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" I never knew I would end up like this. if I just worked hard back then without wasting time on playing around. I was never serious about my life. And even if I worked hard for something I couldn't achieve it. maybe I was not lucky enough or I didn't work hard enough. Because of my stupidity and laziness I couldn't do anything. I was just a little good at drawing that's why I've chosen art as my major in college. I didn't know it would be this hard. why did I wasted my time?? I wish I could go back in time.... if I went back I would have worked hard, wouldn't waste any times.... I wish this was not reality...I wish this was a dream.....I wish I could go back in 2016.. I promise I would work hard..."

Ai Rin was writing her diary with teary eyes... She never thought life would give her this gift even though she is from a wealthy family.

Life taught her a lesson for abandoning it.

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hospital

VIP room

"Ai Rin, you have woken up.... My dear....We were so worried.."

A patient wearing oxygen mask was laying down on the bed...

"mom....."

doctor came running after getting notified.

"Mrs. Len... Ai Rin is fully fine. But she needs to take rest properly. she should not take any pressure. she has been in coma for a whole year, so she needs times to get her old self back, moreover she is a PTSD patient so I think you should take care of her personally..."

"Ai Rin, you will get well soon and can go to school again. don't worry my daughter!!"

she caresses Ai Rin's forehead....

"Why am I here? I did have an accident but that was not serious. I went home after a few days...wait....is this a dream??( she pinched her cheek.......ouch) but I graduated from school and went to college....last night I was writing in my diary....I remember it vividly..... what's happening??? ( she was sitting on the bed, after watching her mother approaching her she asked her)mom.... what happened to me? why am I here? what year is it now? isn't it 2021?? " she asked furiously.

"what??? are you okay? Have you lost your memory after the accident?? "

"no,mom... tell me the year.."

"it's 2016.."

"what!!! "

in her mind....

"what's happening? Am I really in 2016? Did I really come back in time??"

"dear, I have to go for a meeting...take care...."

"hmmm"

"my parents never care for me. My mother is the director of one of the top companies where my father is the president. that company was inherited from my grandpa.... I don't know if there was a day my mother took care of me. Even if I got high fever no one takes care of me...I won't blame mother for that. she was having a hard time ever since she came into her in law's. even if I was admitted in hospital for anything she rarely visited me.. this is how my life is....got parents who doesn't even care even if I die.... only care about study at what I'm not even good enough. I grew up in loneliness. I did have some friends but they didn't care about me but my money. I deleted all of their number. if I really came back in time, if it's really 2016, I've decided I won't let people intimate me, I won't let them taking control over me, I won't waste my time doing nothing. I won't let that idiot ruining my life. I'll do whatever I need to do to escape from this."

after a few days......

Ai Rin was discharged from the hospital and was taken to her parent's house. She started looking around the house...

"as far I remember, I wasn't living in this house in my dream or should I say it was really? it felt too real to call a dream......... Thanks to the accident I got to see my parent's house again. I should not call it an accident, basically I tried to kill myself. why did I do that??

I am a PTSD patient... post traumatic stress disorder... you can ask, you're an only child from a wealthy family, what stress do you have?

My father....I hope no one ever gets a father like him. He hates me. He hates me more than anything in the whole world. He is an abusive person. As in those memories I have, If I ever talked to him I don't remember. from my childhood I've seen him beating mother over nothing. He's....how should I describe it... he's more evil than a devil....he always gets angry no matter what you say to him... he even beat me many times. that day, he beat me with a hockey stick just because I couldn't get a good result...

my mother was not even in the house. she started working in the office when I started primary school... I was alone from then...I asked them, when I entered high school, why did they give me birth if they don't care about me?? my father even replied that it was a mistake..."

"Ms. Ai Rin come and have dinner..."

"she's the person who took care of me from the beginning... she's a nice person who loves her child more than everything.......... coming aunt."

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