Chapter 5

...He held her, pulled her closer and started to dance and then.......

...*Continue*...

...Then....Teacher saw this, there were million questions running in her mind....

Teacher's Pov:

I was discussing something when I saw my good student Y/N with the Prince...and wait- SHE'S DANCING WITH HIM?!!! WHO TF IS SHE ACTUALLY?!! The principal only told us that she owned the school... then what about this..all?..

Author Pov:

You were dancing worriedly

praying that Kelac don't come this way or anything...she was getting distracted by some people...she was continuously looking at lovely families who were

having a great time together...she started to remember her childhood where she used to be happy, joyful and everything was perfect...

Ark: Your highness I'm sorry I can't dance now I need some fresh air..

Prince Qin: Umm..sure *gentle smile*

...Ark: *bows*leaves*...

...She goes to an empty balcony, stars were shinning stars......

*ignore the sky please*

Ark was looking in the sky which was full of beautiful stars... she was looking back to her past where she had a happy family..where she never felt upset and depressed..and From being the sweetest mother to the most toxic one..she made her stone hearted..and breaked her mentally...a tear rolled down her cheek as she remembered everything her mother says to her...

Suddenly someone tapped on her shoulder

Kelac: Everything will be fine..

Ark: I waited and waited Kelac...when will that day come? *cracked voice*

Kelac: ....

Ark: See you also don't have any answer.

???: Don't give her advises she is silly! Just let her be..I know she'll be okay..

Kelac: But dad..she-

K/D: Kelac come with me we still have guest to meet and Ark remeber you also have to meet them so remember if you want to meet them or you don't want then atleast greet them say hi or hello okay? Don't just leave like that

Ark: Fine..you will also kill me by giving me all this work *sad chuckle*

...Kelac had no option but to go with his dad so he left....

Ark: *chuckle* work, work and work..why do I even work so hard? for whom? Mum says..I should work because I can... because of this work I lost my kindness and my heart...I have become cold Blooded ruthless mafia Ark...The Youngest Mafia...why do I look like a robot to everyone? I'm a human..can they stop forcing me?.. I'm only human... c'mon I also have a actual heart *tears started rolling down your cheeks* it hurts...my heart keeps getting hurt..I get hurt in this whole mafia thing..

Y/N lefts the ball because she knew she can't actually control her emotions right now..she need to go somewhere where she can calm down..

She went to her Mansion changed her clothes and came to a mountain cliff

The cliff was her one of her favourite places cause it had the beautiful city view, You send away your guards because you hate showing your emotions to anyone for you it was embarrassing..and pathetic at the same time.. whenever something bad used to happen to you came to this place..

Ark: *sniff* w-why am I not e-enough for them? w-why do they only f-find me imperfect? I'm the only o-one left and h-hurt...

...the only word what was popping in her mind was "Why?"...

Ark: I am always by their s-side but at last I-I get hurt...w-why? h-how did I became heartless? *crying in a mess*

T-they say I'm f-flithy...why? I promised them I'll not hurt them..*sniff* but what did I get? only a broken heart..now because of them I..have became a monster....I..am confused in myself...

Ark: I'm so confused...that what I actually like?... I'm confused about how I feel.. from my childhood I've always been told what to do... I never actually knew what it feels like...to be independent...it all caused me stress.. anxiety and depression...and at end I'm confused what I feel like what are feelings? emotions? even in school lot's of people joke around saying that I don't have feelings...and that is actually true...

Ark: *sniff* let's hide the pain...cause... it's common..right? having anxiety, stress are common right? yes..I think..

...Little did she knew someone was watching her pain from far.....

****Kelac****: if it goes on like this.. I'm really really afraid..she would destroy herself..If she doesn't get out of this struggle.. she'll never ever get out then...

and I'll loose her..I hope soon her world get's it's beautiful colours back... *worried*

He was saw her struggle, her pain, her fake smile...but he can't do anything for now...he saw a lonely soul inside you...who needed love desperately but doesn't really know anything about love...

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Author: Author here..so this chapter is abit like dark depressed...but don't worry this isn't gonna affect the future chapters so it's just a first page of Ark's past and feelings..and don't worry the next chapter will be better..the next chapter will be funny it will be like nothing actually happened last night...so no need to worry about Ark okay then bbye stay safe (｡•̀ᴗ-)✧

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