broke

I remember the day I broke down I had enough of everything my life at school was well bad to say the least. but hey you would say work would have to be a lot better right. no it wasn't I would leave school and have lots of homework from different classes because at the time I was on what they called The Fast Track. I was trying to leave trying to get out of what I was in. being at home I was scared that I was going to get hurt again by that man. at school I was bullied well I was bullied till they realized hey she's the crazy white girl. and yeah they called me the crazy girl. and me being the crazy girl every time a guy would try to mess with me I would fight I knew I would lose but I still thought. sometimes you have to fight even if it's hard. so when my breakdown happened it happened at work. you see I worked at a little restaurant. a chain but we were kind of what you called not up to par. one day we had a blackout the power came back on but our systems were still down. and it happened while I was taking care of a guest. the guest yelled berated me and blamed me that he could not pay with his card. telling me it's my fault I should let him have his food for free. and when I told him no you can leave your friend here and you can go to the bank right across from us and get some money out there he yelled cursed. but finally his friend calmed him down when he went to the bank after him and his friend left. that man came in and yelled at me asking why am I at home not at home. so me being the good girl and a lot of people's eyes at work just said I'm sorry sir I'll be home shortly the systems are down so I can't leave. and I told him once the systems come back up I'll be able to leave. that man did not stop he wouldn't leave me alone. the restaurant I work at wanted to kick him for life but they couldn't unless they wanted to lose me. you see he would not let me work there unless he knew no guys were going to hit on me. they once was Guy younger than me that started working there and he was gay but that man didn't know so every time the young guy talked to me and it was in front of that man. he would threaten to beat him hurt him even kill him. so I told the young guy leave me alone don't ever talk to me and he did just that. that young guy left me alone didn't talk to me didn't look at me until he left that's for college and that was 3 years. and after he left I broke down. I cried I drew a plate of this food that no one wanted it was what was called Dead. I do it across the kitchen I Cry and I was moved to the office to cry even more. and once I got home after all that that man asked why why are you sad why are you depressed why are you always in your room. I told him no I had a hard day at work I'll be fine in a minute let me get change and we'll watch a movie that sounds like fun right. he looked at me didn't answer. but no it wasn't fun it never is.

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