Chapter 4

He took a deep breath in and closed his eyes accepting the truth and entering in the room not bothering to return the greetings from the men at door anymore.

"Hi" he gave a smile that wasn't forced because today everything was different not for any eye but one that showed him the ever same view.

"Well... I guess Happy birthday to me? Oh! And no I'm not even a slight bit upset that you didn't grant me my wish.... Honestly I'm always thankful that I'm able to see you."

Silence took over them as Hoseok kept standing there not daring to step closer to his dongsaeng.

Lost in his own thoughts his eyes suddenly glanced at the flower pot and it reminds him of the flower he brought with himself.

"I should change them... Aish what kind of services are they providing? I can't believe that those are still the same one that I left last time I was here." Hoseok took out the old flowers and replaced them with new ones.

When satisfied he griped the table ever so tightly that his knuckles started to turn white.

The ugly feeling to just cry his heart out in the front of his love, so immense that he could hear his own heartbeat in his ears.

"Jagiya... I'm sorry, I know this so wrong of me to... to only think about myself.. b-be selfish living with the thought of ending it all from my side and not giving you a chance to ..... But hey think about it, the day you'll finally wake up don't you think you'll be disappointed to see me so ...... Broken? Like will there be any chance? to fix me, reconstruct me? I don't want you to face that. No."

"I'd rather prefer the easy way.. you'll be hu-hurt at first I know but you'll slowly start healing, with e-everyone to be happy, you'll have a chance to restart your life with so much more just..... Not me.

But.

I'm just one person love. It'll be alright. It...It'll take some time but you'll get over me and that's totally okay because you deserve a thousand times perfect and it's not like I won't be by your side I'll be by your side forever. I want to see you so happy so..... Yeah. Just- just wake up happy and healthy, stay safe move on, live your life because babe...

That'll make me happy too."

He left.

11:03*

HYBE:

"Hyung?"

"Kook? Hey do you need something?"

Jimin asked as Jungkook slowly made his way inside his studio.

"I saw hobi-hyung leaving just after his Vlive"

"And?"

"You know it's his birthday so he probably left to see Taehyung." Jungkook said taking a seat next to his Hyung.

"So you're saying that we should go there as well?"

"It's been awhile seen I last gave him a visit plus Hyung probably is too hurt to ask us to go with him I think he might like it if we're all there."

"You're right but kook it's just hard to face... Both of them, looking at Taehyung-ie like that and then there's Hobi I can't face him it just hurts no matter what we say and do to comfort eachother."

"I know but it'll be better if we go and at least make sure to tell him that Taehyung will wake up." Jungkook rubbed a hand on his arm.

"Let's get everyone and go." Jimin gave a half smile towards him and Jungkook return the half as well.

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