Memories & School

Amelia POV

I wake up early today and still the memories of past haunt me even today and it's something I'm not able to forget...

Everyone tried their best to help me to forget him but it's really difficult to forget someone special as him. 

He was happiness of my life and the way he smiled whenever I told him about my day is something that I can't forget in this life..

My day started with his good morning and ended with his good night 🙂

I used to fall asleep and he listened to my heavy breathe while I slept with dream and feeling that he hugged me & I'm in his arms wrapped around me, pulling me close to his chest...

I want to again feel this moment of life.

"***Michael**" I want you back.....I want to feel the warmth of your chest again*....

Those memories still wet my pillow but why does he f..king care. Who cares about me? No one..

I got up from bed. I turned on the shower,but even the cold water can't calm me down....

I hate looking in these damn mirror which always reflect my body....I hate myself 

I got out from shower dressed in a tank top and fitted jeans which shows my curve.

I packed my bag for school and headed downstairs

Mom had already left for her work

I saw Dad sitting on dinning table with his laptop

He's always busy with his work, never really had time to spend with us.

But I love him. I always loved him for his struggle for us. I gave him hug and took a sandwich. I headed towards my friend's house.

After Michael and I broke up,my best friend "Lily" doesn't talk to me anymore just because I broke her brother's heart. But she didn't even  know how much I had hurt myself since that day. She just left and didn't even give a chance to explain.

But I don't have time to think about that.

I'm already late for school.

(I saw Amber waiting for me.)

Amber: you are late again

Me: sorry I wasn't feeling well today.

Amber: Are you okay now??

Me: Yea.. I was just having a little headache. But it will be over in no time.

Amber: okay, You didn't sleep well? But you seemed all right yesterday.

Me: Yeah! Had a bad dream

Amber: Don't tell me you are thinking about Michael again

Me: Amm..

Amber: I have told you he's a lier. He broke your heart and you are still thinking about him and had promised me to move on from him.

Me: I tried but it's hard to move on. I can't forget about him. His words...how he used to care about me and....

(Amber intrupted me)

Amber: Ashley is throwing a party tonight and you are coming there with me. You know my Mom will never allow me to go to late night parties and stay over. So, if you are coming along then she won't complain. We are childhood friend & she trusts you more than she trusts me. So you are coming there with me right!??  We'll go for shopping after school. Okay? Sarah are you listening?

Me: Of course, I'm listening and I'll come there but at one condition that you won't try to set me up with any guy. I'm not ready for any relationship yet. 

Amber: ok I accept that condition.

( Amber rolled her eyes. She always does whenever I ask her to not to try to set me up with any guy)

(We didn't even realize when we reached school. But now we have to part away from each other Coz her locker is on second floor and mine is on ground floor.)

Me: Bye Amber see ya in English

( we only have three classes together English, Art and Mathematics)

Amber: see ya

I opened my locker look at my schedule and stuff my books in locker and took out my Chemistry notebook and file ( Coz we have chemistry practical today) First class will be very hard for me Coz Lily and I share this class. I can't really handle how she looks at me.

*Lily's locker is 5th locker from mine on right side.

 She is coming towards me.

But why on this whole earth she is coming towards me. She must be passing by , I am overthinking it.

But our class is on 1st floor and stairs and lift both are in opposite direction from our locker*.

Lily: Mia!

Me: Yes

Lily: We need to talk!

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