His lust

I woke up to an obnoxious alarm clock ringing. Groaning, I slapped the offending object with my pillow causing it to fall onto the floor. When I opened my eyes, i was met with a blinding light coming through the curtains. I yawned and stretched a bit. It took me a few seconds to realize that my window was open, and I must have forgotten to shut it yesterday evening.

"Sh*t.." i murmured under my breath. I slowly picked myself up and looked outside the window and noticed that it was already morning. The sun was shining brightly in the sky, making everything around me seem bright and colourful.

I groaned again. I had completely forgotten about getting ready for school. I glanced towards my clock and noted that it read 6:43.

Why did i forget to close my window last night? Ugh...this morning is gonna be the worst. I closed the curtains and headed back into the kitchen to make breakfast.

Once i finished cooking eggs and bacon, and poured a glass of orange juice, i quickly ate my breakfast and rushed into the living room to grab my backpack, before heading down stairs.

I looked at the mirror to see if i looked decent enough to leave. I looked like always but somthing was different....on my neck there was a red mark as if it's a kiss mark

"No way..." i told myself and stared at it in disbelief before shaking my head, trying to convince myself that it wasn't what it seemed to be. Still i could tell that it was. The marks were still pretty fresh.

As i stared at the dark red mark that covered part of my neck. My breathing quickened and my breathing became slightly labored. I clenched my fists and looked around frantically, hoping to spot something that I could use to cover it up, but unfortunately, there was nothing.

i felt so frustrated at myself for letting myself go like that, but i guess it's not my fault that i was so stupid and careless enough to let my guard down. It's not like anybody has ever touched me or made physical contact with me since i was born maybe it's not a kiss mark ... i mean no body kissed me as i remember and i had no boyfriend either. So it definitely can't be. Maybe it's the stress that i've been under lately?

maybe, but what could've caused such a mark? i don't understand....

After i finally calmed myself down, i got a scarf warped around my neck then headed out the door and headed straight to the nearest bus stop.

When i arrived on the bus, it was about 7:20 which means class starts in ten minutes. I quickly found an empty seat near the back and placed my bag on my lap and rested my elbows on top of it before taking out my phone and began browsing through social media. I kept my eye on the bus's exit doors waiting for the next bus that would take me to my university.

later, the bus pulled up in front of my school building and i hurriedly exited the bus. As soon as the bus drove off, my gaze shifted to my wrist watch.

8:45AM

"What the actual ****?" I yelled. I knew that today was going to suck, but this? What the actual f**king hell? I've never missed school for this long. i ran to the class as fast as i possibly could, ignoring the stares that the teacher gave me.

when i reached the classroom the bell rang loudly causing everyone to turn their heads and look at me. I ignored the looks and proceeded to my seat, taking the seat behind hyuna who question me for being late after a minute the teacher comes inside giving the instructions to start class. The whole class went silent, except for some quiet mumbles here and there. The teacher started talking, but nobody could focus on what he was saying. They just continued staring at me, curious why am i wearing like this.

"Hey! What happened to you?" They whisper making it clear for everyone to hear. he others nodded along. "Yeah."

"Why are you wearing like this"

"Oh god i feel sweaty like I'm gonna melt just looking at her"

"I don't get it!"

The teacher gave us a glare but said nothing. He went back to talking about the lesson, but i didn't listen at all. I just couldn't take my eyes off my neck knowing that I'm covering most of my neck in the hot weather , because of the mark....

I don't even know why the mark showed up there in the first place....the last thing i needed was to get beat up because of something as stupid as a kiss mark.

When it's finally over I hastily packed everything into my bag and left without saying bye or a single word to hyuna.

we wanted to meet later on anyways but she sent me message saying that she can't meet me beacuse her boyfriend yoongi showed up,so i decided to go to the library today.

And that's exactly where I ended up going after leaving the classroom. Luckily for me, nobody stopped me as i passed them by and hurried into the building, closing the door behind me.

not wanting anymore people to stare at me because of how i'm dressed. I thought that maybe i'll be able to find something about kisses mark on the internet , but sadly my search yielded nothing as they were saying things i didnt understand in the videos. Not only that, but the library also held nothing but boring books about love and some old dusty copies of classic romance novels. There's literally no other reason to have these.

So after searching for almost an hour, I gave up and decided to go home. I was planning on staying home until dinner time anyway. i stood up embracing my belongings when i heard the library door crack i didn't pasy attention to it since it's a public erea for students...it just happened to click when the person walked in and i realized that they were walking right at me.

I turned around, holding the books against my chest as i saw him standing a couple feet away from me, his eyes still locked on mine. I couldn't help but think of how handsome he looks...but i don't want to show it. I wanted to keep my cool and ignore him because that's what i usually do. I would say hi or hello, right? if he wasn't other than jungkook ...well I wouldn't bother with him.

"...hey." He spoke lowly, his voice sounded so deep. I forced a smile and replied, "Hey..". My smile faded as i felt like he's glaring daggers at me.

"Do you mind if i sit here?" He asked, pointing at the chair beside me. Of course i don't mind if he sits here i thought. i mean this is just a library afterall. But i just didn't respond. Instead i simply shrugged.

I begin to walk away heading out the library when a voice called me back.

"Wait!" His tone sounded urgent, which startled me quite a lot actually. I turned to face him and found him. Looking at him again my heart sped up a little seeing him again.

"Yes?" I spoke quietly, my voice barely above a whisper.

He sighed softly "Can i buy you coffee?" He suggested.

This was it! I couldn't believe him!! What the hell? How could he ask me something like that?! Why does he have to act like a gentleman and offer to buy me coffee when he clearly doesn't care about what I'm doing?

I scoffed quietly, feeling hurt, annoyed and very irritated. And yes. A small tear escaped from the corner of my eye, which made me furious. I wiped my tears away harshly and sniffed hard, trying to contain my anger. I glared at him.

as much as possible so that he would think that I'm crying over something else. I took my bag from my shoulders and opened the library's door.

"Sorry, but i have to decline your offer. I have somewhere important to be today, also I'd rather have nothing to do with you Jungkook. Please don't come bother me again. so-"

Before i could finish my sentence, i was cut off mid sentence by a loud smack sound. he smashed some book were on the desk, he yalled at me

"don't ever think of going out here, i will make sure to hunt you down" he said eyeing me angrily

"what the hell is wrong with you" i yalled back

"what do you keep hoping from someone like me" "do you find it amusing, is it funny to hurt my feelings"

"You talk about feelings as if you were expressing them" angrily i responded "How dare you act like I did anything wrong. You're supposed to be apologetic towards me"

He sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose,"fine. i'll leave you alone the."

He walked welling to escape out but my anger reached it's limits

I shouted "stop right there and explain your behaviour to me" I'm not a toy made for you I'm a human being" you should know were you must apologize to me"

He paused and turned back at me then walked up and cupped his hand around my chin, forcing me to look at him,"i'm sorry..." he said softly kissing my lips hungrily i was scared so i punched him

"y...y..you" "i hate you, don't come near me" "how dare you kiss me, you're disgusting!"

Before i knew it, he pained my hands to the wall with one hand putting his weight over my tinny body. he kissed me roughly and aggressively. After a few seconds of fighting, i let go of all the emotions inside and pushed him off my body. I stepped back away from him, breathing heavily. "Jungkook...stop!" I shouted.

But he didn't stop, he kept on coming toward me. I backed away slowly, my back hitting the edge of the table. I tried running away but he grabbed both my arms and pinned them above my head. He leaned in closer,removing what's cover my neck pressing his face into my neck,

"N-No please..."

"why did you covered it " " i gave you my mark but you ignore it"

"Please no...please"

His lips pressed firmly onto my skin and i could feel him smirking against my neck. I was I was crying intensely and heartburn, I could not bear it any more, I tried hard to push him away... After he heard my sobbing crying, I felt his energy loosen my hand and my body a little bit. He looked at me with fearful and hesitant eyes, like a drunk. He removed himself off of me and backed away, letting go of my wrists. I could see that he looked absolutely shocked and at the same time. It's probably because of what he did

"y/n I'm sorry, please don't hate me. I...l..really tried to stop my self but can't, i'm..'m angry with myself. please stop craying"

While he was hysterically apologizing he tried to grab my hand or hug me to calm me down but I push him or back away... I grabbed my bag and rushed out as hard as I could leaving him calling my name but i never looked back.

^^^to be continued....^^^

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