Is it love?

As i passed by, a couple girls bumped shoulders with me, causing them to spill their books everywhere.

"Watch where you're going, bitch," one girl scoffed angrily as she pushed herself off from the wall.

The words stung but I kept walking. I could hear her sneering again, "That fucking piece of shit."

I clenched my fists in anger. I shouldn't have let them get to me. Not today of all days.

When i approached my locker, i noticed a boy leaning against it. When he heard my footsteps he turned around to face me.

He frowned and raised his eyebrows. "You look pretty pissed" he said while looking me up and down, smirking at me. I looked away and opened my locker. chuckling lightly. I ignored him and stuffed my things into my locker as he stood watching me with amusement. When i finished I slammed my locker door shut and faced him, crossing my arms over my chest.

"What?" i snapped.

"Nothing. It's just nice to see you this pissed. Never seen you this angry," he said, shrugging slightly.

"I am not angry..." I began to say before he cut me off.

"Oh yeah? Well that looks like rage. Your eyes are red and your knuckles look white. like you dont even got blood . I bet you haven't even touched food since you've been home. " he exclaimed.

"Who the **** are you?" i retorted and he rolled his eyes, clearly irritated.

"My name is jeon jungkook . And i'm the person who's supposed to be helping you. You think it's easy being the weak girl here? I would say no

y/n: I don't need your help mr.jeon ! Now piss off!" I spat.

His eyebrow twitched, obviously annoyed at my rude reply. He opened his mouth to speak, but before he could, another voice interrupted him,

"Jungkook, let's go, i'll drive you home. Let's just get this over with that brat hoseok." The other boy spoke, grabbing Jungkooks arm and dragging him away towards a nearby car.

I watched as they climbed inside. Jungkook glared at me one last time before the doors clicked shut and drove away. 

Feeling somewhat satisfied, I made my way across the school courtyard towards the entrance. Once the main doors shut behind me i breathed a deep breath of relief. I was glad to know they'd finally gone and that I wouldn't have to deal with the awkward stares and whispers anymore. At least for the moment.

As i walked through the halls i saw several students whispering amongst themselves. I ignored them, deciding it was none of their business anyway and continued walking.

When i reached the library, there was hyuna at one of the tables in the corner surrounded by a pile of romance novels.

we go to the same class but since english not her interest she skips...

"Y/N!!" she greeted happily, jumping up from her seat and rushing forward to hug me. She wrapped her arms tightly around my neck and squeezed the life out of me.

"Ouch! Hey...hey slow down," I complained as I she pried her loose. I stepped away from her as she pouted and looked at me in a hurtful manner. I couldn't tell whether she was joking or not, but she looked sincere and her expression seemed genuine.

She smiled widely at me and pointed her index finger at me, "Are you alright? Did anyone give you trouble? I can kill whoever dared lay a hand on you. I'll kick their *** and then beat them up afterwards!" she threatened playfully.

Chuckling awkwardly, i scratched my nape, "...nah, don't worry about it. I'M fine, promise!"

After calming down and letting out a sigh of relief, she asked me, "What happened yesterday? Were you attacked?"

I shook my head, "No, i'm perfectly fine!"

The smile immediately left her face and an intense look replaced it, "Then who attacked you?"

"Well, i-"

She grabbed both sides of my face with her hands, "Who?!" she almost yelled at me with furrowed brows.

"Okay...okay calm down." I laughed nervously as I gently removed her hands from my face. "It's nothing serious. It was nothing."

Once she saw my relaxed features, her frown immediately disappeared and was replaced by a kind smile, "So? Who was it?" she persisted.

"Uhm..it's a long story..."

Her frown returned and she shook her head, "Not funny Y/N, tell me NOW!" she ordered me sternly.

I sighed deeply and ran my fingers through my hair, "Alright, fine..."

I told her everything that happened last night. Every word spoken, every step I took, every action I did. When i was done, she remained silent and thoughtful. She didn't speak and i didn' t dare question her.

"...I don't understand why you would do such a stupid thing..that guy isn't worth getting so worked up over," she mumbled softly. I raised a questioning eyebrow as i tilted my head to look at her. She bit her lip and avoided eye contact, "Did he threaten you somehow?"

I looked down and fiddled with my fingers. I didn't want to talk about it but she would only ask more questions. If i lied about it, I'm sure it would be even worse, so she needs to know the truth no matter how much it hurts...

"Yes...but i didn't listen to his words..." i admitted softly as she stared at me, surprised.

"Y/N..." she called softly. She placed her index finger underneath my chin and lifted my head so that i was forced to meet her gaze. Her grey eyes pierced into mine and i felt a shiver run down my spine at the intensity in her gaze. "Don't ever do something like that again," she warned. She pulled her hand away and placed it into her lap. "Now what do you want to do today?"

"Uh, actually I wanted to try talking to read some books for our next class u know history...." i replied quietly.

She nodded. "Okay, well after the class lets go to the cafeteria then."

* * *

After we finished our classes for the day , we went straight to the cafeteria. We sat on one of the tables together, chatting away about anything and everything. I never had many friends, so spending time with hyuna is such a joy....

I also wanted to gain respect like her. I wanted others to think I'm someone worth knowing so that they won't treat me different. But i don' t know if i will succeed...

I looked down at my lunch tray and noticed that my food was still sitting untouched. I guess today wasn't the best day for eating. My appetite had completely vanished already and it was now starting to feel a little uncomfortable. Sighing loudly I placed my fork back down into its plate.

"Hey, you okay? You look sad," my friend said, noticing my lack of appetite.

I shrugged in response, "Just tired I guess. I didn't sleep too great last night," I explained. She nodded sympathetically.

"I hope that helps. Do you want to hang out later today? I have a lot of new roomance novels that I really want to show you," she suggested. I grinned and shook my head.

"No, you should spend time with yoongi... And i know you guys were gonna have a date tomorrow, so i think you deserve it," I responded. She smiled shyly and blushed slightly.

"Aww...thanks. I love you and I wish i could hang out more often. Just so you know. I mean, if you want to, i totally dont mind so yoongi too," she chuckled.

"I want to but i cant take you away from him... or maybe i will you' ve already been spending plenty of time with him," I teased her playfully. She lightly shoved my shoulder and stuck her tongue out. Laughing loudly I nudged her back and we both laughed hysterically until the sound of footsteps approaching caused us both to stop dead in our tracks.

"Y/n! Heyyyy! Over here!" Suddenly a loud voice echoed throughout the cafeteria.

I turned around when i heard my name...it was again him, jeon jungkook...or whatever his name is. I was pretty shocked to see that the girls didn't knew he would showed up at the school cafeteria i guess seeing other are shocked too means they didn't know.... i remember that he has lots of people watching over him 24/7. He stopped right in front of me with a wide grin on his face.

The girls following him gave me an evil awkward smile and hurried off.

Jungkook put his hands on my shoulders and leaned closer. His breath hit my cheeks and sent chills down my spine. I flinched slightly, but tried my best to keep myself composed. "Hello, princess. I've missed you."

My heart began racing at the nickname and the fact that he was standing so close to me. "Missed me?" i questioned, raising my eyebrow questioningly. His grin widened as he nodded excitedly.

"Of course! I haven't seen you for 2 hours !" He replied enthusiastically.

"yeah 2 hours ago...i was happy not bumping into someone being a **** to me"

He grunted with obvious anger at my answer, apparently not pleased with it, but quickly reverted back to his usual smile. He leaned in close again and spoke very softly next to my ear, "well, if you want me to be nice to you again...you'll give me 5 minutes alone with you." The smirk on his face made my skin crawl.

"What if i refuse?" I whispered in reply and leaned back, trying my hardest to push him away.

He let his smile slowly disappear. He frowned and glared at me, his cold eyes staring right into mine. It scared me so badly that i started trembling. What i don't understand though is why he looks so threatening. He doesn't scare me, not anymore...

"Fine! Have it your way," he grumbled angrily and turned around before stomping off to find another target. The tension in the air between us was thick and suffocating. I couldn't help but stare at the spot where he stood just moments earlier and tried to control my heartbeat.

When i finally managed to calm down, i reached up to touch my chest. It was beating so fast that i thought i was going to die from heart attack.

"Are you alright, Y/n?" my friend beside me said worriedly. I blinked twice and looked at her, nodding weakly in response.

"Oh, wow.this Is not your first time getting attacked by anyone? I can't believe that he was so rude to you. I bet he feels terrible now that he knows you're not afraid of him anymore," she continued but I didn't say anything and instead stared blankly at my empty tray.

I didn't understand him. How could anyone be so cruel to someone as kind as me? I'm a good person. Why does he hate me?

"Y/N, did you hear me?" she asked softly. I tore my eyes away from my empty tray and gazed upon her worried expression.

"Um yeah...sorry," i apologized quietly. She placed her hand atop of mine and squeezed tightly.

"You shouldn't apologize. People aren't always nice...that's just the nature of life. And even if he was a jerk before, there's no need to be so hard on yourself, it isn't fair," she stated sadly.

I pursed my lips and sighed. "I wish it was that easy..."

"It not that easy! You've been through alot, Y/N, and you have nothing to feel bad about. You've gotten through some tough things, you know? There will be others and they're not gonna be as lucky as you in the end," she assured me, rubbing my arm softly.

The rest of the day passed uneventfully, and eventually, I ended up going back home.

sat on the couch and stared blankly down at my hands as i remembered his warm touch, the sweet scent of his perfume .

But this doesn't change the fact that the fact that i saw him makes me feel like shit inside. I don't know why I am feeling this way...it' s just because i have a crush on him, right?

It's not like I'm in love or anything, so there's no reason for me to be feeling like this. He's just some guy. I barely even know him, and yet i cant stop thinking about him all the time...like...all the freaking time. And every time i think of him, i feel butterflies in my stomach. Like...really intense butterflies, like, i can physically feel them rising to my throat and making it hard for me to breathe. I swear i can feel them almost exploding and spilling from my mouth.

They're really painful to feel and it's like i'm having a heart attack....but i also feel so damn happy...why am i feeling these weird emotions towards him? Does he really matter that much to me?

I don't understand what all of this is about...

I suddenly gasped aloud as i realized what i was thinking about. It doesn't mean anything. It's just my mind playing tricks on me, making me feel weird and uncomfortable and confused. Thats all.

Sighing heavily I stood up from the couch and walked around my room. As i sat in bed, thoughts about Jungkook constantly ran through my mind. And no matter how many times i try to distract myself from those thoughts, they only become stronger and more confusing.

Suddenly I felt something brush past my legs and heard a light 'oof'. Looking down I was greeted by my tiny white puppy -perry- with big brown eyes that stared up at me with curiosity. It's fur reminded me of the ones in the TV shows that i watched as a kid, and the way that it looks at me, it seems like it understands how I feel.

After petting him for a while, i decided that i should probably get ready for bed. I got out of bed and went into the bathroom and washed my face. After doing my nightly routine, i brushed my teeth, then grabbed my pajamas and headed downstairs. I threw my dirty clothes in the laundry basket and grabbed a glass of water before heading to my room. I set my drink down on my desk and laid down, staring at the ceiling. All i could do is wonder what Jungkook meant when he said '5 minutes.' Is he expecting me to give up after 5 minutes? Or did he actually have plans for us? But why would he? We barely know eachother and he' re just a random guy who happens to go to the same high school and we've known eachother for a little while. Maybe he wants me for sex, but i doubt it. He probably wants something else from me. A better chance? Yeah, that might explain why he was so angry earlier.

Well probably tired of hearing me talk anyways...what else can he expect from a girl who thinks she isnt worth any attention?

I shook away the image of him being angry, not sure if i could handle another memory like this one. 

Closing my eyes i fell asleep....

^^^to be continued....^^^

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