Ahmed wanders with his feelings

One day of the school days, in Marwa and Ahmed’s class

and at the end of the lecture. She was engaging with her

mates. She was like a reliable student and friend at her

class. Ahmed was sitting in silence watching the groups

of each class. Looking at them as taking care of him as

he was the leader. Suddenly, a quarrel happens between

two guys at the front, while Ahmed was sitting at the

back. The two guys were about to harm each other. The

rest of the class were enjoying the quarrel as roosters’

quarrels! Even the teacher didn’t care and went out of

the class as his lecture ended. Marwa looked in fear at

them and felt terrified because she was sensitive.

Ahmed who was noticing that the quarrel is getting

harder went forward, jumping while saying nooo in a

furious way, and pushed himself between the two guys

and told them to stop fighting. Marwa was impressed

about how the quarrel ended at the time he went. This

time Marwa started to feel that she respects Ahmed a

lot. In fact, she couldn’t know if he did that because he

saw her afraid of the quarrel or because he is brave or

because it was occasional… She didn’t know.

After that day by day, when Marwa sees Ahmed on the

corridor at school, she looks in curiosity, then he

recognizes that she is looking at him. When Marwa

notices he is looking at her she looks away and walks like

she wasn’t looking at him. She had a feeling that she

must thank him for caring about her feelings, or the

feelings of the class, or at least for being brave and

stopping the fight of the two guys.

One day, Ahmed was at physics class, Marwa was there

too. They finished class and they started again and left.

Ahmed went with his friends looking for some joy before

going home. They went to have pizza at a restaurant as

he liked it a lot.

Marwa came home, and some changes were happening

at her home. Some relatives were there as well. She

saluted and went to her room to change clothes. A song

theme was playing on TV while Marwa was throwing

herself on the bed with open arms and looking at the

roof, saying: Oh how beautiful they are these nights. Oh

when you love truly again after long years. Marwa was

singing. She was happy. Then suddenly she stood up

from bed

Marwa: OMG! I have feelings for him. No no no no. It

shall end.

Marwa was so shocked to recognize that she has

feelings for Ahmed. She was afraid of marriage as her

parents were having bad relationships as partners. She

didn’t want to experience their life or give a chance for it

to happen.

Ahmed was having depression episodes from time to

time. One day, Marwa was moving beside him, he didn’t

recognize her, or she recognized him, but she knew that

it was him after she passed, she felt like he was including

the same that she includes inside herself. He was dizzy;

she felt some electrical energy getting out of his two

shoulders and chest and brain.

Ahmed and his friend Marwan while walking after class.

Marwan: Oh I wish I could drive that piece my dad

bought last month in Germany. It is amazing! Did you

see it on Instagram? It is the red one with a sporty

appearance.

Ahmed: Yeah, I saw it, but I don’t like those kinds of cars,

you know. I’m classic ha-ha!

Marwan: Yeah really, you don’t need to tell me. So…

Ahmed: So, what?

Marwan: You told me before that you want to drive your

father’s car. Why not drive each of our dads’ cars

tonight?

Ahmed: You know my dad will kill me. OMG I can’t

imagine. He would get angry if anything happened to the

car.

Marwan: He won’t know you are an expert in driving.

You have been driving every summer for two years in

our older friends’ cars. Don’t be that afraid.

Ahmed: I’m not afraid! I’m never afraid. I’m just

cautious. I don’t want to make dad angry with me.

Marwan: Ok, let us delay this amazing event for some

time that won’t ever come… See ya.

Ahmed: See ya.

While walking, Ahmed saw a person driving a car in front

of him dangerously at high speed and he got excited. He

smiled at how the guy’s friends who sat at the back of

the car were encouraging the guy. He was impressed by

the speculation.

After midnight of that day, Ahmed woke up with anger

and called

Ahmed: Ah Marwan…

Marwan: Hah?

Ahmed kept silent and Marwan laughed like he

understood what his friend thought of. They smiled in a

goofy way and decided to bring the cars.

Marwan: Yes, that's my boy.

Ahmed: I’m your father, don’t say it again.

Marwan: Ok daddy haha. We will see who is the son and

who is the father.

Ahmed: You will regret talking like this boy…

Marwan: We will see.

They brought the cars from home each and went to a

place where no one could see them. They were having a

competition for who would arrive at the place. They

were increasing the speed one by one until they arrived

at the edge of the city, breaking the cars. It was after

midnight about 3 am.

Ahmed getting out of the car: Haa, what an amazing

view at this a.m.

Marwan: Yeah absolutely.

Ahmed: You are getting to be a charming boy; girls are

going to like you more.

Marwan: No one is likable from girls as you we all know

this, and don’t try to change the matter.

Ahmed who changed his facial expressions of fake joy to

threatened questionable one: Ah, what matters?

Marwan: I feel there is a thing who is annoying you.

They sat on some chairs beside a tree.

Ahmed: Ah, not really.

Marwan: If not, what made you awake till this time?

Ahmed: Ah I don’t know, I just wanted to have fun and

you made me decide to drive my father’s car

unconsciously. Ahmed looked at Marwan in a hidden

feeling with a fake big smile again.

Marwan: I don’t think so. I guess it is a girl.

Ahmed who felt threatened again: No, what girl?

Marwan: Ahh man! Don’t be like that.

Ahmed who smiled in silence and his eyes got brilliant:

what made you think that way?

Marwan: because I know who she is.

Ahmed smiled in silence again.

Marwan: Ok anyway, if you want to talk don’t hesitate

to tell me.

Ahmed: Sure.

Marwan: Then I’m true!

Ahmed recognizes he made himself admit without

meaning to: Haah. Uh no no man I meant.. I meant… I

will tell you anything I want to tell you about if I’m

annoyed with you. Ah, yeah that is it..

Marwan laughed high in conquest while Ahmed looked

angry all the way home in his father’s car.

Ahmed came home and was thinking of Marwa. He was

thinking about why she looks at him that way from time

to time. Maybe she looks this way to all people. He was

thinking that he likes her. He was amazed by her eyes.

He liked her personality and how she is not like other

girls.

Day by day, he was feeling more love for her. He

couldn’t keep these feelings inside him and decided to

tell her his feelings. It was difficult for him as he was shy

in these things. It was his first-time to express feelings

like these. He didn’t know what the right thing to do is.

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