golden strings, It can turn us into one thing by adding us to each other, one at a time.

It's like a morning sunshine which can make me feel its warmth & maybe I can forget my coldness, maybe it can take me out from a dark den.

It's like a hope for me, for my dreams, for my feelings.

Suddenly I realize what I'm doing.

No.

No.

No.

No.

You can't. You can't look at him from too close. I said this to myself.

I took back steps & maintain 5 inch distance between us. I lower my head in nervousness, in fear.

Fear of dreaming something impossible, fear of letting new feelings born.

My heart us beating rapidly. I want to go back to my room, but I don't know how? I try to convince my body to move, but it's not moving.

Suddenly I heard Nanny's scream & my whole brain went towards its direction. Before I could run towards her voice. Some men come around me & raise their guns towards my head. These are his men, maybe!

Why are they doing this?

Please someone calls Mom.

Mom, please save me.

I can't understand anything. I'm gulping my saliva again & again. My hands are shaking in fear & I clenched them into fist tightly to not let them see my condition.

I looked again at those brown eyes, confusedly & he didn't tell me anything, but I want to ask him, I want

To trust him, I want to ask him the reason.

There's are so many questions, so many doubts that I have to clear with him. Feels like he can save me.

This feeling is weird. Sometimes we found that hopes, that warmness, that sunshine into a stranger, whereas we never felt that with our blood relatives.

I was lost in my own thoughts, I got forget everything whatever is happening here.

I found my new world in his eyes. A new universe, A new place where I can feel Fèath.

I felt a weird current or something like a shiver running through my whole body. Suddenly I realize his touch on my hand & he's making me wear the handcuff like I'm a criminal.

Wait, I'm a criminal!

Means they are going to arrest me for a crime which I never committed or maybe I did. I can see a weird coldness in his brown eyes. His those hooded shaped eyes are staring directly in my eyes without any expression on his face. I can see my own image in his eyes & I realized I'm crying, again when I felt his warm touch on my cheeks. I got flinched & he wiped my tears. No one ever touched me other than Nanny. It's a weird experience.

“Take her towards the jeep & arrive at the destination in 30 minutes.”, he said in his thick & pitched voice.

Its magical, so magical, like a rhythm for my ear or like a beautiful song for melting me & making me fall for it again & again. I feel that I'm smiling, still looking deeply into his eyes. Like I don't care about whatever they are doing. My whole focus is on him.

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