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Ai Rin was in her room thinking about that dream while laying down on her bed.

"I was in coma for almost 12 months. I have dreamt till the third year of college. when did I move out from here? I was so good at playing video games. I'm in middle school right now. I have to start everything I wanted to do. I'll apply for art classes tomorrow. I need to learn English also...I need to go to academy for those...I need to choose a good academy for those...I better sleep well tonight....... you can do it Ai Rin..."

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Ai Rin was on the rooftop. she was injured... she was crying sitting alone hiding in a closet. she saw her mother getting beaten up by her father....

she woke up, she was sweating...it was a nightmare......her illness wasn't cured...

"I wonder why mother never left him...she was beaten many times but she never tried to divorce him...I don't know why........"

5 am already......

I should wake up early and do some exercises to keep my mind healthy...."

breakfast time.......

Her parents were having breakfast....she was late because she slept till 8...

"why are you coming here now?? Did you forget timetable as you came back from coma??"

He was about to yell at her but her mother interrupted by saying that she was given sleeping pill maybe that's why she slept more...

Her father didn't even let her touch her breakfast. He gave her punishment. He told her to stand by the wall for 2 hours....

Ai Rin always felt terrible whenever she came in front of her father....she stood there, didn't even dare to say anything....after his father went to office that care taker aunt cooked her rice which she had been cooking for her secretly... because eating rice was forbidden in that house.

"thank you aunt...."

she took breakfast nervously....

she tried not to think about that...

after breakfast she did some research about academies. then she applied for them....she decided to go to school from the next day...even though she's not good at study she still should try it...

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"Those who don't have any talent should try everything, until they find one they're good at. I did like drawing back then. when I was staying alone in that house I used to draw which helped me clearing my mind. but later, It didn't help. then I found out about video games and started playing games. it was my best friend which helped me escaping the reality. whenever I used to play game, I escaped from the reality......... why does these feels so real? why does that dream feels so real? I can even remember every feelings.( she put her hand on the left side of her chest) those abuses, those feelings I had for that person.......I don't believe it was a dream.... it wasn't dream...it was real....let me guess something....."

she looked at the date....

"Risen will debut after 2 months with a mini album "comfort". if I'm right then it wasn't a dream...but I have to wait for 2 months for that..... before that I need to talk my mother about moving out."

Ai Rin went outside the house...she felt the warmth of the sun which fall on her face. it was winter. she met her mother at her lunchtime.....

she told her mother she wanted to move out. her mother refused her. She remembered her mother was saying exactly those same lines she used in her dream.Ai Rin moved out from the house without telling her that time.....she did the same this time also...

she rented an apartment far from her house so that her parents never went to see her. but sadly she didn't find that house where she lived in that dream. she went to that place but it was under construction that time. maybe because she moved out when she was in highschool in that dream, that apartment was available there or maybe because it wasn't real....

her mother got furious when she found out Ai Rin moved out.. but Ai Rin didn't received her call... ignored her.

" no one will ever know that I tried to commit suicide a year ago...my mother should have cared me once. she was like that..never cared for me. she always yelled at me.......................

I should try to live my life from now on..."

she brought everything important with her. she even tried to play video games to check if she really played it before..... but the thing was that, it was her first match, she won so easily...the game club where she was playing everyone praised her. She didn't looked like she was new..

she couldn't believe anything....if that dream war real or this life was real? she was confused..

Her day started to go smoothly, different from that dream... she woke up early then went outside for jogging, came back home then cook breakfast. she knew how to cook because of that dream where she lived alone, she practiced cooking various dishes to try to change her mood.

Then went to school.....this time she knew that everyone cared for her for her money...she tried to kept distance from them....after school she went to academies...her classmates found her different from the past... they had been gossiping behind her back that, that accident changed her fully....she used to hangout with those stupid girls but later she didn't even talk with them or anyone else.

2 months passed...............

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