episode 1

'Happy new years fireworks festival...' , blah blah and f**king blah. Is all I could care as I walk past the graffiti sign on the subway wall. I'm on my way to my shitty school walking in the train subway full of cigarette polluted air, half dead hobos, sleazy fat prostitutes and perverts.

I'm not one to do the whole introduction thing but since my therapist says I have to write in a diary since last summer I most well make it cringe. So dear diary my name is yuki and my friends call me kiki, joking I don't have any friends. I'm just an average looking 16 year old girl. And if you haven't guessed already I'm a introvert who wants nothing to do with people. So right now I'm in my school library hiding in my favourite corner writing. I hate people as much as they hate me. But who cares. what does humour me most is how people get excited about new years which by the way is in 2 days. All I see in two days is a sh*tty anniversary. And to change the subject before you start asking questions here is a fact about me, I can't cry. Not like I want too. But like I can't. At least not since back then. Any way better pack up this writing thing class is about to start.

"So that was sh*t and a waste of time," I mumble as I walk out the library only 5 feet away from my locker. What's the point in writing in a diar-

"Heads up!" some boy shouts as a ball flys towards my head. Just before it hits me I close my eyes and I think how ironic it is.

-I'm floating in darkness and alone. Its nice.

"...Yuki...Yuki...", says a light above of me.

"...YUKI!" this made me open my throbbing eyes.

Lifting my heavy arms towards my head and rubbing them to get some clarity of my surroundings. A blobby figure stands at the end of my bed.

"Oh finally your awake!" says a voice in relief and keeps talking.

"Hmmmm", I mimic in response. My head was throbbing at this point. Just why does this happen today like I must be unlucky. finally the taking stops and my eyes begin to clear.

A tall handsome sporty boy sits at the end of my bed. I realise I'm in the school infirmary as I look at the discolored curtains. I'm sitting up but just to fast I lose strength.

" Sh*t! You got to be careful," he said. Clenching to my arm. He slowly pulled me up in a seating positions. I sat staring down with my head spinning. I want to vomit. then I feel warmth on my arm. I stare at the dudes hand that's still holding my arm.

"Um,you can let go now," i say as he blushes and let's go.

He then stare back at me with a serious face his eyes turn the bright with questions.

"Hello, my name Istomi I'm in second year class 2A, I'm very sorry that my ball hit you," He said in a slow tone. all I could do was laugh. And his face turned red again.

"never..haha...Have...i-hahaha," I couldn't stop. Like what a morning. Calming down I pick up my things and head toward the door. As I look back I say," thanks, I havnt laughed like that for awhile, and don't worry about it , any way bye." Its true tho, I havent laughed like that in ages.

diary:

Its now lunch time and I'm sitting on the roof of the school. Today I laughed. it almost made me feel normal. Nearly. Just nearly. Anyway can I say god dammit why is it so windy today. well I guess it's going to rain but that doesn't stop me from standing on the roof. Tell you the truth tho I'm not really allowed on the roof it's just the only place were people are not around. And I have to say it's my favourite place. I love standing on the out side railing to feel the thrill of the height and some time I lean back and imagine falling. well I'm going to eat lunch so that's enough writing today.

I stand up and walk to wards the roof railing and start to feel the rain after being numb to it's touches once before. I climb over the railing and close my eyes feeling the splashes of water fall down my body. it's nice to feel something for once.

"YUKI! what are you doing?!" A voice yells from the ground. I open my eyes to see the dude from the infirmary there. what does this idiot want now.

Running through the door wet and out of breath the Istomi runs toward me. yelling," don't jump!"

grabbing my hands he pulls me over on top of him. I yell, "What the hell, I'm not jumping just leave me alone God dammit!"

both laying on the roof top in the rain. He holding me tight to his chest and all I hear is his heart thumping like hell. He breathe in saying again, "Are you serious?!"

Pushing myself out and staring down on him I say, " Will.you.just.leave.me.alone," in a very sharp tongue.

He sits up fast making me fall on my ***. were both sitting on the roof soaking wet. He staring at me this time angry. "What in the f**king name of hell do you think you are saying, I nearly draped myself seeing you looking alone on a roof standing on the edge like a suicidal idiot; like what the hell is wrong with you."

this made me stand up with rage, " who the hell am I you say well I'm just taking the edge off from this bull-sh*t Society that I live in, I'm doing my thing away from you people it doesn't matter what you people say because even if I were suicidal I ain't gonna jump from my favorite place and I ant like f**k going to do it were people like you came and play hero. just leave me alone like the rest of people and forget what you saw abd dont come up hear again. I.d.i.o.t!!!"

I grab my sh*t and go for the door until something grabs my hand. "Look I know I'm out of place to say this but would u like to be my friend,"He says calmly.

friend..friend, like f**k that! I say in my thoughts. But as I look at him I say 'yes' as a slip of the tongue and before I say anything else he is gone only leaving his formal jacket with a piece of paper in side. pulling out the scrunched paper is his web chat name. WTF

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