01. Good morning

It isn't hard to say I love you.

But prove this, with you life was hard.

"Good morning Mr. Kim and Mr.Jo" you said as walking past him. He looked back at you and tched. The annoyed expression clear in his face. His yellow tail swayed, it's clear he hardly controlling his anger.  Behind him Johan looking at him with worry then you. He don't know what to say or too. He replied a good morning to you too. Around you many eyes looked at you with disgust. And you don't care any of these reactions. You chirpped like morning bird, and went to your own cabin with your coffee.

You happiness more disgusted him. "I think, I need fresh air" he walked away. Johan followed him.

"Don't be moody in start of wonderful day Jin.". He said as follows him. They went in to canteen. Jin walked to coffee mechine. So, as Johan too. He watched Jin. Johan remember the mornings you walked like bird with Jin. Jin pouted whenever you forget to tell good mornings. There is the days he said without your good mornings, the morning never been good. And now, you never forget to say good morning. And the mornings become toxic.

Johan can't judge you or them. As human he know the crimes against hybrids. So, he can't say it's rude for him to act like this. And you other hand. It's cultural shock, saying you love seven of them and it's important things all of them are hybrids. The brothers to say more like. Also, he can't anything again for this too. Because, you confessed just once. After that, you never said things like that. But want be friends again. It's clear in your eyes you love them, it's wrong that they didn't identify before.

It's more than a year, you start to work here. You came as intern soon, you finished University. Talented and intelligent. Johan was your menti, by him you got nice introduction with Jin. Jin avoided you like he avoid other humen. He rarely get mingle with humen. Not that, he hold grudge against them. He avoid more contact with them. But you cheerful activity got him, he become close with you like he close with Johan. Jin was shelled, becoming as a human friend for him was take more trust.

When you searched for place to stay. He offered help. Luckily same buliding has apartment and more it was opposite of his. So, naturally he introduced his family to you too. Kim seokjin, kim namjoon and kim taehyung, three of them brothers. The three lions. Minyoongi the wolf, Jung hoseok the bear. Park Jimin the fox, Jeon Jungkook the black panther. The pack of exotic hybrids. Like Jin, they also need lot of trust to mingle with.

You won all of their trust. You basically become a part of their pack. It was more to expect from them. You are younger for them. You and jungkook share a year age cap between. You don't know their past, but you know it's hard for them to remember. So, you offered the present day laughs. It's all changed when you confessed your feelings front of them as drunk. Few of them has girl friends too. And front of their presence . Everyone got disappointed.

They hoped you will say it's all misunderstanding. But you confirmed that next day. So, it's natural their trust broke. Their affection for you become hate and more than that. You couldn't even tolerate your presence.

The day was lazy. You never showed your feelings front of people. You avoided their disgusted gazes. And walked around with your usual smile. You perfect in your job, higher up couldn't say anything. You worked hard. You have loans to pay and daily expenses. You can't offer lose of job. And it's hard to get job. You don't be one of job seekers. You're lucky enough get one soon you finished University.

It's weeks first day, so you offered extra time to work. You typed and looked at the computer screen. "Good night y/n" Mary patted your shoulder and walked you wished back too. You can leave after finished this up.

It's got two hours to finish. You tiredly walked out of buliding. You looked around you, it's alone. You hate it. Seokjin wait for you the days you work over time. You sighed and walked out. You hate to got drunk at that day. Why did you?. If you couldn't live togather, atleast they would be your friends.

You got your apartment after a while. Your apartment wasn't much longer from office. A fifteen minutes walking distance. You're tired. Your stomach growled. But you got nothing to eat in apartment. It's much ending but you already spent more in beginning. You don't have much in hands. A cup ramen is enough you thought. But not in mood for eat. You hates today.

When you reach door, you phone ringed. "Mmm.. eomma" you answered.

"I understand.. "

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"It's will take another week"

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"I will. Take care."

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"Mmm. Good night" you put code and entered. "I'm home" you said. But nothing answered.

The packed things here and there. It's said you going to move soon. You fall on couch. You caressed the softness. You eyed the apartment once all around. The tear formed. It was you first apartment. You loved here.

When you completed University you have to out from dorm. You stayed in a residency for a while. That place was unsafe for you. You never mentioned that anyone. By Jin's help you brought this apartment by loan. You thought you are offered. But your father got sick, it's your responsibility. You spend your bank savings. But it's not enough.

Now a days, for you it's hard to eat too. It's not year too. But you're going to sell no you already sold. You're going get paid in a week. Before that, you have to move out. And salary it going to take another three days. How you going to bare another three days.

You don't have transport expenses, there is five cups are remaining. Just hundred dollers are in your hand. It is enough?. For three days, no more coffee. You thought.

The pay is enough for loan. And you got extra too. You already advance for the place you going to move. It's bit far from here. You got transport expenses for that. Atleast you don't have to pay loan anymore and you can send that money to mother. You should have rented a place first. Or move in your parents may be give little more amount but that more from here.

You regreted. Why now a days you regret lot. From now on you can't see all of them. Only Jin but you heared Jin asked for transfer. You couldn't control the tears anymore, you broke. There is chance they will hear your cries. But they never going comfort you. You cried more because of that thought.

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