CHAPTER 2

After the day ,

I don't know why but food is not passing through my oesophagus .

May be that's a sympathetic nervous reaction .

Whatever , it was said that " If there is no darkness , you will never care about light . "

I was just a teenager , the time when everyone starts their dreams , they create their fantasy . But I was lost .

I lost my so called good friends , my dreams , my passion everything . The only good thing that I realized is , there is my family for me .

Whom I thought as my enemy , everytime when they scolded me or warned me for my mistakes , or some bad doing or being careful from fake friends .

The day after tomorrow was Saturday , a class gathering from a school hunk will organized .

I was invited as well .

I dressed up , not much extraordinary but it was okay I guess .

I arrived there alone . The cause I have gone there alone is , none of my friends wanted me to go with them .. they are all scared about gossiping themselves for involving with me .

In the gathering everyone is very happy .

Suddenly a classmate appeared in front of me and give me a black band as a token of remembrance of Gu Lei .

I don't ! I don't mean to create a seen but , when he was giving me the band he was smiling loud and there is a insolence look on him . I was furious .

I ... I threw it on his face and came out from the place where so many disgusting eyes are looking at me and smiling and talking about me ..

I was sad , but I didn't cry . My tears are not worthy of them.

I saw Fu Ran on the street , sitting on a bench , staring at the sky .

Our eyes met . We looked at each other and smiled .

I sat beside him , asked him , " Are you ok ? "

He did not replied , he just smiled gently and told me , " Do you know the hole class is full of gossip lover people ! They are gossiping about me and you . "

I don't know clearly but I somewhere heard it that they said , I have some brutal affairs with so many men , one of my pleasure giving man must be jealous of it so he killed Gu Lei .

I just replied ' yes ' by nodding my head.

He told me , " We were all a team but after the incident , they accused me for being drunk and pushed Lei in front of a train . "

He stopped for some time and again told with a pitiful smile , " Can you blive they said they found my finger prints on a glass bottle near the spot , sigh . "

At that time I realized , not many people is going to accompany me during my hard time .

Once I was a girl with no regrets , no boundaries , not to mention plenty of friends behind me . But suddenly when my whole world started to collapse , there is not a single trace of them .

Funny right !

But another thing that I found out , there are few people , whom I never cared about , are supporting me . How foolish I was , also very grateful to know everyone's true faces .

After 9 years ,

I'm a brand new Luo Mo , but I'm still single （；^ω^） . Not because I don't want to date , but I don't like the idea of dating (-.-;) , may be also I have not overcome something or whatever .

I don't have a peaceful life at home. Because I found out my dad is dating 2 women at a row while my mom is working at home for all day long . Whatever I didn't told mom about it , she already has hypertension , I don't her to be more pressurized by such lowly man . But I can't do anything about it , after all he is my father who has brought me up .

Now I'm a nursing practitioner at a popular and high rated medical college . But sometimes is still missing . I feel empty inside .

Get up in the morning , get ready , go to hospital , work for 8 hours , get back home , eat , scrolling through social media , go to bed . Everything I am doing is same since 4 years .

But one day I was waiting for train, suddenly among the crowd I steal a glance at the crowd . I was stunned .

A familiar pairs of eyes . A familiar glance ..

Where have i seen this !

Where !?

I couldn't remember !

What the heck ?? Why can't I remember !!

Where ! Where !!

My mind is in a mess , suddenly I raised my head , shit !

I missed the train ! (； ･`д･´)

May be some one old friend , oh I might say someone I know very long ago .

I called Ara , " Hello , Ara , I missed the train . Are you home ? I need a place to sleep (_ _;) . " . Kim Ara my bff .... After my highschool entrance , i have gone to ABC institution for extra knowledge to pass the Medical entrance but with my normal IQ , I was only able to get in nursing college . I met her there at ABC institution.

Somehow i feel good with her around.

Whatever she is a dominating demon .

" Ok , come soon , and bring some snacks too . " She replied .

After freshen up , I told her I have seen someone's eye so familiar but couldn't remember . But when I looked at her she seems to not hear what I said just now .

" What happened ? Is something bothering you ? " , I asked .

" I have gone to a date yesterday with a guy . I don't think it previously but I have seen someone . " , She looked at me .

I was quite , waiting for her to continue .

She said , ". That person kinda looks like Gu Lei !! "

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