EPISODE 2

🕰️9:15

Athena has stopped crying, and she was sitting near the window and thinking about how her life was.

[* thinking

() action

“......” means replying]

* “when she was12 years old”

Athena came running to her mom and asked” mom, why can't I go out and play?”

Athena's mom said” Athena you have to study and get 1st, then only well be happy, do you want to make us sad”

Athena” NO, MOM. I'll study harder to make you and dad happy, but I want to play and make friends 😞”

Athena's mom replied(in slight angry voice)” Athena, making friend is a bad thing and when do you have time to make friends and spend time with them.

            Making friends means making enemies they will use you to complete their work and then leave you when you are bored .then what'll happen again you'll be left alone, again

                and if you want me and your dad happy then you better concentrate on your studies, don't waste your time on thin useless things”

Athena “ok mom”

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When she was 14 years old

Athena was in her school

                she was sitting near the window and watching other students playing and talking, and she was all alone and reading

Athena thought

***   it's fine. If I study harder, then mom and dad will be happy, I should make them happy.” ****

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Athena has always been alone.

She never had a friend, what she knows was that she has to make her parents happy, nothing else meant to her. She always obeyed her parents, but there was an emptiness in her heart,

the longing for a friend to talk with!

Someone to play with!

Enjoy like others and to do what she liked'

But she always had ignored her feelings and did they tell her.

She started to fell suffocating between them, she was no longer herself, she was just a puppet who their command, she didn't have a life for her self and she was thinking

*** “Who am I?***

                                    What am I doing ?

                                    Will I have to accept the fate?

                                    What I am supposed to do?should I listen to them and get married ?

                                    What is my purpose to live other than obeying them?

                                    Am I happy?will I be "

All kind of thought were running in Athena's mind.

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     [I’m breaking

      And I can’t be fixed

      I’m missing

     But will I be missed?

     I can’t let you in,

    So don’t come near

    I’m fighting a battle

   That I’ll never win.

   So what’s the point

   Of continuing to fight?

  When my restless days

  Turn into restless nights

  This life hasn’t been fair

  What was God’s cause?

  Why did He put me on this earth?

  Was I born just to die?

   I’m losing sight

  Of what I’ve already seen

   I’m losing my grip,

  And I’m barely seventeen.]

But this is what she feels right now.

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