Happiness is as long as hourglass time

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And this day also came, tang tangggg, I woke up at 4:30 a.M., excitedly checked whether the delivery basket was full or not, washed clean, tied my hair neatly, because there will be a I can't shower and wash my hair as usual for a few days. My mood today is both nervous and excited. I can finally meet someone who makes me feel so special and valuable in this world.

My husband dropped me off at the hospital and went back to work. I carried the birth bag to the front desk to check in. Seeing that I was alone and neat, the hospital receptionist asked me:

"What room are you going to visit?"

- "No, I'm going to give birth to you"

- "Oh, is that so? Because I don't think you look like a pregnant woman"

After completing the procedures, I went to the 4th floor to change clothes and then went to bed to wait for the fetal check-up again and then prepare for surgery. At this point, people will probably ask, did I give birth alone? Yes, I gave birth alone. After giving birth, you can tell everyone later. Despite everything, in my mind right now, it only revolves around the fact that the baby must be born safely and smoothly.

The doctor gave me a spinal anaesthetic and started to rub my abdomen, the doctor said "well, I don't want to come out or why do I come up again?". My Cadie still prefers to be on the iPad playing in the womb. The doctor persuaded for a while, then the baby also rolled down for the doctor to catch. "Oe oe oe ..." the live sound more realistic than the sony speakers reverberated throughout the operating room. It was the first loud noise that made me happy. The nurse counted the fingers and toes and reported "enough" and then brought it up for the mother to look at and then weighed it and cleaned it for the baby. I asked, "Are you sure this is the baby you just took out of my belly?" The whole room laughed.

After I gave birth, I had to go to the recovery room to lie down for 8 hours, but I couldn't see the baby right away. I can't use a phone either, so those 8 hours feel like 2 centuries. I looked up at the clock and counted the minutes. I was finally able to go to my own room and the nurse brought the baby back to my mother. Now I can see the baby more clearly. I just lay there watching the baby go to jail for several hours. The bewildered creature had just landed on earth. Why are you born with so much hair, your arms and legs are still squirming like crazy, normally your house is so tight but now it's so spacious and you don't know anything? I jumped up and grabbed the towel and rolled the baby up like a cocoon. I said, "It's more secure now, isn't it?" The baby stopped squirming and fell asleep. I smiled from the inside, it felt so strange.

I texted my husband that I had given birth. At 1 a.M. My husband stopped by the hospital, followed by his army of hardcore friends. Sweeping past me and the baby pointed, laughed, said clichéd congratulations, and then went clockwise to complete a roundabout and just drifted to the door. My husband said he needed to return to the company. I'm ok, now my focus is no longer on him because I've finally found what I can do best: motherhood.

And as everyone knows in 2014 when Cadie was born, she was fortunate to be loved by everyone and quite popular at that time. I focus on the baby and my whole world 24/7 revolves around the baby. Out there, where my husband goes, I don't know and I don't care as much as before I didn't have children. Cadie favored being called the hottest baby at that time, so everyone used to say that now they must marry westerners, choose western varieties ... (if everyone remembers). So the "West" domino effect suddenly became something of a hot commodity at the time. And of course my husband is one of them. It's even more convenient because even though it's not public, there are people outside who know who my husband is. Since then, like a tiger growing wings, my husband received a lot of Fb friend requests and inboxes from girls.

After giving birth to Cadie, my husband really got better. Fewer nights out and more time at home to play with children. For me it was a busy but serene time. The time after Cadie started learning to walk, watching her every day to see her playing alone all the time was so pathetic. People also say that the only child in the family is very sad, having siblings playing together will be more fun and also good for the development of the child. I thought for a few months and finally decided to have another baby for Cadie to play with.

On Cadie's birthday, I elected Alfie for the 4th month. Because of the compact vote, even though I wore a waist-hugging skirt on my birthday, I didn't hear anyone ask so I didn't say anything. Then we moved back to Saigon pearl, rented a larger fully furnished apartment because the number of members in the house increased. Like I said, I like pregnancy the most because my spirit is very optimistic and happy, with Cadie by my side, my day is filled with laughter and happiness.

My husband at this time is sometimes at home and sometimes in the province, what he says, I just know that, but I don't pay too much attention after having children. Anyone who has children surely knows this feeling, the whole world of a mother, no matter how big it is after giving birth, just revolves around the children, and I am the same.

I was pregnant with Alfie until the 7th month, then one night for some reason I kept tossing and turning and couldn't sleep. I feel very insecure and have not seen my husband home yet. I woke up to check the clock, it was 4:30 am, this time I can't be in the nightclub anymore. I load in my head at this hour, where could he be. I took the car keys to the basement to get the car. I drove to one of his teammate's house in district 7. Since I've been there a few times before, I still remember the way. Seeing me, the security guard opened the door to let me drive in. I see the lights in the house are still on, the big curtains are not drawn. I got out of the car and opened the fence door and went in through the laundry room door according to my memory. When I entered the living room I saw 3 pairs of women's shoes in the corner of the house, on the dining table was a black women's SYL bag. I looked around the house and saw that my husband's shoes were also there. I went back to open the black bag and saw Cmnd, I don't know this girl. I close. Suddenly I heard my husband's voice. My heart constricted painfully. I gasped, based on the music coming out, I knocked on the door of a bedroom right next to the dining table. The person who opened the door was my husband, literally *****. He is having group sex with 3 women and 1 man. When he saw me, he grabbed my clothes and ran out of the house. I stood like heaven, my arms and legs were stiff and I couldn't move anymore. My face no longer had a drop of blood, my whole body was cold. Even in my nightmares I never imagined my husband would reach this level of horror! Seeing me standing motionless in front of the door, the man inside put on clothes and advised me to go home, my husband must have come home already. I drove away in the dark. Fortunately at that time, the street was not crowded yet. I went from district 7 to Saigon pearl when it was just dawn.

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