Rafael
The first time with Bem was incredible. I know that after him it will be difficult not to make comparisons. Besides being big, he knows how to use it like no one else!
After our first time, I discovered more about what he likes and so did he. Bem seems to know exactly where to touch to turn me on. The way he fills me will be hard to forget.
He loves to hear me talk dirty in his ear, and I love it when he grabs me hard. Sex with him is amazing, we always discover new ways to pleasure each other.
We lived like this for 2 months, having crazy sex for hours and then cuddling and kissing for a long time, we lived in our own little world that to me was so perfect, I didn't want to think about the things that were bothering me, about how he acted strangely with me in public and how he avoided touching certain parts of my body.
I just wanted to live that happiness a little longer.
It was a Saturday afternoon when Bem called me to go drinking with some friends, I was excited, not that I expected or wanted him to introduce me as his boyfriend, because we're not, or as a fling, but it was cool to hang out with him, meet his friends and get to know more about him.
Was I insecure? Yes! Was I having anxiety attacks? Definitely!
So in order not to freak out completely, I decided to go to the kitchen to be close to my mother. I saw her a little sick these days, I was terrified that the cancer would come back. She went to the doctor and said it was nothing, but she had some tests done so I took the opportunity to find out what those tests were.
"Good morning, queen of the whole world!"
"Oh boy, are those manners?"
"How are you doing, Mom? What did the tests say?"
"Son, sit down."
My mother had that look again, I was very scared, I lived that day when she told me about the cancer, the day my world fell apart, I felt like the most powerless being on the face of the earth, it was the worst pain I felt in my life.
"Mom, for God's sake, tell me or I'll have a heart attack right here!"
"Son, calm down, it's all right, it's good news, look."
She handed me a piece of paper, it was the test result, I read it and I couldn't hold back my tears, my biggest dream is now a reality.
"Is this serious, Mom? Dona Gentila, don't play with this, God will punish you!"
"It's serious, son, you're going to have a little brother or sister."
I hugged my mother so tightly that she almost broke. I can't take this much happiness!
This news definitely made my day!
I spent the rest of the afternoon glued to my mother, choosing names and making plans, I almost missed the time to meet Bem. He's not picking me up, he hasn't picked me up here or brought me in a while, I usually take an Uber. But that's one of the things I don't want to think about now.
I ordered the car and went to the address where he was with his friends.
When I arrived, I didn't notice anything different at first. Bem greeted me, and introduced me to 4 people, 2 guys and 2 girls. Renan was there too.
I began to notice that Bem was treating me differently, forcing a more masculine attitude. In one of the conversations I called him by his nickname, he changed the subject and brushed it off, then he texted me to pay more attention to how I speak.
I felt terrible, diminished and unworthy of being there, I felt inferior, feelings I swore I would never feel again. But I couldn't blame Bem, he was just confused, he didn't know how to act, I know he didn't mean it.
When I was at my limit, I decided to leave with the excuse that I wasn't feeling well.
I left there hoping Bem would send me a message asking how I was, an explanation about those awkward attitudes and an apology. I slept with my phone in my hand and didn't even get a "good night". It really wasn't his fault, the poor guy didn't even know what he had done.
Maybe if I showed him a little bit of my world, if he got to know me a little better, maybe he would understand me, understand my attitudes, my way.
I decided to invite him to a funk ball here in the favela, I asked Felipe, the owner of the favela and he agreed, Lipe is now dating a girl so he got off my back, thank Beyonce!
It took a lot to convince Bem, but I finally managed it, we arrived at the dance and the night, which was already bad, turned into crap!
Bernardo
I don't know how I let Fael convince me to come to this place, it's full of sweaty people drinking and making out, a bunch of half-naked women and horrible music.
And the most irritating thing was Fael, all smiles, greeting God and the world. I went to the bar to get a drink and they only had bad beer, so I just got a water for me, and the beer Fael ordered.
When I came back Fael was dancing, he was twerking and going down to the floor, his butt, which wasn't small, was even more prominent, and I couldn't take my eyes off that butt. His movements looked like what he did during sex, I started to feel aroused.
Since our first time, Fael has been the only one for me in bed, he is the fulfillment of all my dreams, he is naughty, affectionate and up for anything, having sex with him is never tiring, never tedious, never too much, everything about him turns me on, his every gesture attracts me. When we are together, he is mine alone.
But when I looked around, I saw all those people looking at him, those men looking at him with desire, I know they were thinking the same thing as me, especially with him smiling like that.
I went over there and pulled him aside and asked him to leave, said I wasn't comfortable there, which wasn't a lie, but just getting Fael out of there, away from all those men, already made me feel better.
Fael seemed kind of sad, but I'm going to take him to a really cool club that he'll like and soon he'll be over it.
Rafael
Bem wanted to leave the dance, it seems he didn't like it, I was also wrong to bring him here like this, he's never been to the favela, and I already brought him to the dance, it must not have been easy for him to adapt.
Here at this club he seemed fine, relieved even, I guess going to the dance was traumatizing for him.
There's a warning sign in my head that's screaming "DANGER" but I don't want to hear it, I want to enjoy life a little longer in my little piece of paradise.
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