chapter 19

The people around this world...what do they really desire, some people desire wealth... An abundance of it. Some want to gain power...to save or to plunder...some want to be cocooned in immorality...and some desire revenge...but maybe all these desires are for love, every war of gods and demons, their sacrifice, and maybe the cause of it always resides in the sin of love. My mother hated it...and desired it most, and my obsession with love started with her.

When I opened my eyes I couldn't see my body but my consciousness in this gusty place of nothingness remained. I'm having my dreams again. In this world where I can see nothing but only darkness. This realm of the abyss, I have come to embrace it halfway for seventeen years.

Suddenly my surroundings changes, winds passing by at an unimaginable force, it was smoke all around this abyss, and just when this smoke was subduing me abruptly my vision was all but a red pair of eyes...large...larger than anything I have ever seen as if it was drowning me into it whole...

These eyes are looking void yet in...pain, anger, hatred, so much remorse that I felt myself internally bleeding, how could someone be...anyone is in such pain...who would have caused it and how will they ever part with such pain... I wish I could heal it...no I have to heal this creature, I'm not me any more I have real powers now. But before I could use even an ounce of my power this devil-like creature howled...

My ears would bleed in this screeching sound, my skin would rip apart, what dark energy, scorching my soul tearing me apart...who is this, its pain is tormenting my whole body. I have to run... disconnect from this abyss. But...this creature...a part of me wants to run away while a part of me wants to embrace this pain. Loneliness has always been my friend right...he looks alone too...in pain...

I try to focus my consciousness on my holy magic and try to appease it even if a little. I pour all my energy into this being but as if in hallucinations its painful eyes look towards me and my consciousness drifts away at lightning speed.

I gasp waking up, sweat dripping off me. I can not forget those eyes...haunting eyes trapping me in the abyss. I breathe heavily, gasping for more air inside me. My hands come in contact with someone, and my breath hitches and shakes frantically I almost jump into the bed only to find the emperor sleeping blissfully.

Memories of yesterday come into my mind flashing, son of a devil he is. My clothes were torn apart on the floor, sighing I stare at him. My gaze is hollow... I don't know what I feel about emperor Lucian, he ravished my body even when I was senseless. He is ruthless... brutalizing my whole body as if I'm his doll, I'll slowly but surely make you crazy emperor Lucian that's my promise to you.

I touched his forehead anger flaring me, why does my power doesn't work on him even once, I hate it.

Standing up I come across the long mirror, coming in front of it to look at me more efficiently. The stone in my forehead...from the time I'm born in this world this stone has been a part of me...it doesn't break nor does it vanish no matter how much I try, but this stone has just stayed there, clear like crystal and glistening.

I look into my eyes...these dewy peach blossom eyes in bluish purple color were said to be the finest ones in the whole empire, more enchanting than precious enigma stones. My symmetrical glossy lips were red like ripping peaches they were smiling. Even though I was nāked my skin color was the same pale but had a healthy glow in it. I touched my reflection, they said that I was the flower of this empire, the night queen resembling the beauty of the moon. And it was true who wouldn't want this perfect body, full hips, small waist, and voluptuous chest? They are the fantasy of every man.

(Lin are you there ?), Elios asked me in my mind.

(yes)

(did you find something from the emperor? any hint or clue?), he sounded desperate.

Signing I rested my head in the mirror, (unfortunately no, every time I try to look into his past all I see are dark clouds hiding them, I try to remove these clouds but no matter how much I try these clouds don't bulge. I even fed him a potion still no work)

(I see...but please try to search for any clue you find about what he is trying to do, and keep an eye on him, in the meantime I'll get stronger)

(sure, take care of yourself )

(I'm going, remember you are in the house of the devil pay attention to your surrounding)

(I'll geek boy now go away)

I could hear his laugh and smiled myself. At least there is someone in this world who knows me. suddenly I felt a slap in my arse.

"ahh", my voice was cracked from all the mōaning and screaming last night.

"my little girl has woken up", his rough voice made me come back to reality.

an innocent smile plastered my face as I looked at him.

"good morning daddy", I whispered and went towards him, my nīpples were perking up from his attention.

"come here", motioning his index finger he asked me to come closer.

I sat just beside him both of us were nāked, shamelessly staring at each other, he licked his lips while his thumb was rubbing my lips, he couldn't stop looking at me, his gaze was eradicated as if trying to remember every inch of me.

"Where is my morning kiss, baby girl?", he asks me suggestively.

My cheeks in the shade of pink, I shyly kiss the right side of his cheek, "good morning Daddy"

groaning he whispers, "damn you'll be the death of me"

He'll never get enough of me, I know it's by the way he touches my body when we are alone, trying to get every fiber of me into his grasp and if he thinks I'll be the death of him, that's true I'll be.

"I'll teach you how adults give morning kisses"

giggling I wrapped my arms around his shoulder and he put me above his lap, his lips fell onto mine and we both immersed ourselves into this feverish kiss of lūst.

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